第 22 节
作者:浪剑飞舟      更新:2021-02-18 23:59      字数:9322
  chance was lost forever; in so far as it could come in time
  to save his loved ones; for he was ordered away upon a long
  expedition to the ice…clad south; to make war upon the
  natives there and despoil them of their furs; for such is
  the manner of the green Barsoomian; he does not labor for
  what he can wrest in battle from others。
  〃He was gone for four years; and when he returned all
  had been over for three; for about a year after his departure;
  and shortly before the time for the return of an expedition
  which had gone forth to fetch the fruits of a community
  incubator; the egg had hatched。  Thereafter my mother
  continued to keep me in the old tower; visiting me nightly
  and lavishing upon me the love the community life would
  have robbed us both of。  She hoped; upon the return of the
  expedition from the incubator; to mix me with the other young
  assigned to the quarters of Tal Hajus; and thus escape the
  fate which would surely follow discovery of her sin against
  the ancient traditions of the green men。
  〃She taught me rapidly the language and customs of my kind;
  and one night she told me the story I have told to you up to
  this point; impressing upon me the necessity for absolute
  secrecy and the great caution I must exercise after she had
  placed me with the other young Tharks to permit no one to
  guess that I was further advanced in education than they;
  nor by any sign to divulge in the presence of others my
  affection for her; or my knowledge of my parentage; and
  then drawing me close to her she whispered in my ear the
  name of my father。
  〃And then a light flashed out upon the darkness of the
  tower chamber; and there stood Sarkoja; her gleaming;
  baleful eyes fixed in a frenzy of loathing and contempt
  upon my mother。  The torrent of hatred and abuse she
  poured out upon her turned my young heart cold in terror。
  That she had heard the entire story was apparent; and that
  she had suspected something wrong from my mother's long nightly
  absences from her quarters accounted for her presence there
  on that fateful night。
  〃One thing she had not heard; nor did she know; the
  whispered name of my father。  This was apparent from her
  repeated demands upon my mother to disclose the name of
  her partner in sin; but no amount of abuse or threats could
  wring this from her; and to save me from needless torture
  she lied; for she told Sarkoja that she alone knew nor would
  she even tell her child。
  〃With final imprecations; Sarkoja hastened away to Tal
  Hajus to report her discovery; and while she was gone my
  mother; wrapping me in the silks and furs of her night coverings;
  so that I was scarcely noticeable; descended to the streets
  and ran wildly away toward the outskirts of the city;
  in the direction which led to the far south; out toward the
  man whose protection she might not claim; but on whose
  face she wished to look once more before she died。
  〃As we neared the city's southern extremity a sound came
  to us from across the mossy flat; from the direction of the
  only pass through the hills which led to the gates; the pass
  by which caravans from either north or south or east or
  west would enter the city。  The sounds we heard were the
  squealing of thoats and the grumbling of zitidars; with the
  occasional clank of arms which announced the approach of
  a body of warriors。  The thought uppermost in her mind was
  that it was my father returned from his expedition; but the
  cunning of the Thark held her from headlong and precipitate
  flight to greet him。
  〃Retreating into the shadows of a doorway she awaited the
  coming of the cavalcade which shortly entered the avenue;
  breaking its formation and thronging the thoroughfare
  from wall to wall。  As the head of the procession passed us
  the lesser moon swung clear of the overhanging roofs and lit
  up the scene with all the brilliancy of her wondrous light。
  My mother shrank further back into the friendly shadows;
  and from her hiding place saw that the expedition was not
  that of my father; but the returning caravan bearing the
  young Tharks。  Instantly her plan was formed; and as a great
  chariot swung close to our hiding place she slipped stealthily
  in upon the trailing tailboard; crouching low in the shadow
  of the high side; straining me to her bosom in a frenzy of
  love。
  〃She knew; what I did not; that never again after that
  night would she hold me to her breast; nor was it likely we
