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作者:人生几何      更新:2021-02-19 17:02      字数:9322
  fatherly care。
  Henry had now entered into political life; and been elected to a seat in
  the legislature of his native State; and in his intercourse with his friends
  had   become   acquainted   with   Gertrude   Miller;   the   daughter   of   a   wealthy
  gentleman   living   near   Richmond。   Both   Henry   and   Gertrude   were   very
  good…looking; and a mutual attachment sprang up between them。
  Instead   of   finding   fault   with   the   unfrequent   visits   of   Henry;   Isabella
  always   met   him   with   a   smile;   and   tried   to   make   both   him   and   herself
  believe that business was the cause of his negligence。 When he was with
  her;   she   devoted   every   moment   of   her   time   to   him;   and   never   failed   to
  speak of the growth and increasing intelligence of Clotelle。
  The child had grown so large as to be able to follow its father on his
  departure out to the road。         But the impression made on Henry's feelings
  by the devoted woman and her child was momentary。 His heart had grown
  hard; and his acts were guided by no fixed principle。 Henry and Gertrude
  had been married nearly two years before Isabella knew anything of the
  event; and it was merely by accident that she became acquainted with the
  facts。
  One beautiful afternoon; when Isabella and Clotelle were picking wild
  strawberries some two miles from their home; and near the road…side; they
  observed a one…horse chaise driving past。 The mother turned her face from
  the carriage not wishing to be seen by strangers; little dreaming that the
  chaise contained Henry and his wife。               The   child; however; watched   the
  chaise; and startled her mother by screaming out at the top of her voice;
  〃Papa! papa!〃 and clapped her little hands for joy。 The mother turned in
  haste to look at the strangers; and her eyes encountered those of Henry's
  pale and dejected countenance。 Gertrude's eyes were on the child。                      The
  swiftness   with   which   Henry   drove   by   could   not   hide   from   his   wife   the
  striking resemblance of the child to himself。              The young wife had heard
  the child exclaim 〃Papa! papa!〃 and she immediately saw by the quivering
  of his lips and the agitation depicted in his countenance; that all was not
  right。
  〃Who   is   that   woman?   and   why   did   that   child   call   you   papa?〃   she
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  inquired; with a trembling voice。
  Henry was silent; he knew not what to say; and without another word
  passing between them; they drove home。
  On   reaching   her   room;   Gertrude   buried   her   face   in   her   handkerchief
  and wept。 She loved Henry; and when she had heard from the lips of her
  companions how their husbands had proved false; she felt that he was an
  exception; and fervently thanked God that she had been so blessed。
  When Gertrude retired to her bed that night; the sad scene of the day
  followed her。     The beauty of Isabella; with her flowing curls; and the look
  of the child; so much resembling the man whom she so dearly loved; could
  not be forgotten; and little Clotelle's exclamation of 〃Papa! papa!〃 rang in
  her ears during the whole night。
  The return of Henry at twelve o'clock did not increase her happiness。
  Feeling his guilt; he had absented himself from the house since his return
  from the ride。
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  CHAPTER XI
  TO…DAY A MISTRESS; TO…MORROW A SLAVE
  THE   night   was   dark;   the   rain   descended   in   torrents   from  the   black
  and overhanging clouds; and the thunder; accompanied with vivid flashes
  of   lightning;   resounded   fearfully;   as   Henry   Linwood   stepped   from   his
  chaise and entered Isabella's cottage。
  More   than   a   fortnight   had   elapsed   since   the   accidental   meeting;   and
  Isabella was in doubt as to who the lady was that Henry was with in the
  carriage。     Little; however; did she think that it was his wife。 With a smile;
  Isabella met the young man as he entered her little dwelling。 Clotelle had
  already gone to bed; but her father's voice aroused her from her sleep; and
  she was soon sitting on his knee。
  The pale and agitated countenance of Henry betrayed his uneasiness;
  but Isabella's mild and laughing allusion to the incident of their meeting
  him   on   the   day   of   his   pleasure…drive;   and   her   saying;   〃I   presume;   dear
  Henry; that the lady was one of your relatives;〃 led him to believe that she
  was still in ignorance of his marriage。 She was; in fact; ignorant who the
  lady was who accompanied the man she loved on that eventful day。                       He;
  aware of this; now acted more like himself; and passed the thing off as a
  joke。 At heart; however; Isabella felt uneasy; and this uneasiness would at
  times show itself to the young man。             At last; and with a great effort; she
  said;
  〃Now; hear Henry; if I am in the way of your future happiness; say so;
  and I will release you from any promises that you have made me。                   I know
  there   is   no   law   by  which   I   can   hold   you;   and   if   there   was;   I   would   not
  resort to it。 You are as dear to me as ever; and my thoughts shall always be
  devoted to   you。      It would   be a great   sacrifice for   me to   give you   up   to
  another; but if it be your desire; as great as the sacrifice is; I will make it。
  Send me and your child into a Free State if we are in your way。〃
  Again   and   again   Linwood   assured   her   that   no   woman   possessed   his
  love but her。 Oh; what falsehood and deceit man can put on when dealing
  with woman's love!
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  The   unabated   storm   kept   Henry   from   returning   home   until   after   the
  clock had struck two; and as he drew near his residence he saw his wife
  standing at the window。 Giving his horse in charge of the servant who was
  waiting; he entered the house; and found his wife in tears。 Although he had
  never satisfied Gertrude as to who the quadroon woman and child were; he
  had   kept   her   comparatively   easy   by   his   close   attention   to   her;   and   by
  telling   her   that   she   was   mistaken   in   regard   to   the   child's   calling  him
  〃papa。〃 His absence that night; however; without any apparent cause; had
  again   aroused   the   jealousy   of   Gertrude;   but   Henry   told   her   that   he   had
  been caught in the rain while out; which prevented his sooner returning;
  and she; anxious to believe him; received the story as satisfactory。
  Somewhat heated with brandy; and wearied with much loss of sleep;
  Linwood   fell   into   a   sound   slumber   as   soon   as   he   retired。   Not   so   with
  Gertrude。      That faithfulness which has ever distinguished her sex; and the
  anxiety with which she watched all his movements; kept the wife awake
  while     the   husband     slept。   His   sleep;   though     apparently     sound;    was
  nevertheless uneasy。 Again and again she heard him pronounce the name
  of Isabella; and more than once she heard him say; 〃I am not married; I
  will   never   marry   while   you   live。〃    Then   he   would   speak   the   name   of
  Clotelle and say; 〃My dear child; how I love you!〃
  After a sleepless night; Gertrude arose from her couch; resolved that
  she   would   reveal     the   whole   matter   to   her  mother。   Mrs。    Miller   was    a
  woman of little or no feeling; proud; peevish; and passionate; thus making
  everybody miserable that came near her; and when she disliked any one;
  her    hatred   knew     no   bounds。    This   Gertrude     knew;    and    had   she   not
  considered it her duty; she would have kept the secret locked in her own
  heart。
  During the day; Mrs。 Linwood visited her mother and told her all that
  had happened。        The mother scolded the daughter for not having informed
  her sooner; and immediately determined to find out who the woman and
  child were that Gertrude had met on the day of her ride。 Three days were
  spent by Mrs。 Miller in this endeavor; but without success。
  Four   weeks   had   elapsed;   and the   storm  of   the   old lady's   temper   had
  somewhat       subsided;    when;    one    evening;    as  she   was   approaching      her
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  daughter's residence; she saw Henry walking in the direction of where the
  quadroon