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  than that of my excellent sire。 It is true; I might have made a
  target of the defenceless invalid; but I haven't a taste for
  artillery; moi。
  VI。
  JOHN FLEMMING TO EDWARD DELANEY。
  August 17; 1872。
  For a man who hasn't a taste for artillery; it occurs to me; my
  friend; you are keeping up a pretty lively fire on my inner works。
  But go on。 Cynicism is a small brass field…piece that eventually
  bursts and kills the artilleryman。
  You may abuse me as much as you like; and I'll not complain; for I
  don't know what I should do without your letters。 They are curing
  me。 I haven't hurled anything at Watkins since last Sunday; partly
  because I have grown more amiable under your teaching; and partly
  because Watkins captured my ammunition one night; and carried it
  off to the library。 He is rapidly losing the habit he had acquired
  of dodging whenever I rub my ear; or make any slight motion with my
  right arm。 He is still suggestive of the wine…cellar; however。 You
  may break; you may shatter Watkins; if you will; but the scent of
  the Roederer will hang round him still。
  Ned; that Miss Daw must be a charming person。 I should certainly
  like her。 I like her already。 When you spoke in your first letter
  of seeing a young girl swinging in a hammock under your chamber
  window; I was somehow strangely drawn to her。 I cannot account for
  it in the least。 What you have subsequently written of Miss Daw has
  strengthened the impression。 You seem to be describing a woman I
  have known in some previous state of existence; or dreamed of in
  this。 Upon my word; if you were to send me her photograph; I
  believe I should recognize her at a glance。 Her manner; that
  listening attitude; her traits of character; as you indicate them;
  the light hair and the dark eyesthey are all familiar things to
  me。 Asked a lot of questions; did she? Curious about me? That is
  strange。
  You would laugh in your sleeve; you wretched old cynic; if you knew
  how I lie awake nights; with my gas turned down to a star; thinking
  of The Pines and the house across the road。 How cool it must be
  down there! I long for the salt smell in the air。 I picture the
  colonel smoking his cheroot on the piazza。 I send you and Miss Daw
  off on afternoon rambles along the beach。 Sometimes I let you
  stroll with her under the elms in the moonlight; for you are great
  friends by this time; I take it; and see each other every day。 I
  know your ways and your manners! Then I fall into a truculent
  mood; and would like to destroy somebody。 Have you noticed anything
  in the shape of a lover hanging around the colonel Lares and
  Penates? Does that lieutenant of the horse…marines or that young
  Stillwater parson visit the house much? Not that I am pining for
  news of them; but any gossip of the kind would be in order。 I
  wonder; Ned; you don't fall in love with Miss Daw。 I am ripe to do
  it myself。 Speaking of photographs; couldn't you manage to slip
  one of her cartes…de…visite from her albumshe must have an album;
  you knowand send it to me? I will return it before it could be
  missed。 That's a good fellow! Did the mare arrive safe and sound?
  It will be a capital animal this autumn for Central Park。
  Ohmy leg? I forgot about my leg。 It's better。
  VII。
  EDWARD DELANEY TO JOHN FLEMMIMG。
  August 20; 1872。
  You are correct in your surmises。 I am on the most friendly terms
  with our neighbors。 The colonel and my father smoke their afternoon
  cigar together in our sitting…room or on the piazza opposite; and I
  pass an hour or two of the day or the evening with the daughter。 I
  am more and more struck by the beauty; modesty; and intelligence of
  Miss Daw。
  You asked me why I do not fall in love with her。 I will be frank;
  Jack; I have thought of that。 She is young; rich; accomplished;
  uniting in herself more attractions; mental and personal; than I
  can recall in any girl of my acquaintance; but she lacks the
  something that would be necessary to inspire in me that kind of
  interest。 Possessing this unknown quality; a woman neither
  beautiful nor wealthy nor very young could bring me to her feet。
  But not Miss Daw。 If we were shipwrecked together on an uninhabited
  islandlet me suggest a tropical island; for it costs no more to
  be picturesqueI would build her a bamboo hut; I would fetch her
  bread…fruit and cocoanuts; I would fry yams for her; I would lure
  the ingenuous turtle and make her nourishing soups; but I wouldn't
  make love to hernot under eighteen months。 I would like to have
  her for a sister; that I might shield her and counsel her; and
  spend half my income on old threadlace and camel's…hair shawls。 (We
