第 23 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:45      字数:9322
  has ten thousand pounds and an establishment secure;
  poor Rebecca (and my figure is far better than hers)
  has only herself and her own wits to trust to。  Well; let
  us see if my wits cannot provide me with an honourable
  maintenance; and if some day or the other I cannot show
  Miss Amelia my real superiority over her。  Not that I
  dislike poor Amelia: who can dislike such a harmless;
  good…natured creature?only it will be a fine day when
  I can take my place above her in the world; as why;
  indeed; should I not?〃  Thus it was that our little
  romantic friend formed visions of the future for herself
  nor must we be scandalised that; in all her castles in
  the air; a husband was the principal inhabitant。  Of
  what else have young ladies to think; but husbands? Of
  what else do their dear mammas think?  〃I must be my
  own mamma;〃 said Rebecca; not without a tingling
  consciousness of defeat; as she thought over her little
  misadventure with Jos Sedley。
  So she wisely determined to render her position with
  the Queen's Crawley family comfortable and secure; and
  to this end resolved to make friends of every one around
  her who could at all interfere with her comfort。
  As my Lady Crawley was not one of these personages;
  and a woman; moreover; so indolent and void of
  character as not to be of the least consequence in her own
  house; Rebecca soon found that it was not at all necessary
  to cultivate her good willindeed; impossible to gain it。  She
  used to talk to her pupils about their 〃poor mamma〃; and;
  though she treated that lady with every demonstration
  of cool respect; it was to the rest of the family that she
  wisely directed the chief part of her attentions。
  With the young people; whose applause she thoroughly
  gained; her method was pretty simple。  She did not
  pester their young brains with too much learning; but;
  on the contrary; let them have their own way in
  regard to educating themselves; for what instruction is more
  effectual than self…instruction? The eldest was rather fond
  of books; and as there was in the old library at Queen's
  Crawley a considerable provision of works of light
  literature of the last century; both in the French and English
  languages (they had been purchased by the Secretary
  of the Tape and Sealing Wax Office at the period of his
  disgrace); and as nobody ever troubled the book…shelves
  but herself; Rebecca was enabled agreeably; and; as
  it were; in playing; to impart a great deal of instruction
  to Miss Rose Crawley。
  She and Miss Rose thus read together many delightful
  French and English works; among which may be
  mentioned those of the learned Dr。 Smollett; of the ingenious
  Mr。 Henry Fielding; of the graceful and fantastic
  Monsieur Crebillon the younger; whom our immortal poet
  Gray so much admired; and of the universal Monsieur de
  Voltaire。  Once; when Mr。 Crawley asked what the young
  people were reading; the governess replied 〃Smollett。〃
  〃Oh; Smollett;〃 said Mr。 Crawley; quite satisfied。  〃His
  history is more dull; but by no means so dangerous as
  that of Mr。 Hume。  It is history you are reading?〃 〃Yes;〃
  said Miss Rose; without; however; adding that it was the
  history of Mr。 Humphrey Clinker。  On another occasion
  he was rather scandalised at finding his sister with a
  book of French plays; but as the governess remarked
  that it was for the purpose of acquiring the French idiom
  in conversation; he was fain to be content。  Mr。 Crawley;
  as a diplomatist; was exceedingly proud of his own skill
  in speaking the French language (for he was of the world
  still); and not a little pleased with the compliments which
  the governess continually paid him upon his proficiency。
  Miss Violet's tastes were; on the contrary; more rude
  and boisterous than those of her sister。  She knew the
  sequestered spots where the hens laid their eggs。  She
  could climb a tree to rob the nests of the feathered
  songsters of their speckled spoils。  And her pleasure was to
  ride the young colts; and to scour the plains like Camilla。
  She was the favourite of her father and of the stablemen。
  She was the darling; and withal the terror of the
  cook; for she discovered the haunts of the jam…pots; and
  would attack them when they were within her reach。
  She and her sister were engaged in constant battles。  Any
  of which peccadilloes; if Miss Sharp discovered; she did
  not tell them to Lady Crawley; who would have told
  them to the father; or worse; to Mr。 Crawley; but
  promised not to tell if Miss Violet would be a good girl
  and love her governess。
  With Mr。 Crawley Miss Sharp was respectful and
