第 38 节
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  here to escort you to Gonzales; for no American will his fury
  spare; he knows neither sex nor age in his passions。  And when
  the Alamo falls; the soldiers will spread themselves around
  for plunder; or shelter; and this empty house is sure to
  attract them。  The Senorita sees with her own intelligence how
  things must take place。〃
  〃I understand; Captain。  Will you go with us?〃
  〃I will have the Jersey wagon ready at midnight。  I know the
  horses。  Before sun…up we shall have made many miles。〃
  That night as Antonia and her sister sat in the dark together;
  Antonia said:  〃Isabel; tomorrow the Alamo will fall。  There
  is no hope for the poor; brave souls there。  Then Santa Anna
  will kill every American。〃
  〃Oh; dear Antonia; what is to become of us?  We shall have no
  home; nothing to eat; nowhere to sleep。  I think we shall die。
  Also; there is mi madre。  How I do pity her!〃
  〃She is to be your care; Isabel。  I shall rely on you to
  comfort and manage her。  I will attend to all else。  We are
  going to our father; and Thomasand Luis。〃
  Yes; and after all I am very tired of this dreadful life。  It
  is a kind of convent。  One is buried alive here; and still not
  safe。  Do you really imagine that Luis is with my father and
  Thomas?〃
  〃I feel sure of it。〃
  〃What a great enjoyment it will be for me to see him again!〃
  〃And how delighted he will be!  And as it is necessary that we
  go; Isabel; we must make the best of the necessity。  Try and
  get mi madre to feel this。〃
  〃I can do that with a few words; and tears; and kisses。  Mi
  madre is like one's good angelvery easy to persuade。〃
  〃And now we must try and sleep; queridita。〃
  〃Are you sure there is no danger to…night; Antonia?〃
  〃Not to…night。  Say your prayer; and sleep in God's presence。
  There is yet nothing to fear。  Ortiz and Lopez Navarro are
  watching every movement。〃
  But at three o'clock in the morning; the quiet of their rest
  was broken by sharp bugle calls。  The stars were yet in the
  sky; and all was so still that they thrilled the air like
  something unearthly。  Antonia started up; and ran to the roof。
  Bugle was answering bugle; and their tones were imperative and
  cruel; as if they were blown by evil spirits。  It was
  impossible to avoid the feeling that the call was a
  PREDESTINED summons; full of the notes of calamity。  She
  was weighed down by this sorrowful presentiment; because; as
  yet; neither experience nor years had taught her that
  PREDESTINED ILLS ARE NEVER LOST。
  The unseen moving multitudes troubled the atmosphere between
  them。  In wild; savage gusts; she heard the military bands
  playing the infamous Dequelo; whose notes of blood and fire
  commingled; shrieked in every ear〃NO QUARTER!  NO
  QUARTER!〃  A prolonged shout; the booming of cannon; an awful
  murmurous tumult; a sense of horror; of crash and conflict;
  answered the merciless; frenzied notes; and drowned them in
  the shrieks and curses they called for。
  It was yet scarcely dawn。  Her soul; moved by influences so
  various and so awful; became almost rebellious。  Why did God
  permit such cruelties?  Did He know?  Would He allow a handful
  of men to be overpowered by numbers?  Being omnipotent; would
  He not in some way; at least; make the fight equal?  The
  instinct of her anglo…American nature revolted at the
  unfairness of the struggle。  Even her ejaculations to heaven
  were in this spirit。  〃It is so unjust;〃 she murmured; 〃surely
  the Lord of Hosts will prevent a fight which must be a
  massacre。〃
  As she went about the simple preparations for their breakfast;
  she wept continuouslytears of indignation and sorrowtears
  coming from the strength of feeling; rather than its weakness。
  The Senora could eat nothing。  Isabel was white with terror。
  They wandered from window to window in the last extremity of
  anxiety。
  About seven o'clock they saw Ortiz pass the house。  There were
  so many people on the road he could not find an opportunity to
  enter for some time。  He had been in the city all night。  He
  had watched the movement of the troops in the starlight。  As
  he drank a cup of chocolate; he said:
  〃It was just three o'clock; Senorita; when the Matamoras
  battalion was moved forward。  General Cos supported it with
  two thousand men。
  〃But General Cos was paroled by these same Americans who are
  now in the Alamo; and his life was spared on condition that he
  would not bear arms against them again。〃
  〃It is but one lie; one infamy more。  When I left the city;
  about four thousand men were attacking the Alamo。  The
  infantry; in columns; were driven up to the walls by the
