第 5 节
作者:尘小春      更新:2021-02-18 23:45      字数:9322
  strength of their hand。
  Instead; however; of this; who should return; to disturb the equilibrium
  of truth; but this Christina Johnstone? She came thoughtfully in; and
  said:
  〃I've been taking a thoucht; and this is no what yon gude physeecian
  meaned; ye are no to fling your chaerity like a bane till a doeg; ye'll
  gang yoursel to Jess Rutherford; Flucker Johnstone; that's my brother;
  will convoy ye。〃
  〃But how is your brother to know me?〃
  〃How? Because I'll gie him a sair sair hiding; if he lets ye gang by。〃
  Then she returned the one…pound note; a fresh settlement was effected;
  and she left him。 At the door she said: 〃And I am muckle obleeged to ye
  for your story and your goodness。〃
  While uttering these words; she half kissed her hand to him; with a lofty
  and disengaged gesture; such as one might expect from a queen; if queens
  did not wear stays; and was gone。
  When his lordship; a few minutes after; sauntered out for a stroll; the
  first object he beheld was an exact human square; a handsome boy; with a
  body swelled out apparently to the size of a man's; with blue flannel;
  and blue cloth above it; leaning against a wall; with his hands in his
  pocketsa statuette of _insouciance。_
  This marine puff…ball was Flucker Johnstone; aged fourteen。
  Stain his sister's face with diluted walnut…juice; as they make the stage
  gypsy and Red Indian (two animals imagined by actors to be one); and you
  have Flucker's face。
  A slight moral distinction remains; not to be so easily got over;
  She was the best girl in the place; and he a baddish boy。
  He was; however; as sharp in his way as she was intelligent in hers。
  This youthful mariner allowed his lordship to pass him; and take twenty
  steps; but watched him all the time; and compared him with a description
  furnished him by his sister。
  He then followed; and brought him to; as he called it。
  〃I daur say it's you I'm to convoy to yon auld faggitt!〃 said this
  baddish boy。
  On they went; Flucker rolling and pitching and yawing to keep up with the
  lordly galley; for a fisherman's natural waddle is two miles an hour。
  At the very entrance of Newhaven; the new pilot suddenly sung out;
  〃Starboard!〃
  Starboard it was; and they ascended a filthy 〃close;〃 or alley they
  mounted a staircase which was out of doors; and; without knocking;
  Flucker introduced himself into Jess Rutherford's house。
  〃Here a gentleman to speak till ye; wife。〃
  CHAPTER III。
  THE widow was weather…beaten and rough。 She sat mending an old net。
  〃The gentleman's welcome;〃 said she; but there was no gratification in
  her tone; and but little surprise。
  His lordship then explained that; understanding there were worthy people
  in distress; he was in hopes he might be permitted to assist them; and
  that she must blame a neighbor of hers if he had broken in upon her too
  abruptly with this object。 He then; with a blush; hinted at ten
  shillings; which he begged she would consider as merely an installment;
  until he could learn the precise nature of her embarrassments; and the
  best way of placing means at her disposal。
  The widow heard all this with a lackluster mind。
  For many years her life had been unsuccessful labor; if anything had ever
  come to her; it had always been a misfortune; her incidents had been
  thornsher events; daggers。
  She could not realize a human angel coming to her relief; and she did not
  realize it; and she worked away at her net。
  At this; Flucker; to whom his lordship's speech appeared monstrously weak
  and pointless; drew nigh; and gave the widow; in her ear; his version;
  namely; his sister's embellished。 It was briefly this: That the gentleman
  was a daft lord from England; who had come with the bank in his breeks;
  to remove poverty from Scotland; beginning with her。 〃Sae speak loud
  aneuch; and ye'll no want siller;〃 was his polite corollary。
  His lordship rose; laid a card on a chair; begged her to make use of him;
  et cetera; he then; recalling the oracular prescription; said; 〃Do me the
  favor to apply to me for any little sum you have a use for; and; in
  return; I will beg of you (if it does not bore you too much) to make me
  acquainted with any little troubles you may have encountered in the
  course of your life。〃
  His lordship; receiving no answer; was about to go; after bowing to her;
  and smiling gracefully upon her。
  His hand was on the latch; when Jess Rutherford burst into a passion of
  tears。
  He turned with surprise。
  〃My _troubles;_ laddie;〃 cried she; trembling all over。 〃The sun wad set;
  and rise; and set again; ere I could tell ye a' the trouble I hae come
  through。
  〃Oh; ye need na vex yourself for an auld wife's tears; tears are a
  blessin'; lad; I shall assure ye。 Mony's the time I hae prayed for them;
  and could na hae them Sit ye doon! sit ye doon! I'll no let ye gang fra
  my door till I hae thankit yebut gie me time; gie me time。 I canna
  greet a' the days of the week。〃
  Flucker; _aetat。_ 14; opened his eyes; unable to connect ten shillings
  and tears。
  Lord Ipsden sat down; and felt very sorry for her。
  And she cried at her ease。
  If one touch of nature make the whole world kin; methinks that sweet and
  wonderful thing; sympathy; is not less powerful。 What frozen barriers;
  what ice of centuries; it can melt in a moment!
