第 19 节
作者:南方网      更新:2021-02-19 00:20      字数:9322
  yes!  She will come!  You shall see; Iza!  And then; Luis; we
  shall have some supper。〃
  〃You see that I am in heaven already; Antonia; though; indeed;
  I am also hungry and thirsty; my sister。〃
  Antonia was not a minute in reaching her mother's room。  The
  unhappy lady was half…lying among the large pillows of her
  gilded bed; wide awake。  Her black eyes were fixed upon
  a crucifix at its foot; and she was slowly murmuring prayers
  upon her rosary。
  〃Madre!  Madre!  Luis is here; Luis is here!  Come quick; mi
  madre。  Here are your stockings and slippers; and your gown;
  and your mantillano; no; no; do not call Rachela。  Luis has
  news of my father; and of Jack!  Oh; madre; he has a letter
  from Jack to you!  Come dear; come; in a few minutes you will
  be ready。〃
  She was urging and kissing the trembling woman; and dressing
  her in despite of her faint effort to delayto call Rachela
  to bring Luis to her room。  In ten minutes she was ready。  She
  went down softly; like a frightened child; Antonia cheering
  and encouraging her in whispers。
  When she entered the cheerful parlor the shadow of a smile
  flitted over her wan face。  Luis ran to meet her。  He drew the
  couch close to the hearth; he helped Antonia arrange her
  comfortably upon it。  He made her tea; and kissed her hands
  when he put it into them。  And then Isabel made Luis a cup;
  and cut his tamales; and waited upon him with such pretty
  service; that the happy lover thought he was eating a meal in
  Paradise。
  For a few minutes it had been only this ordinary gladness of
  reunion; but it was impossible to ignore longer the anxiety in
  the eyes that asked him so many questions。  He took two
  letters from his pockets and gave them to the Senora。  They
  were from her husband and Jack。  Her hands trembled; she
  kissed them fervently; and as she placed them in her breast
  her tears dropped down upon them。
  Antonia opened the real conversation with that never…failing
  wedge; the weather。  〃You came through the storm; Luis?  Yet
  you are not wet; scarcely?  Now then; explain this miracle。〃
  〃I went first to Lopez Navarro's。  Do you not know this festa
  dress?  It is the one Lopez bought for the feast of St。 James。
  He lent it to me; for I assure you that my own clothing was
  like that of a beggar man。  It was impossible that I could see
  my angel on earth in it。〃
  〃But in such weather?  You can not have come far to…day?〃
  〃Senorita; there are things which are impossible; quite
  impossible!  That is one of them。  Early this morning the
  north wind advanced upon us; sword in hand。  It will last
  fifty hours; and we shall know something more about it before
  they are over。  Very well; but it was also absolutely
  necessary that some one should reach San Antonio to…night; and
  I was so happy as to persuade General Burleson to send me。
  The Holy Lady has given me my reward。〃
  〃Have you seen the Senor Doctor lately; Luis;〃 asked the
  Senora。
  〃I left him at nightfall。〃
  〃At nightfall!  But that is impossible!〃
  〃It is true。  The army of the Americans is but a few miles
  from San Antonio。〃
  〃Grace of God!  Luis!〃
  〃As you say; Senora。  It is the grace of God。  Did you not
  know?〃
  〃We know nothing but what Fray Ignatius tells usthat the
  Americans have been everywhere pulling down churches; and
  granting martyrdom to the priests; and that everywhere
  miraculous retributions have pursued them。〃
  〃Was Gonzales a retribution?  The Senor Doctor came to us
  while we were there。  God be blessed; but he startled us like
  the rattle of rifle…shots in the midnight!  ‘Why were you not
  at Goliad?' he cried。  ‘There were three hundred stand of arms
  there; and cannon; and plenty of provisions。  Why were they
  not yours?'  You would have thought; Senora; he had been a
  soldier all his life。  The men caught fire when he came near
  them; and we went to Goliad like eagles flying for their prey。
  We took the town; and the garrison; and all the arms and
  military stores。  I will tell you something that came to pass
  there。  At midnight; as I and Jack stood with the Senor Doctor
  by the camp…fire; a stranger rode up to us。  It was Colonel
  Milam。  He was flying from a Mexican prison and had not heard
  of the revolt of the Americans。  He made the camp ring with
  his shout of delight。  He was impatient for the morning。  He
  was the first man that entered the garrison。  Bravissimo!