  cavalry which surrounded them。〃
  〃The Americans!  Is there any hope for them?〃
  〃The mercy of God remains; Senorita。  That is all。  The Alamo
  is not as the everlasting hills。  What men have made; men can
  also destroy。  Senor Navarro is in the church; praying for the
  souls that are passing every moment。〃
  〃He ought to have been fighting。  To help the living is better
  than to pray for the dead。〃
  Permit me to assure you; Senorita Antonia; that no man has
  done more for the living。  In time of war; there must be many
  kinds of soldiers。  Senor Navarro has given nearly all; that
  he possesses for the hope of freedom。  He has done secret
  service of incalculable value。〃
  〃Secret service!  I prefer those who have the courage of their
  convictions; and who; stand by them publicly。〃
  〃This is to be considered; Senorita; the man who can be silent
  can also speak when the day for speaking arrives。〃  No one
  opposed this statement。  It did not seem worth while to
  discuss opinions; while the terrible facts of the
  position were appealing to every sense。
  As the day went on; the conflict evidently became closer and
  fiercer。  Ortiz went back to the city; and the three lonely
  women knelt upon the house…top; listening in terror to the
  tumult of the battle。  About noon the firing ceased; and an
  awful silencea silence that made the ears ache to be
  relieved of itfollowed。
  〃All is over!〃 moaned Antonia; and she covered her face with
  her hands and sobbed bitterly。  Isabel had already exhausted
  tears。  The Senora; with her crucifix in her hand; was praying
  for the poor unfortunates dying without prayer。
  During the afternoon; smoke and flame; and strange and
  sickening odors were blown northward of the city; and for some
  time it seemed probable that a great conflagration would
  follow the battle。  How they longed for some one to come!  The
  utmost of their calamity would be better than the intolerable
  suspense。  But hour after hour went past; and not even Ortiz
  arrived。  They began to fear that both he and Navarro had been
  discovered in some disloyalty and slain; and Antonia was
  heartsick when she considered the helplessness of their
  situation。
  Still; in accordance with Navarro's instructions; they dressed
  for the contemplated journey; and sat in the dark; anxiously
  listening for footsteps。  About eleven o'clock Navarro and
  Ortiz came together。  Ortiz went for the horses; and Navarro
  sat down beside; the Senora。  She asked him; in a low voice;
  what had taken place; and he answered:
  〃Everything dreadful; everything cruel; and monstrous; and
  inhuman!  Among the angels in heaven there is sorrow and anger
  this night。〃  His voice had in it all the pathos of tears; but
  tears mingled with a burning indignation。
  〃The Alamo has fallen!〃
  〃Senorita Antonia; I would give my soul to undo this day's
  work。  It is a disgrace to Mexico which centuries cannot wipe
  out。〃
  〃The Americans?〃
  〃Are all with the Merciful One。〃
  〃Not one saved?〃
  〃Not one。〃
  〃Impossible!〃
  〃I will tell you。  It is right to tell the whole world such an
  infamy。  If I had little children I would take them on my knee
  and teach them the story。  I heard it from the lips of one
  wet…shod with their blood; dripping crimson from the battle
  my own cousin; Xavier。  He was with General Castrillon's
  division。  They began their attack at four in the morning; and
  after two hours' desperate fighting succeeded in reaching a
  courtyard of the Alamo。
  〃They found the windows and doors barricaded with bags of
  earth。  Behind these the Americans fought hand to hand with
  despairing valor。  Ramires; Siesma and Batres led the columns;
  and Santa Anna gave the signal of battle from a battery near
  the bridge。  When the second charge was driven back; he became
  furious。  He put himself in front of the men; and with shouts
  and oaths led them to the third charge。  Xavier said that he
  inspired them with his own frenzy。  They reached the foot of
  the wall; and the ladders were placed in position。  The
  officers fell to the rear and forced the men to ascend them。
  As they reached the top they were stabbed; and the ladders
  overturned。  Over and over; and over again these attempts
  were made; until the garrison in the Alamo were exhausted with
  the struggle。〃
  Navarro paused a few minutes; overpowered by his emotions。  No
  one spoke。  He could see Antonia's face; white as a spirit's;
  in the dim light; and he knew that Isabel was weeping and that
  the Senora had taken his hand。
  〃At last; at the hour of ten; the outer wall was gained。
  Then; room by room was taken with slaughter incredible。  The