第 3 节
作者:冬冬      更新:2021-02-19 17:28      字数:9322
  to have been wrong; and left his house and family。  He was sought and
  awaited in vain。  Bertrande spent the first month in vainly expecting
  his return; then she betook herself to prayer; but Heaven appeared
  deaf to her supplications; the truant returned not。  She wished to go
  in search of him; but the world is wide; and no single trace remained
  to guide her。  What torture for a tender heart!  What suffering for a
  soul thirsting for love!  What sleepless nights!  What restless
  vigils!  Years passed thus; her son was growing up; yet not a word
  reached her from the man she loved so much。  She spoke often of him
  to the uncomprehending child; she sought to discover his features in
  those of her boy; but though she endeavoured to concentrate her whole
  affection on her son; she realised that there is suffering which
  maternal love cannot console; and tears which it cannot dry。
  Consumed by the strength of the sorrow which ever dwelt in her heart;
  the poor woman was slowly wasting; worn out by the regrets of the
  past; the vain desires of the present; and the dreary prospect of the
  future。  And now she had been openly insulted; her feelings as a
  mother wounded to the quirk; and her husband's uncle; instead of
  defending and consoling her; could give only cold counsel and
  unsympathetic words!
  Pierre Guerre; indeed; was simply a thorough egotist。  In his youth
  he had been charged with usury; no one knew by what means he had
  become rich; for the little drapery trade which he called his
  profession did not appear to be very profitable。
  After his nephew's departure it seemed only natural that he should
  pose as the family guardian; and he applied himself to the task of
  increasing the little income; but without considering himself bound
  to give any account to Bertrande。  So; once persuaded that Martin was
  no more; he was apparently not unwilling to prolong a situation so
  much to his own advantage。
  Night was fast coming on; in the dim twilight distant objects became
  confused and indistinct。  It was the end of autumn; that melancholy
  season which suggests so many gloomy thoughts and recalls so many
  blighted hopes。  The child had gone into the house。  Bertrande; still
  sitting at the door; resting her forehead on her hand; thought sadly
  of her uncle's words; recalling in imagination the past scenes which
  they suggested; the time of their childhood; when; married so young;
  they were as yet only playmates; prefacing the graver duties of life
  by innocent pleasures; then of the love which grew with their
  increasing age; then of how this love became altered; changing on her
  side into passion; on his into indifference。  She tried to recollect
  him as he had been on the eve of his departure; young and handsome;
  carrying his head high; coming home from a fatiguing hunt and sitting
  by his son's cradle; and then also she remembered bitterly the
  jealous suspicions she had conceived; the anger with which she had
  allowed them to escape her; the consequent quarrel; followed by the
  disappearance of her offended husband; and the eight succeeding years
  of solitude and mourning。  She wept over his desertion; over the
  desolation of her life; seeing around her only indifferent or selfish
  people; and caring only to live for her child's sake; who gave her at
  least a shadowy reflection of the husband she had lost。  〃Lostyes;
  lost for ever!〃 she said to herself; sighing; and looking again at
  the fields whence she had so often seen him coming at this same
  twilight hour; returning to his home for the evening meal。  She cast
  a wandering eye on the distant hills; which showed a black outline
  against a yet fiery western sky; then let it fall on a little grove
  of olive trees planted on the farther side of the brook which skirted
  her dwelling。  Everything was calm; approaching night brought silence
  along with darkness: it was exactly what she saw every evening; but
  to leave which required always an effort。
  She rose to re…enter the house; when her attention was caught by a
  movement amongst the trees。  For a moment she thought she was
  mistaken; but the branches again rustled; then parted asunder; and
  the form of a man appeared on the other side of the brook。
  Terrified; Bertrande tried to scream; but not a sound escaped her
  lips; her voice seemed paralyzed by terror; as in an evil dream。  And
  she almost thought it was a dream; for notwithstanding the dark
  shadows cast around this indistinct semblance; she seemed to
