第 40 节
作者:南方网      更新:2021-02-19 00:20      字数:9322
  〃A mass to the devil it was;〃 said Ortiz。
  〃Now; I will tell you something。  On the morning of the
  second; Thomas was in Washington。  A convention sitting there
  declared; on that day; the independence of Texas; and fifty…
  five out of fifty…six votes elected General Houston Commander…
  in…Chief。〃
  〃Houston!  That is the name of victory!  Gracias a Dios!〃
  cried Navarro。
  〃It is probable that the news of this movement influenced
  Santa Anna to such barbarity。〃
  〃It is his nature to be brutal。〃
  〃True; Ortiz; yet I can imagine how this proclamation would
  incense him。  On the morning of the sixth; the convention
  received the last express sent by poor Travis from the Alamo。
  It was of the most thrilling character; breathing the very
  spirit of patriotism and courageand despair。  In less than
  an hour; Houston; with a few companions; was on his way
  to the Alamo。  At the same time he sent an express to Fannin;
  urging him to meet him on the Cibolo。  Houston will be here
  to…morrow。〃
  〃Then he will learn that all help is too late。〃
  But Houston had learned it in his own way before he reached
  Gonzales; for Travis had stated that as long as the Alamo
  could be held; signal guns would be fired at sunrising; and it
  is a well…authenticated fact that these guns were heard by
  trained ears for more than one hundred miles across the
  prairie。  Houston; whose senses were keen as the Indians with
  whom he had long lived knew when he was within reach of the
  sound; and he rose very early; and with his ear close to the
  ground waited in intense anxiety for the dull; rumbling murmur
  which would tell him the Alamo still held out。  His companions
  stood at some distance; still as statues; intently watching
  him。  The sun rose。  He had listened in vain; not the faintest
  sound did his ear detect。
  〃The Alamo has fired its last gun;〃 he said; on rejoining his
  companions。
  〃And the men; General?〃
  〃They have died like men。  You may be sure of that。〃
  At Gonzales he heard the particulars。  And he saw that the
  news had exerted a depressing influence upon the troops there。
  He called them together。  He spoke to them of the brutal
  tragedy; and he invested its horrors with the grandeur of
  eternal purpose and the glory of heroic sacrifice。
  〃They were soldiers;〃 he cried; 〃and they died like soldiers。
  Their names will be the morning stars of American history。
  They will live for ever in the red monument of the Alamo。〃  He
  looked like a lion; with a gloomy stare; his port was fierce;
  and his eyes commanded all he viewed。  〃Vengeance remains to
  us!  We have declared our independence; and it must be
  maintained。〃
  He immediately sent off another express to Fannin; apprised
  him of the fall of the Alamo; ordered him to blow up Goliad
  and fall back upon Gonzales。  Then he sent wagons into the
  surrounding country; to transport the women and children to
  the eastern settlements; for he knew well what atrocities
  would mark every mile of Santa Anna's progress through the
  country。
  These wagons; with their helpless loads; were to
  rendezvous at Peach Creek; ten miles from Gonzales; where also
  he expected Fannin and his eight hundred and sixty men to join
  him。  This addition would make the American force nearly
  twelve hundred strong。  Besides which; Fannin's little army
  was of the finest material; being composed mostly of
  enthusiastic volunteers from Georgia and Alabama; young men;
  who; like Dare Grant and John Worth; were inspired with the
  idea of freedom; or the spread of Americanism; or the
  fanaticism of religious liberty of conscienceperhaps; even;
  with hatred of priestly domination。  Houston felt that he
  would be sufficient for Santa Anna when the spirit of this
  company was added to the moral force of men driven from their
  homes and families to fight for the lands they had bought and
  the rights which had been guaranteed them。
  So he watched the horizon anxiously for Fannin's approach;
  often laying his ear to the ground to listen for what he could
  not  see。  And; impatient as he was for their arrival; the
  Senora was more so。  She declared that her sufferings would be
  unendurable but for this hope。  The one question on her lips;
  the one question in her eyes; was; 〃Are they coming?〃
  And Antonia; though she did not speak of her private hopes;
  was equally anxious。  Brother and lover were both very dear to
  her。  And to have the whole family together would be in itself
  a great help。  Whatever their deprivations and fatigues; they
  could comfort each other with their affection。
