第 18 节
作者:浪剑飞舟      更新:2021-02-18 23:59      字数:9322
  trivial errand。  I liked and trusted Sola; but for some reason I
  desired to be alone with Dejah Thoris; who represented to
  me all that I had left behind upon Earth in agreeable and
  congenial companionship。  There seemed bonds of mutual
  interest between us as powerful as though we had been born
  under the same roof rather than upon different planets;
  hurtling through space some forty…eight million miles apart。
  That she shared my sentiments in this respect I was positive;
  for on my approach the look of pitiful hopelessness left
  her sweet countenance to be replaced by a smile of joyful
  welcome; as she placed her little right hand upon my left
  shoulder in true red Martian salute。
  〃Sarkoja told Sola that you had become a true Thark;〃 she
  said; 〃and that I would now see no more of you than of any
  of the other warriors。〃
  〃Sarkoja is a liar of the first magnitude;〃 I replied;
  〃notwithstanding the proud claim of the Tharks to
  absolute verity。〃
  Dejah Thoris laughed。
  〃I knew that even though you became a member of the
  community you would not cease to be my friend; 'A warrior
  may change his metal; but not his heart;' as the saying
  is upon Barsoom。〃
  〃I think they have been trying to keep us apart;〃 she
  continued; 〃for whenever you have been off duty one of the
  older women of Tars Tarkas' retinue has always arranged to
  trump up some excuse to get Sola and me out of sight。
  They have had me down in the pits below the buildings
  helping them mix their awful radium powder; and make their
  terrible projectiles。  You know that these have to be
  manufactured by artificial light; as exposure to sunlight always
  results in an explosion。  You have noticed that their bullets
  explode when they strike an object?  Well; the opaque; outer
  coating is broken by the impact; exposing a glass cylinder;
  almost solid; in the forward end of which is a minute particle
  of radium powder。  The moment the sunlight; even though
  diffused; strikes this powder it explodes with a violence which
  nothing can withstand。  If you ever witness a night battle
  you will note the absence of these explosions; while the
  morning following the battle will be filled at sunrise with the
  sharp detonations of exploding missiles fired the preceding
  night。  As a rule; however; non…exploding projectiles are used
  at night。〃1
  While I was much interested in Dejah Thoris' explanation
  of this wonderful adjunct to Martian warfare; I was more
  concerned by the immediate problem of their treatment of
  her。  That they were keeping her away from me was not a
  matter for surprise; but that they should subject her to
  dangerous and arduous labor filled me with rage。
  〃Have they ever subjected you to cruelty and ignominy;
  Dejah Thoris?〃 I asked; feeling the hot blood of my fighting
  ancestors leap in my veins as I awaited her reply。
  〃Only in little ways; John Carter;〃 she answered。  〃Nothing
  that can harm me outside my pride。  They know that I am
  the daughter of ten thousand jeddaks; that I trace my
  ancestry straight back without a break to the builder of
  the first great waterway; and they; who do not even know
  their own mothers; are jealous of me。  At heart they hate
  their horrid fates; and so wreak their poor spite on me who
  stand for everything they have not; and for all they most
  crave and never can attain。  Let us pity them; my chieftain;
  for even though we die at their hands we can afford them
  pity; since we are greater than they and they know it。〃
  Had I known the significance of those words 〃my chieftain;〃
  as applied by a red Martian woman to a man; I should have
  had the surprise of my life; but I did not know at that time;
  nor for many months thereafter。  Yes; I still had much to
  learn upon Barsoom。
  〃I presume it is the better part of wisdom that we bow to
  our fate with as good grace as possible; Dejah Thoris; but I
  hope; nevertheless; that I may be present the next time that
  any Martian; green; red; pink; or violet; has the temerity to
  even so much as frown on you; my princess。〃
  Dejah Thoris caught her breath at my last words; and
  I have used the word radium in describing this powder because in
  the light of recent discoveries on Earth I believe it to be a mixture of
  which radium is the base。  In Captain Carter's manuscript it is mentioned
  always by the name used in the written language of Helium and is
