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作者:低诉      更新:2021-02-18 23:47      字数:9307
  master of that the next againhow else could it be?〃 said the Martian; and
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  shrugging   my   shoulders;   for   I   was   in   no   great   mood   to   argue;   we   went
  down to the waterway; through a thicket of budding trees underlaid with a
  carpet of small red flowers filling the air with a scent of honey; and soon
  found a diminutive craft pulled up on the bank。                There were some dainty
  cloaks and wraps in it which An took out and laid under a tree。                    But first
  he felt in the pouch of one for a sweetmeat which his fine nostrils; acute as
  a squirrel's; told him was there; and taking the lump out bit a piece from it;
  afterwards replacing it in the owner's pocket with the frankest simplicity。
  Then we pushed off; hoisted the slender mast; set the smallest lug…sail
  that ever a sailor smiled at; and; myself at the helm; and that golden youth
  amidships;   away   we   drifted   under   thickets   of   drooping   canes   tasselled
  with    yel…   low   catkin…flowers;     up   the   blue   alley  of   the  water   into   the
  broader open river beyond with its rapid flow and crowd… ing boats; the
  white city front now towering clear before us。
  The   air   was   full   of   sunshine   and   merry   voices;   birds   were   singing;
  trees   were   budding;   only  my  heart   was heavy;   my   mind   confused。            Yet
  why should I be sad; I said to myself presently?                Life beat in my pulses;
  what had I to fear? This world I had tumbled into was new and strange; no
  doubt;   but   tomorrow   it   would   be   old   and   familiar;   it   dis…   credited   my
  manhood to sit brow…bent like that; so with an effort I roused myself。
  〃Old   chap!〃   I   said   to   my   companion;   as   he   sat   astride   of   a   thwart
  slowly chewing something sticky and eyeing me out of the corner of his
  eyes   with   vapid   wonder;   〃tell   me   something   of   this   land   of   yours;   or
  something about yourselfwhich reminds me I have a question to ask。                        It
  is a bit delicate; but you look a sensible sort of fellow; and will take no
  offence。      The     fact  is;  I  have    noticed    as   we   came     along   half   your
  population   dresses   in   all   the   colours   of   the   rainbow'fancy  suitings'  our
  tailors could call it at homeand this half of the census are undoubtedly
  men and women。           The rub is that the other half; to which you be… long;
  all dress alike in YELLOW; and I will be fired from the biggest gun on the
  Carolina's main deck if I can tell what sex you belong to!                  I took you for
  a boy in the begin… ning; and the way you closed with the idea of having a
  drink with me seemed to show I was dead on the right course。                         Then a
  little   later   on   I   heard   you   and   a   friend   abusing   our   sex   from   an   outside
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  point of   view  in   a   way  which   was very  disconcerting。          This;  and   some
  other things; have set me all abroad again; and as fate seems determined to
  make   us   chums   for   this   voyagewhywell;   frankly;   I   should   be   glad   to
  know if you be boy or girl?          If you are as I am; no more nor less thenfor
  I   like   youthere's   my   hand   in   comradeship。      If   you   are   otherwise;   as
  those   sleek   outlines   seem   to   promisewhy;   here's   my   hand   again!      But
  man or woman you must become; which is it?〃
  If   I   had   been   perplexed   before;   to   watch   that   boy   now   was   more
  curious   than   ever。     He   drew   back   from   me   with   a   show   of   wounded
  dignity; then bit his lips; and sighed; and stared; and frowned。                〃Come;〃 I
  said   laughingly;   〃speak!   it   engenders   ambiguity   to   be   so   ambiguous   of
  gender!      'Tis no great matter; yes or no; a plain answer will set us fairly in
  our friendship; if it is comrade; then comrade let it be; if maid; why; I shall
  not quarrel with that; though it cost me a likely messmate。〃
  〃You mock me。〃