  would ever look upon each other's face again。  In the
  confusion of the plaza she mixed me with the other children;
  whose guardians during the journey were now free to relinquish
  their responsibility。  We were herded together into a great room;
  fed by women who had not accompanied the expedition; and the next
  day we were parceled out among the retinues of the chieftains。
  〃I never saw my mother after that night。  She was imprisoned
  by Tal Hajus; and every effort; including the most horrible
  and shameful torture; was brought to bear upon her to wring
  from her lips the name of my father; but she remained
  steadfast and loyal; dying at last amidst the laughter of
  Tal Hajus and his chieftains during some awful torture
  she was undergoing。
  〃I learned afterwards that she told them that she had
  killed me to save me from a like fate at their hands; and
  that she had thrown my body to the white apes。  Sarkoja
  alone disbelieved her; and I feel to this day that she suspects
  my true origin; but does not dare expose me; at the present;
  at all events; because she also guesses; I am sure; the identity
  of my father。
  〃When he returned from his expedition and learned the story
  of my mother's fate I was present as Tal Hajus told him;
  but never by the quiver of a muscle did he betray the slightest
  emotion; only he did not laugh as Tal Hajus gleefully
  described her death struggles。  From that moment on he was
  the cruelest of the cruel; and I am awaiting the day when
  he shall win the goal of his ambition; and feel the carcass of
  Tal Hajus beneath his foot; for I am as sure that he but
  waits the opportunity to wreak a terrible vengeance; and that
  his great love is as strong in his breast as when it first
  transfigured him nearly forty years ago; as I am that we sit
  here upon the edge of a world…old ocean while sensible people
  sleep; John Carter。〃
  〃And your father; Sola; is he with us now?〃 I asked。
  〃Yes;〃 she replied; 〃but he does not know me for what I
  am; nor does he know who betrayed my mother to Tal Hajus。
  I alone know my father's name; and only I and Tal Hajus
  and Sarkoja know that it was she who carried the tale that
  brought death and torture upon her he loved。〃
  We sat silent for a few moments; she wrapped in the
  gloomy thoughts of her terrible past; and I in pity for the
  poor creatures whom the heartless; senseless customs of their
  race had doomed to loveless lives of cruelty and of hate。
  Presently she spoke。
  〃John Carter; if ever a real man walked the cold; dead
  bosom of Barsoom you are one。  I know that I can trust you;
  and because the knowledge may someday help you or him
  or Dejah Thoris or myself; I am going to tell you the name
  of my father; nor place any restrictions or conditions upon
  your tongue。  When the time comes; speak the truth if it
  seems best to you。  I trust you because I know that you are
  not cursed with the terrible trait of absolute and unswerving
  truthfulness; that you could lie like one of your own Virginia
  gentlemen if a lie would save others from sorrow or suffering。
  My father's name is Tars Tarkas。〃
  CHAPTER XVI
  WE PLAN ESCAPE
  The remainder of our journey to Thark was uneventful。
  We were twenty days upon the road; crossing two sea bottoms
  and passing through or around a number of ruined cities;
  mostly smaller than Korad。  Twice we crossed the famous
  Martian waterways; or canals; so…called by our earthly
  astronomers。  When we approached these points a warrior
  would be sent far ahead with a powerful field glass; and if
  no great body of red Martian troops was in sight we would
  advance as close as possible without chance of being seen and
  then camp until dark; when we would slowly approach the
  cultivated tract; and; locating one of the numerous; broad
  highways which cross these areas at regular intervals; creep
  silently and stealthily across to the arid lands upon the other
  side。  It required five hours to make one of these crossings
  without a single halt; and the other consumed the entire night;
  so that we were just leaving the confines of the high…walled
  fields when the sun broke out upon us。
  Crossing in the darkness; as we did; I was unable to see
  but little; except as the nearer moon; in her wild and
  ceaseless hurtling through the Barsoomian heavens; lit up
  little patches of the landscape from time to time; disclosing
  walled fields and low; rambling buildings; presenting much
  the appearance of earth