第 46 节
作者:南方网      更新:2021-02-19 00:20      字数:9322
  Goliad our men surrendered。  They were promised safe…conduct
  out of Texas。  The massacre at Goliad was a ferocious crime。'
  〃‘It was precisely the same thing as the wholesale murder of
  Turkish prisoners at Jaffa by the great Napoleon。  Also I had
  the positive orders of my government to slay all Americans
  found with arms。'
  〃‘These men had given up their arms。'
  〃‘All Americansmy government said so。'
  〃‘Sir! YOU are the government of Mexico。  You obeyed your
  own orders。'
  〃‘You will at least allow that; in the eyes of recognized
  nations; your army was but a band of desperadoes; without
  government; and fighting under no flag。'
  〃‘Sir; you show a convenient ignorance。  We have a government;
  and as soon as we can lay down our rifles; we shall probably
  be able to make a flag。  I say to you; President Santa Anna;
  that the butchery at Goliad was without an excuse and without
  a parallel in civilized warfare。  The men had capitulated to
  General Urrea。'
  〃‘Urrea had no right to receive their capitulation。'  Then his
  mild; handsome face became in a moment malicious and tigerish;
  and he said with a cruel emphasis:  ‘If I ever get Urrea into
  my hands; I will execute him!  I perceive; however; that I
  have never understood the American character。  For the few
  thousands in the country; I thought my army an overwhelming
  one。  I underestimated their ability。'
  〃‘I tell you; sir; an army of millions would be too small to
  enslave ten thousand free…born anglo…Americans。  Liberty is
  our birthright。  We have marched four days on an ear or two of
  dry corn; and then fought a battle after it'; and Houston drew
  from his pocket an ear; partially consumed; which had
  been his ration。  ‘We have had no tents; no music; no
  uniforms; no flag; nothing to stimulate us but the
  determination to submit to no wrong; and to have every one of
  our rights。'
  〃Then he turned to Rusk and Sherman; and called a military
  counsel about the prisoner; who was placed in an adjoining
  tent under a sufficient guard。  But the excitement is intense;
  and the wretch is suffering; undoubtedly; all the mortal
  terrors of being torn to pieces by an infuriated soldiery。
  Houston will have to speak to them。  They will be influenced
  by no other man。〃
  The discussion upon this event lasted until midnight。  But the
  ladies retired to their own tent much earlier。  They knelt
  together in grateful prayer; and then kissed each other upon
  their knees。  It was so sweet to lie down once more in safety;
  to have the luxury of a tent; and a mattress; and pillow。
  〃Blessed be the hand of God! my children;〃 said the Senora;
  〃and may the angels give us in our dreams grateful thoughts。〃
  And then; in the dark; Isabel nestled her head in her sister's
  breast; and whispered:  〃Forgive me for being happy;
  sweet Antonia。  Indeed; when I smiled on Luis; I was often
  thinking of you。  In my joy and triumph and love; I do not
  forget that one great awful grave at Goliad。  But a woman must
  hide so many things; do you comprehend me; Antonia?〃
  〃Querdita;〃 she whispered; 〃I comprehend all。  God has done
  right。  If His angel had said to me; ‘One must be taken and
  the other left;' I should have prayed; ‘Spare then my little
  sister all sorrow。'  Good…night; my darling〃; but as their
  lips met; Isabel felt upon her cheeks the bitter rain which is
  the price of accepted sacrifice; the rain; which afterwards
  makes the heart soft; and fresh; and responsive to all the
  airs of God。
  At the same moment; the white curtains of the marquee; in
  which the doctor sat talking with his son and Luis and Lopez;
  were opened; and the face of Ortiz showed brown and glowing
  between them。
  〃Senors;〃 he said; as he advanced to them; 〃I am satisfied。  I
  have been appointed on the guard over Santa Anna。  He has
  recognized me。  He has to obey my orders。  Will you think of
  that?〃  Then taking the doctor's hand he raised it to his lips。
  〃Senor; I owe this satisfaction to you。  You have made me my
  triumph。  How shall I repay you?〃
  〃By being merciful in the day of your power; Ortiz。〃
  〃I assure you that I am not so presumptuous; Senor。  Mercy is
  the right of the Divinity。  It is beyond my capacity。  Besides
  which; it is not likely the Divinity will trouble himself
  about Santa Anna。  I have; therefore; to obey the orders of
  the great; the illustrious Houston; which are; to prevent his
  escape at all risks。  May St。 James give me the opportunity;
  Senors!  In this happy hour; a Dios!〃
  Then Lopez bent forward; and with a smile touched the doctor's
  hand。  〃Will you now remember the words I said of Houston?