  〃Not I; I never mocked any one。〃
  〃And does my robe tell you nothing?〃
  〃Nothing so much; a yellow tunic and becoming enough; but nothing
  about it to hang a deduction on。          Come!       Are you a girl; after all?〃
  〃I do not count myself a girl。〃
  〃Why;   then;   you   are   the   most   blooming   boy   that   ever   eyes   were   set
  upon; and though 'tis with some tinge of regret; yet cheerfully I welcome
  you into the ranks of man… hood。〃
  〃I   hate   your   manhood;   send   it   after   the   maidhood;   it   fits   me   just   as
  badly。〃
  〃But An; be reasonable; man or maid you must be。〃
  〃Must be; why?〃
  〃Why?〃       Was   ever   such   a   question   put   to   a   sane   mortal   before? I
  stared   at   that   ambiguous   thing   before   me;   and   then;   a   little   wroth   to   be
  played with; growled out some… thing about Martians being all drunk or
  mad。
  〃'Tis you yourself are one or other;〃 said that individual; by this time
  pink with anger; 〃and if you think because I am what I am you can safely
  taunt me; you are wrong。 See!            I have a sting;〃 and like a thwarted child
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  my   com…   panion   half   drew   from   the   folds   of   the   yellow   tunic…dress   the
  daintiest; most harmless…looking little dagger that was ever seen。
  〃Oh; if it comes to that;〃 I answered; touching the Navy scabbard still
  at my hip; and regaining  my temper at the sight of hers; 〃why; I have   a
  sting alsoand twice as long as yours!            But in truth; An; let us not talk of
  these things; if something in what I have said has offended nice Martian
  scruples   I   am   sorry;   and   will   question   no   more;   leaving   my   wonder   for
  time to settle。〃
  〃No;〃 said the other; 〃it was my fault to be hasty of offence; I am not
  so   angered   once   a   year。    But   in   truth   your   question   moves   us   yellow
  robes   deeply。     Did   you   not   really   know   that   we   who   wear   this   saffron
  tunic are slaves; a race apart; despised by all。〃
  〃'Slaves;' no; how should I know it?〃
  〃I thought you must understand a thing so fundamental; and it was that
  thought which made your questions seem unkind。                   But if indeed you have
  come so far as not to under… stand even this; then let me tell you once we
  of   this   garb   were   womenpriestesses   of   the   immaculate   conceptions   of
  humanity; guardians of those great hopes and longings which die so easily。
  And because we forgot our high station and took to aping another sex the
  gods   deserted   and   men   despised   us;   giving   us;   in   the   fierceness   of   their
  contempt; what we asked for。            We are the slave ants of the nest; the work…
  bees of the hive; come; in truth; of those here who still be men and women
  of a sort; but toilers only; un… known in love; unregretted in deaththose
  who dangle all children but their ownslaves cursed with the accomplish…
  ment of their own ambition。〃
  There was no doubt poor An believed what she said; for her attitude
  was one of extreme dejection while she spoke; and to cheer her I laughed。
  〃Oh! come; it can't be as bad as that。           Surely sometimes some of you
  win back to womanhood?             You yourself do not look so far gone but what
  some deed of abnegation;  some strong love if   you could but conceive it
  would      set  you   right   again。    Surely     you    of  the   primrose     robes   can
  sometimes love?〃
  Whereat   unwittingly   I   troubled   the   waters   in   the   placid   soul   of   that
  outcast Martian!        I cannot exactly describe how it was; but she bent her
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  head silently for a moment or two; and then; with a sigh; lifting her eyes
  suddenly to mine; said quietly; 〃Yes; sometimes; sometimesbut very sel…
  dom;〃     while    for  an  instant   across    her  face   there   flashed   the   summer
  lightning of a new hope; a single transient glance of wistful; timid entreaty;
  of wonder and delight that dared not even yet acknowledge itself。
  Then it was my turn to sit silent; and the pause was so awkward that in
  a minute; to break it; I exclaimed
  〃Let's drop personalities; old chapI mean my dear Miss An。