第 9 节
作者:南方网      更新:2021-02-19 00:19      字数:9322
  I can almost forgive her now。  Had she worn the French frock
  I would not have forgiven her。  I would never have yielded
  again; no; not even if the Senorita Antonia should offer me
  her scarlet Indian shawl worked in gold。  I was always a
  foolHoly Mother forgive me!  Well; then; I used to have my
  own loversplenty of themhandsome young arrieros and
  rancheros: there was Tadeo; a valento of the first class: and
  Buffaandwell; I will sleep; they do not remember me; I
  dare say; and I have forgotten their names。〃
  In the mean time the sisters sat down beneath a great fig…
  tree。  No sunshine; no shower; could penetrate its thick
  foliage。  The wide space beneath the spreading branches was a
  little parlor; cool and sweet; and full of soft; green lights;
  and the earthy smell of turf; and the wandering scents of the
  garden。
  Isabel's eyes shone with an incomparable light。  She was pale;
  but exquisitely beautiful; and even her hands and feet
  expressed the idea of expectation。  Antonia had a piece of
  needlework in her hand。  She affected the calmness she did
  not feel; for her heart was trembling for the tender little
  heart beating with so much love and anxiety beside her。
  But Isabel's divination; however arrived at; was not at fault。
  In a few moments Don Luis lightly leaped the hedge; and
  without a moment's hesitation sought the shadow of the fig…
  tree。  As he approached; Antonia looked at him with a new
  interest。  It was not only that he loved Isabel; but that
  Isabel loved him。  She had given him sympathy before; now she
  gave him a sister's affection。
  〃How handsome he is!〃 she thought。  〃How gallant he looks in
  his velvet and silver and embroidered jacket!  And how eager
  are his steps!  And how joyful his face!  He is the kind of
  Romeo that Shakespeare dreamed about!  Isabel is really an
  angel to him。  He would really die for her。  What has this
  Spanish knight of the sixteenth century to do in Texas in the
  nineteenth century?〃
  He answered her mental question in his own charming way。  He
  was so happy; so radiantly happy; so persuasive; so
  compelling; that Antonia granted him; without a word; the
  favor his eyes asked for。  And the lovers hardly heard the
  excuse she made; they understood nothing of it; only that she
  would be reading in the myrtle walk for one hour; and; by so
  doing; would protect them from intrusion。
  One whole hour!  Isabel had thought the promise a perfect
  magnificence of opportunity{。??}  But how swiftly it went。
  Luis had not told her the half of his love and his hopes。  He
  had been forced to speak of politics and business; and every
  such word was just so many stolen from far sweeter words
  words that fell like music from his lips; and were repeated
  with infinite power from his eyes。  Low words; that had the
  pleading of a thousand voices in them; words full of melody;
  thrilling with romance; poetical; and yet real as the sunshine
  around them。
  In lovers of a colder race; bound by conventional ties; and a
  dress rigorously divested of every picturesque element; such
  wooing might have appeared ridiculous; but in Don Luis; the
  most natural thing about it was its extravagance。  When he
  knelt at the feet of his beloved and kissed her hands; the
  action was the unavoidable outcome of his temperament。  When
  he said to her; 〃Angel mio! you are the light of my
  darkness; the perfume of all flowers that bloom for me; the
  love of my loves; my life; my youth; my lyre; my star; had I
  a thousand souls with which to love; I would give them all to
  you!〃 he believed every word he uttered; and he uttered every
  word with the passion of a believer。
  He stirred into life also in the heart of Isabel a love as
  living as his own。  In that hour she stepped outside all of
  her childhood's immaturities。  She became a woman。  She
  accepted with joyful tears a woman's lot of love and sorrow。
  She said to Antonia:
  〃Luis was in my heart before; now; I have put him in my soul。
  My soul will never die。  So I shall never forget himnever
  cease to love him。〃
  Rachela faithfully kept her agreement。  For one hour she was
  asleep to all her charge did; and Isabel was in her own room
  when the precious sixty minutes were over。  Happy?  So happy
  that her soul seemed to have pushed her body aside; as a thing
  not to be taken into account。  She sang like a bird for very
  gladsomeness。  It was impossible for her to be still; and as
  she went about her room with little dancing; balancing
  movements of her hands and feet; Antonia knew that they were
  keeping their happy rhythmic motion to the melody love sang in
  her heart。
  And she rejoiced with her little sister; though she was not
  free from a certain regret for her concession; for it is the
  after…reckoning with conscience that is so disagreeably strict
  and uncomfortable。  And yet; why make an element of anger and
  suspicion between Isabel and her mother when there appeared to
  be no cause to do so?  Don Luis was going away。  He was in
  disgrace with his familyalmost disinherited; the country was
  on the point of war; and its fortunes might give him some
  opportunities no one now foresaw。  But if Isabel's mother had
  once declared that she would 〃never sanction the marriage;〃
  Antonia knew that; however she might afterwards regret her
  haste and prejudice; she would stand passionately by her
  decision。  Was it not better; then; to prevent words being
  said which might cause sorrow and regret in the future?
