第 32 节
作者:南方网      更新:2021-02-19 00:20      字数:9320
  His disagreeable behavior was exactly copied by the Senora
  Silvestre and her daughter Esperanza。  Dona Julia and Pilar de
  Calval did not even perceive me。  Santa Maria! there are none
  so blind as those who won't see!  Oh; indeed!  I found the
  journey like the way of salvationfull of humiliations。  I
  would have stopped at the store of the Jew Lavenburg; and
  ordered many things; but he turned in when he saw me coming。
  Once; indeed; he would have put his hat on the pavement for me
  to tread upon。  But he has heard that your father has made a
  rebel of himself; and what can be expected?  He knows when
  Santa Anna has done with the rebels not one of them will have
  anything left for God to rain upon。  And there was a great
  crowd and a great tumult。  I think the whole city had a brain
  fever。〃
  At this moment Isabel began to moan in her sleep as if
  her soul was in some intolerable terror or grief; and ere
  Antonia could reach her she sprang into the middle of the room
  with a shriek that rang through the house。
  It was some minutes before the child could be soothed。  She
  lay in her mother's arms; sobbing in speechless distress; but
  at length she was able to articulate her fright:
  〃Listen; mi madre; and may the Holy Lady make you believe me!
  I have had a dream。  God be blessed that it is not yet true!
  I will tell you。  It was about Fray Ignatius and our uncle the
  Marquis de Gonzaga。  My good angel gave it to me; for myself
  and you all she gave it; and; as my blessed Lord lives!  I
  will not go to them!  SI!  I will cut my white throat
  first!〃 and she drew her small hand with a passionate gesture
  across it。  She had stood up as she began to speak; and the
  action; added to her unmistakable terror; her stricken face
  and air of determination; was very impressive。
  〃You have had a dream; my darling?〃
  〃Yes; an awful dream; Antonia!  Mary!  Mary!  Tender Mary;
  pity us!〃
  〃And you think we should not go to the house of the marquis?〃
  〃Oh; Antonia!  I have seen the way。  It is black and cold; and
  full of fear and pain。  No one shall make me take it。  I have
  the stiletto of my grandmother Flores。  I will ask Holy Mary
  to pardon me; and thenin a momentI would be among the
  people of the other world。  That would be far better than Fray
  Ignatius and the house of Gonzaga。〃
  The Senora was quite angry at this fresh complication。  It was
  really incredible what she had to endure。  And would Antonia
  please to tell her where else they were to go?  They had not
  a friend left in San Antoniothey did not deserve to have
  oneand was it to be supposed that a lady; born noble; could
  follow the Americans in an ox…wagon?  Antonia might think it
  preferable to the comfortable house of her relation; but
  blessed be the hand of God; which had opened the door of a
  respectable shelter to her。
  〃I will go in the ox…wagon;〃 said Isabel; with a sullen
  determination; 〃but I will not go into my uncle's house。  By
  the saint of my birth I swear it。〃
  〃Mother; listen to Antonia。  When one door shuts; God opens
  another door。  Our own home is yet undisturbed。  Do you
  believe what Fray Ignatius says of the coming of Santa Anna?