  are off the island now。) If such were not my feeling; there would
  still be an obstacle to my loving Miss Daw。 A greater misfortune
  could scarcely befall me than to love her。 Flemming; I am about to
  make a revelation that will astonish you。 I may be all wrong in my
  premises and consequently in my conclusions; but you shall judge。
  That night when I returned to my room after the croquet party at
  the Daw's; and was thinking over the trivial events of the evening;
  I was suddenly impressed by the air of eager attention with which
  Miss Daw had followed my account of your accident。 I think I
  mentioned this to you。 Well; the next morning; as I went to mail my
  letter; I overtook Miss Daw on the road to Rye; where the post…
  office is; and accompanied her thither and back; an hour's walk。
  The conversation again turned to you; and again I remarked that
  inexplicable look of interest which had lighted up her face the
  previous evening。 Since then; I have seen Miss Daw perhaps ten
  times; perhaps oftener; and on each occasion I found that when I
  was not speaking of you; or your sister; or some person or place
  associated with you; I was not holding her attention。 She would be
  absent…minded; her eyes would wander away from me to the sea; or to
  some distant object in the landscape; her fingers would play with
  the leaves of a book in a way that convinced me she was not
  listening。 At these moments if I abruptly changed the themeI did
  it several times as an experimentand dropped some remark about my
  friend Flemming; then the sombre blue eyes would come back to me
  instantly。
  Now; is not this the oddest thing in the world? No; not the oddest。
  The effect which you tell me was produced on you by my casual
  mention of an unknown girl swinging in a hammock is certainly as
  strange。 You can conjecture how that passage in your letter of
  Friday startled me。 Is it possible; than; that two people who have
  never met; and who are hundreds of miles apart; can exert a
  magnetic influence on each other? I have read of such psychological
  phenomena; but never credited them。 I leave the solution of the
  problem to you。 As for myself; all other things being favorable; it
  would be impossible for me to fall in love with a woman who listens
  to me only when I am talking of my friend!
  I am not aware that any one is paying marked attention to my fair
  neighbor。 The lieutenant of the navyhe is stationed at Rivermouth
  sometimes drops in of an evening; and sometimes the rector from
  Stillwater; the lieutenant the oftener。 He was there last night。 I
  should not be surprised if he had an eye to the heiress; but he is
  not formidable。 Mistress Daw carries a neat little spear of irony;
  and the honest lieutenant seems to have a particular facility for
  impaling himself on the point of it。 He is not dangerous; I should
  say; though I have known a woman to satirize a man for years; and
  marry him after all。 Decidedly; the lowly rector is not dangerous;
  yet; again; who has not seen Cloth of Frieze victorious in the
  lists where Cloth of Gold went down?
  As to the photograph。 There is an exquisite ivory…type of Marjorie;
  in passe…partout; on the drawing room mantel…piece。 It would be
  missed at once if taken。 I would do anything reasonable for you;
  Jack; but I've no burning desire to be hauled up before the local
  justice of the peace; on a charge of petty larceny。
  P。S。Enclosed is a spray of mignonette; which I advise you to
  treat tenderly。 Yes; we talked of you again last night; as usual。
  It is becoming a little dreary for me。
  VIII。
  EDWARD DELANEY TO JOHN FLEMMING。
  August 22; 1872。
  Your letter in reply to my last has occupied my thoughts all the
  morning。 I do not know what to think。 Do you mean to say that you
  are seriously half in love with a woman whom you have never seen
  with a shadow; a chimera? for what else can Miss Daw to be you? I
  do not understand it at all。 I understand neither you nor her。 You
  are a couple of ethereal beings moving in finer air than I can
  breathe with my commonplace lungs。 Such delicacy of sentiment is
  something that I admire without comprehending。 I am bewildered。 I
  am of the earth earthy; and I find myself in the incongruous
  position of having to do with mere souls; with natures so finely
  tempered that I run some risk of shattering them in my awkwardness。
  I am as Caliban among the spirits!
  Reflecting on your letter; I am not sure that it is wise in me to
  continue this correspondence。 But no; Jack; I do wrong to doubt the
  good sense that forms the basis of your character。 You are deeply
  interested in Miss Daw; you