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  The Author of Beltraffio
  by Henry James
  CHAPTER I
  Much as I wished to see him I had kept my letter of introduction
  three weeks in my pocket…book。   I was nervous and timid about
  meeting himconscious of youth and ignorance; convinced that he was
  tormented by strangers; and especially by my country…people; and not
  exempt from the suspicion that he had the irritability as well as the
  dignity of genius。   Moreover; the pleasure; if it should occurfor
  I could scarcely believe it was near at handwould be so great that
  I wished to think of it in advance; to feel it there against my
  breast; not to mix it with satisfactions more superficial and usual。
  In the little game of new sensations that I was playing with my
  ingenuous mind I wished to keep my visit to the author of
  〃Beltraffio〃 as a trump…card。   It was three years after the
  publication of that fascinating work; which I had read over five
  times and which now; with my riper judgement; I admire on the whole
  as much as ever。   This will give you about the date of my first
  visitof any durationto England for you will not have forgotten
  the commotion; I may even say the scandal; produced by Mark Ambient's
  masterpiece。   It was the most complete presentation that had yet
  been made of the gospel of art; it was a kind of aesthetic war…cry。
  People had endeavoured to sail nearer to 〃truth〃 in the cut of their
  sleeves and the shape of their sideboards; but there had not as yet
  been; among English novels; such an example of beauty of execution
  and 〃intimate〃 importance of theme。   Nothing had been done in that
  line from the point of view of art for art。   That served me as a
  fond formula; I may mention; when I was twenty…five; how much it
  still serves I won't take upon myself to sayespecially as the
  discerning reader will be able to judge for himself。   I had been in
  England; briefly; a twelve…month before the time to which I began by
  alluding; and had then learned that Mr。 Ambient was in distant lands…
  …was making a considerable tour in the East; so that there was
  nothing to do but to keep my letter till I should be in London again。
  It was of little use to me to hear that his wife had not left England
  and was; with her little boy; their only child; spending the period
  of her husband's absencea good many monthsat a small place they
  had down in Surrey。   They had a house in London; but actually in the
  occupation of other persons。   All this I had picked up; and also
  that Mrs。 Ambient was charmingmy friend the American poet; from
  whom I had my introduction; had never seen her; his relations with
  the great man confined to the exchange of letters; but she wasn't;
  after all; though she had lived so near the rose; the author of
  〃Beltraffio;〃 and I didn't go down into Surrey to call on her。   I
  went to the Continent; spent the following winter in Italy; and
  returned to London in May。   My visit to Italy had opened my eyes to
  a good many things; but to nothing more than the beauty of certain
  pages in the works of Mark Ambient。   I carried his productions about
  in my trunkthey are not; as you know; very numerous; but he had
  preluded to 〃Beltraffio〃 by; some exquisite thingsand I used to
  read them over in the evening at the inn。   I used profoundly to
  reason that the man who drew those characters and wrote that style
  understood what he saw and knew what he was doing。   This is my sole
  ground for mentioning my winter in Italy。   He had been there much in
  former yearshe was saturated with what painters call the 〃feeling〃
  of that classic land。   He expressed the charm of the old hill…cities
  of Tuscany; the look of certain lonely grass…grown places which; in
  the past; had echoed with life; he understood the great artists; he
  understood the spirit of the Renaissance; he understood everything。
  The scene of one of his earlier novels was laid in Rome; the scene of
  another in Florence; and I had moved through these cities in company
  with the figures he set so firmly on their feet。   This is why I was
  now so much happier even than before in the prospect of making his
  acquaintance。
  At last; when I had dallied with my privilege long enough; I
  despatched to him the missive of the American poet。   He had already
  gone out of town; he shrank from the rigour of the London 〃season〃
  and it was his habit to migrate on the first of June。   Moreover I
  had heard he was this year hard at work on a new book; into which
  some of his impressions of the East were to be wrought; so that he
  desired nothing so much as quiet days。   That knowledge; however;