  What a soldier is he!〃
  〃I remember!  I remember!〃 cried the Senora。  〃Mi Roberto
  brought him here once。  So splendid a man I never saw before。
  So tall; so handsome; so gallant; so like a hero。  He is
  an American fromwell; then; I have forgotten the place。〃
  〃From Kentucky。  He fought with the Mexicans when they were
  fighting for their liberty; but when they wanted a king and a
  dictator he resigned his commision{sic} and was thrown into
  prison。  He has a long bill against Santa Anna。〃
  〃We must not forget; Luis;〃 said the Senora with a little
  flash of her old temper; 〃that Santa Anna represents to good
  Catholics the triumph of Holy Church。〃
  Luis devoutly crossed himself。  〃I am her dutiful son; I
  assure you; Senoraalways。〃
  A warning glance from Antonia changed the conversation。  There
  was plenty to tell which touched them mainly on the side of
  the family; and the Senora listened; with pride which she
  could not conceal; to the exploits of her husband and sons;
  though she did not permit herself to confess the feeling。  And
  her heart softened to her children。  Without acknowledging the
  tie between Isabel and Luis; she permitted or was oblivious to
  the favors it allowed。
  Certainly many little formalities could be dispensed with; in
  a meeting so unexpected and so eventful。  When the pleasant
  impromptu meal was over; even the Senora had eaten and drunk
  with enjoyment。  Then Luis set the table behind them; and they
  drew closer to the fire; Luis holding Isabel's hand; and
  Antonia her mother's。  The Senora took a cigarette from Luis;
  and Isabel sometimes put that of Luis between her rosy lips。
  At the dark; cold midnight they found an hour or two of
  sweetest consolation。  It was indeed hard to weary these three
  heart…starved women; they asked question after question; and
  when any brought out the comical side of camp life they forget
  their pleasure was almost a clandestine one; and laughed
  outright。
  In the very midst of such a laugh; Rachela entered the room。
  She stood in speechless amazement; gazing with a dark;
  malicious face upon the happy group。  〃Senorita Isabel!〃 she
  screamed; 〃but this is abominable!  At the midnight also!  Who
  could have believed in such wickedness?  Grace of Mary; it is
  inconceivable!〃
  She laid her hand roughly on Isabel's shoulder; and Luis
  removed it with as little courtesy。  〃You were not called;〃 he
  said; with the haughty insolence of a Mexican noble to a
  servant〃Depart。〃
  〃My Senora!  Listen!  You yourself alsoyou will die。  You
  that are really weakso broken…hearted〃
  Then a miracle occurred。  The Senora threw off the nightmare
  of selfish sorrow and spiritual sentimentality which had held
  her in bondage。  She took the cigarito from her lips with a
  scornful air; and repeated the words of Luis:
  〃You were not called。  Depart。〃
  〃The Senorita Isabel?〃
  〃Is in my care。  Her mother's care! do you understand?〃
  〃My Senora; Fray Ignatius〃
  〃Saints in heaven!  But this is intolerable!  Go。〃
  Then Rachela closed the door with a clang which echoed through
  the house。  And say as we will; the malice of the wicked is
  never quite futile。  It was impossible after this interruption
  to recall the happy spirit dismissed by it; and Rachela had
  the consolation; as she muttered beside the fire in the
  Senora's room。  this conviction。  So that when she heard the
  party breaking up half an hour afterwards; she complimented
  herself upon her influence。
  〃Will Jack come and see me soon; and the Senor Doctor?〃
  questioned the Senora; anxiously; as she held the hand of Luis
  in parting。
  〃Jack is on a secret message to General Houston。  His return
  advices will find us; I trust; in San Antonio。  But until we
  have taken the city; no American can safely enter it。  For
  this reason; when it was necessary to give Lopez Navarro
  certain instructions; I volunteered to bring them。  By the
  Virgin of Guadalupe!  I have had my reward;〃 he said; lifting
  the Senora's hand and kissing it。
  〃But; then; even you are in danger。〃
  〃Si!  If I am discovered; but; blessed be the hand of God!
  Luis Alveda knows where he is going; and how to get there。〃
  〃I have heard;〃 said the Senora in a hushed voice; 〃that there
  are to be no prisoners。  That is Santa Anna's order。〃
  〃I heard it twenty days ago; and am still suffocating over
  it。〃
  〃Ah; Luis; you do not know the man yet! I heard Fray Ignatius
  say that。〃
  〃We know him well; and also what he is capable of〃; and Luis
  plucked his mustache fiercely; as he bowed a silent farewell
  to the ladies。
  〃Holy Maria!  How brave he is!〃 said Isabel; with a flash of
  pride that conquered her desire to weep。  〃How brave he is!
  Certainly; if he meets Santa Anna; he will kill him。〃
  They went very quietly up…stairs。  The Senora was anticipating
  the interview she expected with Rach