第 12 节
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  parvenu。  To be gracious and at ease with all classes and
  professions; one must be perfectly sure of one's own position; and
  with us few feel this security; it being based on too frail a
  foundation; a crisis in the 〃street〃 going a long way towards
  destroying it。
  Of course I am generalizing and doubt not that in many cultivated
  homes the right spirit exists; but unfortunately these are not the
  centres which give the tone to our 〃world。〃  Lately at one of the
  most splendid houses in this city a young Italian tenor had been
  engaged to sing。  When he had finished he stood alone; unnoticed;
  unspoken to for the rest of the evening。  He had been paid to sing。
  〃What more; in common sense; could he want?〃 thought the 〃world;〃
  without reflecting that it was probably not the TENOR who lost by
  that arrangement。  It needs a delicate hand to hold the reins over
  the backs of such a fine…mouthed community as artists and singers
  form。  They rarely give their best when singing or performing in a
  hostile atmosphere。
  A few years ago when a fancy…dress ball was given at the Academy of
  Design; the original idea was to have it an artists' ball; the
  community of the brush were; however; approached with such a
  complete lack of tact that; with hardly an exception; they held
  aloof; and at the ball shone conspicuous by their absence。
  At present in this city I know of but two hospitable firesides
  where you are sure to meet the best the city holds of either
  foreign or native talent。  The one is presided over by the wife of
  a young composer; and the other; oddly enough; by two unmarried
  ladies。  An invitation to a dinner or a supper at either of these
  houses is as eagerly sought after and as highly prized in the great
  world as it is by the Bohemians; though neither 〃salon〃 is open
  regularly。
  There is still hope for us; and I already see signs of better
  things。  Perhaps; when my English friend returns in a few years; we
  may be able to prove to her that we have found the road to Prague。
  CHAPTER 11 … Social Exiles
  BALZAC; in his COMEDIE HUMAINE; has reviewed with a master…hand
  almost every phase of the Social World of Paris down to 1850 and
  Thackeray left hardly a corner of London High Life unexplored; but
  so great have been the changes (progress; its admirers call it;)
  since then; that; could Balzac come back to his beloved Paris; he
  would feel like a foreigner there; and Thackeray; who was among us
  but yesterday; would have difficulty in finding his bearings in the
  sea of the London world to…day。
  We have changed so radically that even a casual observer cannot
  help being struck by the difference。  Among other most significant
  〃phenomena〃 has appeared a phase of life that not only neither of
  these great men observed (for the very good reason that it had not
  appeared in their time); but which seems also to have escaped the
  notice of the writers of our own day; close observers as they are
  of any new development。  I mean the class of Social Exiles;
  pitiable wanderers from home and country; who haunt the Continent;
  and are to be found (sad little colonies) in out…of…the…way corners
  of almost every civilized country。
  To know much of this form of modern life; one must have been a
  wanderer; like myself; and have pitched his tent in many queer
  places; for they are shy game and not easily raised; frequenting
  mostly quiet old cities like Versailles and Florence; or
  inexpensive watering…places where their meagre incomes become
  affluence by contrast。  The first thought on dropping in on such a
  settlement is; 〃How in the world did these people ever drift here?〃
  It is simple enough and generally comes about in this way:
  The father of a wealthy family dies。  The fortune turns out to be
  less than was expected。  The widow and children decide to go abroad
  for a year or so; during their period of mourning; partially for
  distraction; and partially (a fact which is not spoken of) because
  at home they would be forced to change their way of living to a
  simpler one; and that is hard to do; just at first。  Later they
  think it will be quite easy。  So the family emigrates; and after a
  little sight…seeing; settles in Dresden or Tours; casually at
  first; in a hotel。  If there are young children they are made the
  excuse。  〃The languages are so important!〃  Or else one of the
  daughters develops a taste for music; or a son takes up the study
  of art。  In a year or two; before a furnished apartment is taken;
  the idea of returning is discussed; but abandoned 〃for the
  present。〃  They begin vaguely to realize how difficult it will be
  to take life up again at home。  During all this time their income
  (like everything else when the owners are absent) has been slowly
  but surely disappearing; making the return each year more
  difficult。  Finally; for economy; an unfurnished apartment is
  taken。  They send home for bits of furniture and family belongings;
  and gradually drop into the great army of the expatriated。
  Oh; the pathos of it!  One who has not seen these poor stranded
  waifs in their self…imposed exile; with eyes turned towards their
  native land; cannot realize all the sadness and loneliness they
  endure; rarely adopting the country of their residence but becoming
  more firmly American as the years go by。  The home papers and
  periodicals are taken; the American church attended; if there
  happens to be one; the English chapel; if there is not。  Never a
  French church!  In their hearts they think it almost irreverent to
  read the service in French。  The acquaintance of a few fellow…
  exiles is made and that of a half…dozen English families; mothers
  and daughters and a younger son or two; whom the ferocious
  primogeniture custom has cast out of the homes of their childhood
  to economize on the Continent。
  I have in my mind a little settlement of this kind at Versailles;
  which was a type。  The formal old city; fallen from its grandeur;
  was a singularly appropriate setting to the little comedy。  There
  the modest purses of the exiles found rents within their reach; the
  quarters vast and airy。  The galleries and the park afforded a
  diversion; and then Paris; dear Paris; the American Mecca; was
  within reach。  At the time I knew it; the colony was fairly
  prosperous; many of its members living in the two or three
  principal PENSIONS; the others in apartments of their own。  They
  gave feeble little entertainments among themselves; card…parties
  and teas; and dined about with each other at their respective
  TABLES D'HOTE; even knowing a stray Frenchman or two; whom the
  quest of a meal had tempted out of their native fastnesses as it
  does the wolves in a hard winter。  Writing and receiving letters
  from America was one of the principal occupations; and an epistle
  descriptive of a particular event at home went the rounds; and was
  eagerly read and discussed。
  The merits of the different PENSIONS also formed a subject of vital
  interest。  The advantages and disadvantages of these rival
  establishments were; as a topic; never exhausted。  MADAME UNE TELLE
  gave five o'clock tea; included in the seven francs a day; but her
  rival gave one more meat course at dinner and her coffee was
  certainly better; while a third undoubtedly had a nicer set of
  people。  No one here at home can realize the importance these
  matters gradually assume in the eyes of the exiles。  Their slender
  incomes have to be so carefully handled to meet the strain of even
  this simple way of living; if they are to show a surplus for a
  little trip to the seashore in the summer months; that an extra
  franc a day becomes a serious consideration。
  Every now and then a family stronger…minded than the others; or
  with serious reasons for returning home (a daughter to bring out or
  a son to put into business); would break away from its somnolent
  surroundings and re…cross the Atlantic; alternating between hope
  and fear。  It is here that a sad fate awaits these modern Rip Van
  Winkles。  They find their native cities changed beyond recognition。
  (For we move fast in these days。)  The mother gets out her visiting
  list of ten years before and is thunderstruck to find that it
  contains chiefly names of the 〃dead; the divorced; and defaulted。〃
  The waves of a decade have washed over her place and the world she
  once belonged to knows her no more。  The leaders of her day on
  whose aid she counted have retired from the fray。  Younger; and
  alas! unknown faces sit in the opera boxes and around the dinner
  tables where before she had found only friends。  After a feeble
  little struggle to get again into the 〃swim;〃 the family drifts
  back across the ocean into the quiet back water of a continental
  town; and goes circling around with the other twigs and dry leaves;
  moral flotsam and jetsam; thrown aside by th