  recognise features once dear to her。  Had her bitter reveries ended
  by making her the victim of a hallucination?  She thought her brain
  was giving way; and sank on her knees to pray for help。  But the
  figure remained; it stood motionless; with folded arms; silently
  gazing at her!  Then she thought of witchcraft; of evil demons; and
  superstitious as every one was in those days; she kissed a crucifix
  which hung from her neck; and fell fainting on the ground。  With one
  spring the phantom crossed the brook and stood beside her。
  〃Bertrande!〃 it said in a voice of emotion。  She raised her head;
  uttered a piercing cry; and was clasped in her husband's arms。
  The whole village became aware of this event that same evening。  The
  neighbours crowded round Bertrande's door; Martin's friends and
  relations naturally wishing to see him after this miraculous
  reappearance; while those who had never known him desired no less to
  gratify their curiosity; so that the hero of the little drama;
  instead of remaining quietly at home with his wife; was obliged to
  exhibit himself publicly in a neighbouring barn。  His four sisters
  burst through the crowd and fell on his neck weeping; his uncle
  examined him doubtfully ;at first; then extended his arms。  Everybody
  recognised him; beginning with the old servant Margherite; who had
  been with the young couple ever since their wedding…day。  People
  observed only that a riper age had strengthened his features; and
  given more character to his countenance and more development to his
  powerful figure; also that he had a scar over the right eyebrow; and
  that he limped slightly。  These were the marks of wounds he had
  received; he said; which now no longer troubled him。  He appeared
  anxious to return to his wife and child; but the crowd insisted on
  hearing the story of his adventures during his voluntary absence; and
  he was obliged to satisfy them。  Eight years ago; he said; the desire
  to see more of the world had gained an irresistible mastery over him;
  he yielded to it; and departed secretly。  A natural longing took him
  to his birthplace in Biscay; where he had seen his surviving
  relatives。  There he met the Cardinal of Burgos; who took him into
  his service; promising him profit; hard knocks to give and take; and
  plenty of adventure。  Some time after; he left the cardinal's
  household for that of his brother; who; much against his will;
  compelled him to follow him to the war and bear arms against the
  French。  Thus he found himself on the Spanish side on the day of St。
  Quentin; and received a terrible gun…shot wound in the leg。  Being
  carried into a house a an adjoining village; he fell into the hands
  of a surgeon; who insisted that the leg must be amputated
  immediately; but who left him for a moment; and never returned。  Then
  he encountered a good old woman; who dressed his wound and nursed him
  night and day。  So that in a few weeks he recovered; and was able to
  set out for Artigues; too thankful to return to his house and land;
  still more to his wife and child; and fully resolved never to leave
  them again。
  Having ended his story; he shook hands with his still wondering
  neighbours; addressing by name some who had been very young when he
  left; and who; hearing their names; came forward now as grown men;
  hardly recognisable; but much pleased at being remembered。  He
  returned his sisters' carresses; begged his uncle's forgiveness for
  the trouble he had given in his boyhood; recalling with mirth the
  various corrections received。  He mentioned also an Augustinian monk
  who had taught him to read; and another reverend father; a Capuchin;
  whose irregular conduct had caused much scandal in the neighbourhood。
  In short; notwithstanding his prolonged absence; he seemed to have a
  perfect recollection of places; persons; and things。  The good people
  overwhelmed him with congratulations; vying with one another in
  praising him for having the good sense to come home; and in
  describing the grief and the perfect virtue of his Bertrande。
  Emotion was excited; many wept; and several bottles from Martin
  Guerre's cellar were emptied。  At length the assembly dispersed;
  uttering many exclamations about the extraordinary chances of Fate;
  and retired to their own homes; excited; astonished; and gratified;
  with the one exception of old Pierre Guerre; who had been struck by
  an unsatisfactory remark made by his nephew; and who dreamed all
  night about the chances of pecuniary loss aug