  spelled in hieroglyphics which it would be difficult and useless to
  reproduce。
  gazed upon me with dilated eyes and quickening breath; and
  then; with an odd little laugh; which brought roguish dimples
  to the corners of her mouth; she shook her head and cried:
  〃What a child!  A great warrior and yet a stumbling little
  child。〃
  〃What have I done now?〃 I asked; in sore perplexity。
  〃Some day you shall know; John Carter; if we live; but
  I may not tell you。  And I; the daughter of Mors Kajak; son of
  Tardos Mors; have listened without anger;〃 she soliloquized
  in conclusion。
  Then she broke out again into one of her gay; happy; laughing moods;
  joking with me on my prowess as a Thark warrior as contrasted with
  my soft heart and natural kindliness。
  〃I presume that should you accidentally wound an enemy
  you would take him home and nurse him back to health;〃
  she laughed。
  〃That is precisely what we do on Earth;〃 I answered。
  〃At least among civilized men。〃
  This made her laugh again。  She could not understand it;
  for; with all her tenderness and womanly sweetness; she was
  still a Martian; and to a Martian the only good enemy is a
  dead enemy; for every dead foeman means so much more to
  divide between those who live。
  I was very curious to know what I had said or done to
  cause her so much perturbation a moment before and so I
  continued to importune her to enlighten me。
  〃No;〃 she exclaimed; 〃it is enough that you have said it
  and that I have listened。  And when you learn; John Carter;
  and if I be dead; as likely I shall be ere the further
  moon has circled Barsoom another twelve times; remember
  that I listened and that Ismiled。〃
  It was all Greek to me; but the more I begged her to
  explain the more positive became her denials of my request;
  and; so; in very hopelessness; I desisted。
  Day had now given away to night and as we wandered
  along the great avenue lighted by the two moons of
  Barsoom; and with Earth looking down upon us out of her
  luminous green eye; it seemed that we were alone in the
  universe; and I; at least; was content that it should be so。
  The chill of the Martian night was upon us; and removing
  my silks I threw them across the shoulders of Dejah
  Thoris。  As my arm rested for an instant upon her I felt a
  thrill pass through every fiber of my being such as contact
  with no other mortal had even produced; and it seemed to
  me that she had leaned slightly toward me; but of that I
  was not sure。  Only I knew that as my arm rested there
  across her shoulders longer than the act of adjusting the
  silk required she did not draw away; nor did she speak。
  And so; in silence; we walked the surface of a dying world;
  but in the breast of one of us at least had been born that
  which is ever oldest; yet ever new。
  I loved Dejah Thoris。  The touch of my arm upon her naked
  shoulder had spoken to me in words I would not mistake;
  and I knew that I had loved her since the first moment
  that my eyes had met hers that first time in the plaza
  of the dead city of Korad。
  CHAPTER XIV
  A DUEL TO THE DEATH
  My first impulse was to tell her of my love; and then I
  thought of the helplessness of her position wherein I alone
  could lighten the burdens of her captivity; and protect her in
  my poor way against the thousands of hereditary enemies
  she must face upon our arrival at Thark。  I could not chance
  causing her additional pain or sorrow by declaring a love
  which; in all probability she did not return。  Should I be so
  indiscreet; her position would be even more unbearable than
  now; and the thought that she might feel that I was taking
  advantage of her helplessness; to influence her decision was
  the final argument which sealed my lips。
  〃Why are you so quiet; Dejah Thoris?〃 I asked。  〃Possibly
  you would rather return to Sola and your quarters。〃
  〃No;〃 she murmured; 〃I am happy here。  I do not know
  why it is that I should always be happy and contented
  when you; John Carter; a stranger; are with me; yet at such
  times it seems that I am safe and that; with you; I shall soon
  return to my father's court and feel his strong arms about me
  and my mother's tears and kisses on my cheek。〃
  〃Do people kiss; then; upon Barsoom?〃 I asked; when she
  had explained the word she used; in answer to my inquiry as
  to its meaning。
  〃Parents; brothers; and sisters; yes; and;〃 she added in a
  low; thoughtful tone; 〃lovers。〃
  〃And you; Dejah Thoris; have parents and b