  His bare mention of her troubles had surprised the widowed woman's heart;
  and now she looked up and examined his countenance; it was soon done。
  A woman; young or old; high or low; can discern and appreciate
  sensibility in a man's face; at a single glance。
  What she saw there was enough。 She was sure of sympathy。 She recalled her
  resolve; and the tale of her sorrows burst from her like a flood。
  Then the old fishwife told the young aristocrat how she had borne twelve
  children; and buried six as bairns; how her man was always unlucky; how a
  mast fell on him; and disabled him a whole season; how they could but
  just keep the pot boiling by the deep…sea fishing; and he was not allowed
  to dredge for oysters; because his father was not a Newhaven man。 How;
  when the herring fishing came; to make all right; he never had another
  man's luck; how his boat's crew would draw empty nets; and a boat
  alongside him would be gunwale down in the water with the fish。 How; at
  last; one morning; the 20th day of November; his boat came in to Newhaven
  Pier without him; and when he was inquired for; his crew said; 〃He had
  stayed at home; like a lazy loon; and not sailed with them the night
  before。〃 How she was anxious; and had all the public houses searched。
  〃For he took a drop now and then; nae wonder; and him aye in the
  weather。〃 Poor thing! when he was alive she used to call him a drunken
  scoundrel to his face。 How; when the tide went down; a mad wife; whose
  husband had been drowned twenty years ago; pointed out something under
  the pier that the rest took for sea…weed floatinghow it was the hair of
  her man's head; washed about by the water; and he was there; drowned
  without a cry or a struggle; by his enormous boots; that kept him in an
  upright position; though he was dead; there he stooddeaddrowned by
  slipping from the slippery pier; close to his comrades' hands; in a dark
  and gusty night; how her daughter married; and was well to do; and
  assisted her; how she fell into a rapid decline; and died; a picture of
  health to inexperienced eyes。 How she; the mother; saw and knew; and
  watched the treacherous advance of disease and death; how others said
  gayly; 〃Her daughter was better;〃 and she was obliged to say; 〃Yes。〃 How
  she had worked; eighteen hours a day; at making nets; how; when she let
  out her nets to the other men at the herring fishing; they always cheated
  her; because her man was gone。 How she had many times had to choose
  between begging her meal and going to bed without it; but; thank Heaven!
  she had always chosen the latter。
  She told him of hunger; cold; and anguish。 As she spoke they became real
  things to him; up to that moment they had been things in a story…book。
  And as she spoke she rocked herself from side to side。
  Indeed; she was a woman 〃acquainted with grief。〃 She might have said;
  〃Here I and sorrow sit。 This is my throne; bid kings come and bow to it!〃
  Her hearer felt this; and therefore this woman; poor; old; and ugly;
  became sacred in his eye; it was with a strange sort of respect that he
  tried to console her。 He spoke to her in tones gentle and sweet as the
  south wind on a summer evening。
  〃Madam;〃 said he; 〃let me be so happy as to bring you some comfort。 The
  sorrows of the heart I cannot heal; they are for a mightier hand; but a
  part of your distress appears to have been positive need; that we can at
  least dispose of; and I entreat you to believe that from this hour want
  shall never enter that door again。 Never! upon my honor!〃
  The Scotch are icebergs; with volcanoes underneath; thaw the Scotch ice;
  which is very cold; and you shall get to the Scotch fire; warmer than any
  sun of Italy or Spain。
  His lordship had risen to go。 The old wife had seemed absorbed in her own
  grief; she now dried her tears。
  〃Bide ye; sirr;〃 said she; 〃till I thank ye。〃
  So she began to thank him; rather coldly and stiffly。
  〃He