  I do not。  Until he arrives we are safe in our own home; and
  when the hour for going away comes; even a little bird can
  show us the way to take。  And I am certain that my father is
  planning for our safety。  If Santa Anna was in this city; and
  behaving with the brutality which is natural to him; I would
  not go away until my father sent the order。  Do you think he
  forgets us?  Be not afraid of such a thing。  It cannot take
  place。〃
  Towards dusk Senor Navarro called; and the Senora brought him
  into her private parlor and confided to him the strait they
  were in。  He looked with sympathy into the troubled; tear…
  stained faces of these three helpless women; and listened with
  many expressive gestures to the proposal of the priest and the
  offer of the old marquis。
  〃Most excellent ladies;〃 he answered; 〃it is a plot。  I assure
  you that it is a plot。  Certainly it was not without reason I
  was so unhappy about you this afternoon。  Even while I
  was at the bull…fight; I think our angels were in a
  consultation about your affairs。  Your name was in my ears
  above all other sounds。〃
  〃You say it is a plot; Senor。  Explain to us what you mean?〃
  〃Yes; I will tell you。  Do you know that Fray Ignatius is the
  confessor of the marquis?〃
  〃We had not thought of such a thing。〃
  〃It is the truth。  For many years they have been close as the
  skin and the flesh。  Without Fray Ignatius the marquis says
  neither yes or no。  Also the will of the marquis has been
  lately made。  I have seen a copy of it。  Everything he has is
  left to the brotherhoods of the Church。  Without doubt; Fray
  Ignatius was the; lawyer who wrote it。〃
  〃Senor; I always believed that would happen。  At my marriage
  my uncle made the determination。  Indeed; we have never
  expected a piastreno; not even a tlaco。  And to…day he was
  kind to me; and offered me his home。  Oh; Holy Mother; how
  wretched I am!  Can I not trust in the good words of those who
  are of my own family?〃
  〃The tie of race will come before the tie of the family。  The
  tie of religion is strongest of all; Senora。  Let me tell you
  what will take place。  When you and your children are in the
  house of the marquis; he will go before the Alcalde。  He will
  declare that you have gone voluntarily to his care; and that
  he is your nearest and most natural guardian。  Very well。  But
  further; he will declare; on account of his great age; and the
  troubled state of the time; he is unable to protect you; and
  ask for the authority to place you in the religious care of
  the holy sisterhood of Saint Maria。  And he will obtain all he
  wants。〃
  〃But; simply; what is to be gained by such treachery?  He said
  to…day that I was like his sister Mercedes; and he spoke very
  gently to me。〃
  〃He would not think such a proceeding really unkind。  He would
  assure himself that it was good for your eternal salvation。
  As to the reason; that is to be looked for in the purse; where
  all reasons come from。  This house; which the good doctor
  built; is the best in the city。  It has even two full stories。
  It is very suitable for a religious house。  It is not far
  from the Plaza; yet secluded in its beautiful garden。
  Fray Ignatius has long desired it。  When he has removed you;
  possession will be taken; and Santa Anna will confirm the
  possession。〃
  〃God succor our poor souls!  What shall we do then; Senor?
  The Mexican army has entered Texas; it will soon be here。〃
  〃Quien sabe?  Between the Rio Grande and the San Antonio are
  many difficulties。  Urrea has five thousand men with him;
  horses and artillery。  The horses must graze; the men must
  rest and eat。  We shall have heavy rains。  I am sure that it
  will be twenty days ere he reaches the settlements; and even
  then his destination is not San Antonio; it is Goliad。  Santa
  Anna will be at least ten days after him。  I suppose; then;
  that for a whole month you are quite safe in your own home。
  That is what I believe now。  If I saw a reason to believe what
  is different; I would inform you。  The good doctor; to whom I
  owe my life many times; has my promise。  Lopez Navarro never
  broke his word to any man。  The infamy would be a thing
  impossible; where the safety of three ladies is concerned。〃
  〃And in a month; mi madre; what great things may happen!
  Thirty days of possibilities!  Come; now; let us be a little
  happy; and listen to what the Senor has to tell us。  I am sure
  this house has been as stupid as a convent〃; and Isabel lifted
  the cigarette case of the Senora; and with kisses persuaded
  her to accept its tranquilizing consolation。
  It was an elegant little golden trifle studded with gems。  Her
  husband had given it to her on the anniversary of their
  twenty…fifth wedding day; and it recalled vividly to her the
  few sweet moments。  She was swayed as easily as a child by the
  nearest or strongest influence; and; after all; it did seem
  the best to take Isabel's advice; and be a little happy while
  she could。
  Lopez was delighted to humor this mood。  He told them all the
  news of their own social set; and in such vivid times
  something happened every day。  There had been betrothals and
  marriages; quarrels and entertainments; and Lopez; as a
  fashionable young man of wealth and nobility; had taken his
  share in what had transpired。
  Antonia felt unspeakably grateful to him。  After the
  fretful terror and anxiety of the dayafter the cruel visit
  of Fray Ignatiusit was indeed a comfort to hear the pleasant
  voice of Navarro in all kinds of cheerful modulations。  By and
  by there was a slow rippling laugh from Isabel; and the
  Senora's face lost its air of dismal distraction。
  At length Navarro had brought his narrative of small events
  down to the afternoon of that day。  There had been a bull…
  fight; and Isabel was making him describe to her the chulos;
  in their pale satin breeches and silk waist…scarfs; the
  toreros in their scarlet mantles; and the picadores on their
  horses。
  〃And I assure you;〃 he said; 〃the company of ladies was very
  great and splendid。  They were in full dress; and the golden…