  obedient。  She used to consult him on passages of French
  which she could not understand; though her mother was
  a Frenchwoman; and which he would construe to her
  satisfaction: and; besides giving her his aid in profane
  literature; he was kind enough to select for her books
  of a more serious tendency; and address to her much of
  his conversation。  She admired; beyond measure; his
  speech at the Quashimaboo…Aid Society; took an
  interest in his pamphlet on malt: was often affected; even
  to tears; by his discourses of an evening; and would
  say〃Oh; thank you; sir;〃 with a sigh; and a look up
  to heaven; that made him occasionally condescend to
  shake hands with her。  〃Blood is everything; after all;〃
  would that aristocratic religionist say。  〃How Miss Sharp
  is awakened by my words; when not one of the people
  here is touched。  I am too fine for themtoo delicate。
  I must familiarise my stylebut she understands it。  Her
  mother was a Montmorency。〃
  Indeed it was from this famous family; as it appears;
  that Miss Sharp; by the mother's side; was descended。
  Of course she did not say that her mother had been on
  the stage; it would have shocked Mr。 Crawley's religious
  scruples。  How many noble emigres had this horrid
  revolution plunged in poverty!  She had several stories
  about her ancestors ere she had been many months in
  the house; some of which Mr。 Crawley happened to find
  in D'Hozier's dictionary; which was in the library; and
  which strengthened his belief in their truth; and in the
  high…breeding of Rebecca。  Are we to suppose from this
  curiosity and prying into dictionaries; could our heroine
  suppose that Mr。 Crawley was interested in her?no;
  only in a friendly way。  Have we not stated that he was
  attached to Lady Jane Sheepshanks?
  He took Rebecca to task once or twice about the
  propriety of playing at backgammon with Sir Pitt; saying
  that it was a godless amusement; and that she would be
  much better engaged in reading 〃Thrump's Legacy;〃 or
  〃The Blind Washerwoman of Moorfields;〃 or any work
  of a more serious nature; but Miss Sharp said her dear
  mother used often to play the same game with the old
  Count de Trictrac and the venerable Abbe du Cornet;
  and so found an excuse for this and other worldly
  amusements。
  But it was not only by playing at backgammon with
  the Baronet; that the little governess rendered herself
  agreeable to her employer。  She found many different
  ways of being useful to him。  She read over; with
  indefatigable patience; all those law papers; with which;
  before she came to Queen's Crawley; he had promised
  to entertain her。  She volunteered to copy many of his
  letters; and adroitly altered the spelling of them so as
  to suit the usages of the present day。  She became
  interested in everything appertaining to the estate; to the
  farm; the park; the garden; and the stables; and so delightful
  a companion was she; that the Baronet would seldom
  take his after…breakfast walk without her (and the
  children of course); when she would give her advice as to
  the trees which were to be lopped in the shrubberies; the
  garden…beds to be dug; the crops which were to be cut;
  the horses which were to go to cart or plough。  Before
  she had been a year at Queen's Crawley she had quite
  won the Baronet's confidence; and the conversation at the
  dinner…table; which before used to be held between him
  and Mr。 Horrocks the butler; was now almost exclusively
  between Sir Pitt and Miss Sharp。  She was almost
  mistress of the house when Mr。 Crawley was absent; but
  conducted herself in her new and exalted situation with
  such circumspection and modesty as not to offend the
  authorities of the kitchen and stable; among whom her
  behaviour was always exceedingly modest and affable。  She
  was quite a different person from the haughty; shy;
  dissatisfied little girl whom we have known previously; and
  this change of temper proved great prudence; a sincere
  desire of amendment; or at any rate great moral courage
  on her part。  Whether it was the heart which dictated this
  new system of complaisance and humility adopted by our
  Rebecca; is to be proved by her after…history。  A system
  of hypocrisy; which lasts through whole years; is one
  seldom satisfactorily practised by a person of one…and…
  twenty; however; our readers will recollect; that; though
  young in years; our heroine was old in life and experience;
  and we have written to no purpose if they have not
  discovered that she was a very clever woman。
  The elder and younger son of the house of Crawley
  were; like the gentleman and lady in the weather…box;
  never at home togetherthey hated each other cordially:
  indeed; Rawdon Crawley; the drag