  Did I not tell you; that success was with him? that on his
  brow was the line of fortune? that he was the loadstone in the
  breast of freedom?
  CHAPTER XVII。
  HOME AGAIN。
  〃Where'er we roam;
  Our first; best country ever is at home。〃
  〃What constitutes a state?
  Men who their duties know;
  But know their rights; and knowing; dare maintain。
  〃And sovereign law; that states collected will
  O'er thrones and globes elate;
  Sits empress; crowning good; repressing ill。
  〃This hand to tyrants ever sworn a foe;
  For freedom only deals the deadly blow;
  Then sheathes in calm repose the vengeful blade;
  For gentle peace; in freedom's hallowed shade。〃
  The vicinity of a great battle…field is a dreadful place after
  the lapse of a day or two。  The bayou and the morass had
  provided sepulture for hundreds of slain Mexicans; but
  hundreds still lay upon the open prairie。  Over it; birds of
  prey hung in dark clouds; heavy…winged; sad; sombre; and
  silent。  Nothing disturbed them。  They took no heed
  of the living。  Armed with invincible talons and beaks tipped
  with iron; they carried on ceaselessly that automatic
  gluttony; which made them beneficent crucibles of living fire;
  for all which would otherwise have corrupted the higher life。
  And yet; though innocent as the elements; they were odious in
  the sight of all。
  Before daylight in the morning the Senora and her daughters
  were ready to begin their homeward journey。  The doctor could
  not accompany them; General Houston and the wounded Americans
  being dependent largely upon his care and skill。  But Luis
  Alveda and Lopez Navarro received an unlimited furlough; and
  about a dozen Mexican prisoners of war belonging to San
  Antonio were released on Navarro's assurance; and permitted to
  travel with the party as camp servants。  It was likely; also;
  that they would be joined by a great many of the families who
  had accompanied the great flight; for; on the preceding
  evening; Houston had addressed the army; and told the
  householders and farmers to go home and plant their corn。
  Full of happiness; the ladies prepared for their journey。
  A good army wagon; drawn by eight mules; and another wagon;
  containing two tents and everything necessary for a
  comfortable journey; was waiting for them。  The doctor bid
  them good…by with smiles and cheerful promises。  They were
  going home。  The war was over。  Independence was won。  They
  had the hope of permanent peace。  The weather also was as the
  weather may be among the fields of Eden。  The heavens were
  cloudless; the air sweet and fresh; and the wild honeysuckles;
  with their spread hands full of scent; perfumed the prairies
  mile after mile。  The mules went knee…deep through warm
  grasses; the grasses were like waving rainbows; with the
  myriads of brightly tinted flowers。
  Even Lopez was radiantly happy。  Most unusual smiles lighted
  up his handsome face; and he jingled the silver ornaments on
  his bridle pleasantly to his thoughts as he cantered sometimes
  a little in advance of the wagon; sometimes in the rear;
  occasionally by its side; then; bending forward to lift his
  hat to the ladies and inquire after their comfort。
  Luis kept close to Isabel; and her lovely face and merry
  chatter beguiled him from all other observations。  A
  little before noon they halted in a beautiful wood; a tent was
  spread for the ladies; the animals were loosened from their
  harness; and a luxurious meal laid upon the grass。  Then the
  siesta was taken; and at three o'clock travel was resumed
  until near sunset; when the camp was made for the night。  The
  same order was followed every day; and the journey was in
  every sense an easy and delightful one。  The rides; cheered by
  pleasant companionship; were not fatiguing; the impromptu
  meals were keenly relished。  And there were many sweet
  opportunities for little strolls in the dim green woods; and
  for delightful conversations; as they sat under the stars;
  while the camp…fire blazed among the picturesque groups of
  Mexicans playing monte around it。
  On the third afternoon; the Senora and Isabel were taking a
  siesta; but Antonia could not sleep。  After one or two efforts
  she was thoroughly aroused by the sound of voices which had
  been very familiar to her in the black days of the flight
  those of a woman and her weary family of seven children。  She
  had helped her in many ways; and she still felt an
  interest in her welfare。  It appeared now to be assured。
  Antonia found