  But as regarded Isabel's father; no such reason existed。  The
  happiness of his children was to him a more sacred thing
  than his own prejudices。  He liked Don Luis; and his
  friendship with his mother; the Senora Alveda; was a long and
  tried one。  The youth's political partialities; though
  bringing him at present into disgrace; were such as he himself
  had largely helped to form。  Antonia was sure that her father
  would sympathize with Isabel; and excuse in her the lapse of
  duty which had given his little girl so much happiness。  Yes;
  it would be right to tell him every thing; and she did not
  fear but Isabel would agree in her decision。
  At this moment Rachela entered。  The Senora wished her
  daughters to call upon the American manteau…maker for her; and
  the ride in the open carriage to the Plaza would enable them
  to bow to their acquaintances; and exhibit their last new
  dresses from New Orleans。  Rachela was already prepared for
  the excursion; and she was not long in attiring Isabel。
  〃To be sure; the siesta has made you look charming this
  afternoon;〃 she said; looking steadily into the girl's
  beaming; blushing face; 〃and this rose silk is enchanting。
  Santa Maria; how I pity the officers who will have the
  great fortune to see you this afternoon; and break their
  hearts for the sight!  But you must not look at them; mark!
  I shall tell the Senora if you do。  It is enough if they look
  at you。  And the American way of the Senorita Antonia; which
  is to bow and smile to every admirer; it will but make more
  enchanting the becoming modesty of the high…born Mexicaine。〃
  〃Keep your tongue still; Rachela。  Ah! if you strike me; I
  will go to my father。  He will not permit it。  I am not a
  child to be struck and scolded; and told when to open and shut
  my eyes。  I shall do as my sister does; and the Holy Mother
  herself will be satisfied with me!〃
  〃Chito!  Chito!!  You wicked one!  Oh; Maria Santissima; cast
  on this child a look of compassion!  The American last night
  has bewitched her!  I said that he looked like a Jew。〃
  〃I am not wicked; Rachela; and gracias a Dios; there is no
  Inquisition now to put the question!〃
  Isabel was in a great passion; or the awful word that had
  made lips parch and blanch to utter it for generations would
  never have been launched at the offending woman's head。  But
  its effect was magical。  Rachela put up her hands palm
  outwards; as if to shield herself from a blow; and then
  without another word stooped down and tied the satin sandals
  on Isabel's restless feet。  She was muttering prayers during
  the whole action; for Isabel had been quick to perceive her
  advantage; and was following it up by a defiant little
  monologue of rebellious speeches。
  In the midst of this scene; Antonia entered。  She was dressed
  for the carriage; and the carriage stood at the door waiting;
  but her face was full of fear; and she said; hurriedly:
  〃Rachela; can you not make some excuse to my mother which will
  permit us to remain at home?  Hark!  There is something wrong
  in the city。〃
  In a moment the three women were on the balcony; intently;
  anxiously listening。  Then they were aware of a strange
  confusion in the subtle; amber atmosphere。  It was as if they
  heard the noise of battle afar off; and Rachela; without a
  word; glided away to the Senora。  Isabel and Antonia stood
  hand in hand; listening to the vague trouble and the echo of
  harsh; grating voices; mingled with the blare of clarions; the
  roll of drums; and the rattle of scattering rifle…shots。  Yet
  the noises were so blended together; so indistinct; so
  strangely expressive of both laughter and defiance; that it
  was impossible to identify or describe them。
  Suddenly a horseman came at a rapid pace towards the house;
  and Anto