  Every day wagon…loads of women and children joined the camp;
  and the march eastward was very slow。  But no circumstance
  extols more loudly the bravery and tenderness of these
  American soldiers than the patience with which this
  encumbrance was endured。  Men worn out with watching and
  foraging were never too weary to help some mother still more
  weary; or to carry some little child whose swollen feet would
  no longer aid it。
  One night they rested at a little place on the Colorado。  In
  one room of a deserted cabin Houston sat with Major Hockly;
  dictating to him a military dispatch。  They had no candles;
  and Houston was feeding the fire with oak splinters; to
  furnish light enough for their necessity。  In the other room;
  the Worth family were gathered。  Antonia; in preparing
  for their journey; had wisely laid a small mattress and
  a couple of pillows in the wagon; and upon this mattress the
  Senora and Isabel were resting。  Doctor Worth and Thomas sat
  by the fire talking of Fannin's delay; and Antonia was making
  some corn…meal cakes for their supper。
  When the Senora's portion was given to her she put it aside;
  and lifted her eyes to Antonia's face。  They asked the
  question forever in her heart; 〃Is Jack coming?〃 and Antonia
  pitifully shook her head。
  Then the poor woman seemed to have reached the last pitch of
  endurance。  〃Let me die!〃 she cried。  〃I can bear life no
  longer。〃  To Mary and the saints she appealed with a
  passionate grief that was distressing to witness。  All the
  efforts of her husband and her children failed to sooth her;
  and; as often happens in a complication of troubles; she
  seized upon the most trifling as the text of her complaint。
  〃I cannot eat corn bread; I have always detested it。  I am
  hungry。  I am perishing for my chocolate。  And I have no
  clothing。 I am ashamed of myself。  I thank the saints I
  have no looking…glass。  Oh; Roberto!  Roberto!  What have
  you done to your Maria?〃
  〃My dear wife!  My dear; dear wife!  Be patient a little
  longer。  Think; love; you are not alone。  There are women here
  far more weary; far more hungry; several who; in the
  confusion; have lost their little children; others who are
  holding dying babes in their arms。〃
  〃Giver of all good! give me patience。  I have to say to you
  that other women's sorrows do not make me grateful for my own。
  And Santa Maria has been cruel to me。  Another more cruel; who
  can find?  I have confessed to her my heartache about Juan;
  entreated her to bring my boy to me。  Has she done it?〃
  〃My darling Maria。〃
  〃Grace of God; Roberto!  It is now the twenty…third of March;
  I have been seventeen days wandering with my daughters like
  very beggars。  If only I had had the discretion to remain in
  my own house!〃
  〃Maria; Lopez will tell you that Fray Ignatius and the brothers
  are in possession of it。  He saw them walking about the garden
  reading their breviaries。〃
  At this moment General Houston; in the opposite room was
  dictating:  〃Before God; I have found the darkest hours of my
  life。  For forty…eight hours I have neither eaten an ounce of
  anything; nor have I slept。〃  The Senora's sobbing troubled
  him。  He rose to close the door; and saw two men entering。
  One leaned upon the other; and appeared to be at the point of
  death。
  〃Where is there a doctor; General?〃
  〃In that room; sir。  Have you brought news of Fannin?〃
  〃I have。〃
  〃Leave your comrade with the doctor; and report。〃
  The entrance of the wounded man silenced the Senora。  She
  turned her face to the wall and refused to eat。  Isabel sat by
  her side and held her hand。  The doctor glanced at it as he
  turned away。  It had been so plump and dimpled and white。  It
  was now very thin and white with exposure。  It told him far
  better than complaining; how much the poor woman had suffered。
  He went with a sigh to his patient。
  〃Stabbed with a bayonet through the shoulderhard riding from
  Goliadno foodno restthat tells the whole story; doctor。〃
  It was all he could say。  A fainting fit followed。  Antonia
  procured some stimulant; and when consciousness returned;
  assisted her father to dress the wound。  Their own coffee was
  gone; but she begged a cup from some one more fortunate; and
  after the young man had drunk it; and had eaten a little
  bread; he was inclined to make light of his wound and his
  sufferings。
  〃Glad to be here at all;〃 he said。  〃I think I am the only one
  out of five hundred。〃
  〃You cannot mean that you are of Fannin's command?〃
  〃I WAS of Fannin's command。  Every man in it has been shot。
  I escaped by a kind of miracle。〃
  The doctor looked at the Senora。  She seemed to be asleep。
  〃Speak low;〃 he sai