  didn't prevent mecet age est sans pitiefrom sending with my
  friend's letter a note of my own; in which I asked his leave to come
  down and see him for an hour or two on some day to be named by
  himself。   My proposal was accompanied with a very frank expression
  of my sentiments; and the effect of the entire appeal was to elicit
  from the great man the kindest possible invitation。   He would be
  delighted to see me; especially if I should turn up on the following
  Saturday and would remain till the Monday morning。   We would take a
  walk over the Surrey commons; and I could tell him all about the
  other great man; the one in America。   He indicated to me the best
  train; and it may be imagined whether on the Saturday afternoon I was
  punctual at Waterloo。   He carried his benevolence to the point of
  coming to meet me at the little station at which I was to alight; and
  my heart beat very fast as I saw his handsome face; surmounted with a
  soft wide…awake and which I knew by a photograph long since enshrined
  on my mantel…shelf; scanning the carriage…windows as the train rolled
  up。   He recognised me as infallibly as I had recognised himself; he
  appeared to know by instinct how a young American of critical
  pretensions; rash youth; would look when much divided between
  eagerness and modesty。   He took me by the hand and smiled at me and
  said:  〃You must beaYOU; I think!〃 and asked if I should mind
  going on foot to his house; which would take but a few minutes。   I
  remember feeling it a piece of extraordinary affability that he
  should give directions about the conveyance of my bag; I remember
  feeling altogether very happy and rosy; in fact quite transported;
  when he laid his hand on my shoulder as we came out of the station。
  I surveyed him; askance; as we walked together; I had already; I had
  indeed instantly; seen him as all delightful。   His face is so well
  known that I needn't describe it; he looked to me at once an English
  gentleman and a man of genius; and I thought that a happy
  combination。   There was a brush of the Bohemian in his fineness; you
  would easily have guessed his belonging to the artist guild。   He was
  addicted to velvet jackets; to cigarettes; to loose shirt…collars; to
  looking a little dishevelled。   His features; which were firm but not
  perfectly regular; are fairly enough represented in his portraits;
  but no portrait I have seen gives any idea of his expression。   There
  were innumerable things in it; and they chased each other in and out
  of his face。   I have seen people who were grave and gay in quick
  alternation; but Mark Ambient was grave and gay at one and the same
  moment。   There were other strange oppositions and contradictions in
  his slightly faded and fatigued countenance。   He affected me somehow
  as at once fresh and stale; at once anxious and indifferent。   He had
  evidently had an active past; which inspired one with curiosity; yet
  what was that compared to his obvious future?  He was just enough
  above middle height to be spoken of as tall; and rather lean and long
  in the flank。   He had the friendliest frankest manner possible; and
  yet I could see it cost him something。   It cost him small spasms of
  the self…consciousness that is an Englishman's last and dearest
  treasurethe thing he pays his way through life by sacrificing small
  pieces of even as the gallant but moneyless adventurer in 〃Quentin
  Durward〃 broke off links of his brave gold chain。   He had been
  thirty…eight years old at the time 〃Beltraffio〃 was published。   He
  asked me about his friend in America; about the length of my stay in
  England; about the last news in London and the people I had seen
  there; and I remember looking for the signs of genius in the very
  form of his questions and thinking I found it。   I liked his voice as
  if I were somehow myself having the use of it。
  There was genius in his house too I thought when we got there; there
  was imagination in the carpets and curtains; in the pictures and
  books; in the garden behind it; where certain old brown walls were
  muffled in creepers that appeared to me to have been copied from a
  masterpiece of one of the pre…Raphaelites。   That was the way many
  things struck me at that time; in Englandas reproductions of
  something that existed primarily in art or literature。   It was not
  the picture; the poem; the fictive page; that seemed to me a copy;
  these things were the originals; and the life of happy and
  distinguished people was fashioned in their image。   Mark Ambient
  called his house a cottage; and I saw afterwards he was right for if
  it hadn't been a cottage it must have been a villa; and a villa;