第 5 节
作者:绝对零度      更新:2021-02-18 23:35      字数:1802
  hoarding upon the high road; in which a small doorway has been cut
  for the convenience of some of the workmen who live in that
  direction。  The doorway was left unfastened through a
  misunderstanding between two gangers; and through it he made his
  way 。 。 。 。 。
  My mind is darkened with questions and riddles。
  It would seem he walked all the way from the House that
  nighthe has frequently walked home during the past Sessionand
  so it is I figure his dark form coming along the late and empty
  streets; wrapped up; intent。  And then did the pale electric lights
  near the station cheat the rough planking into a semblance of
  white?  Did that fatal unfastened door awaken some memory?
  Was there; after all; ever any green door in the wall at all?
  I do not know。  I have told his story as he told it to me。
  There are times when I believe that Wallace was no more than the
  victim of the coincidence between a rare but not unprecedented type
  of hallucination and a careless trap; but that indeed is not my
  profoundest belief。  You may think me superstitious if you will;
  and foolish; but; indeed; I am more than half convinced that he had
  in truth; an abnormal gift; and a sense; somethingI know not
  whatthat in the guise of wall and door offered him an outlet; a
  secret and peculiar passage of escape into another and altogether
  more beautiful world。  At any rate; you will say; it betrayed him
  in the end。  But did it betray him?  There you touch the inmost
  mystery of these dreamers; these men of vision and the imagination。
  We see our world fair and common; the hoarding and the pit。  By our
  daylight standard he walked out of security into darkness; danger
  and death。  But did he see like that?