第 81 节
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  wedding flowers are generally well watered in the private apartments。
  Patient Mrs。 Dodd soon recovered herself: 〃This is childish of me。 When I think that there are mothers who see their children go from the house corpses; not brides; I ought to be ashamed of myself。 Come! a l'oeuvre。 Ah; here is something。〃 And she produced a white China crape shawl。 〃Oh; how sweet;〃 said Julia; 〃why have you never worn it?〃
  〃Dear me; child; what use would things be to those I love; if I went and _wore_ them?〃
  The next article she laid her hand on was a roll of white poplin; and drew an exclamation from Mrs。 Dodd herself: 〃If I had not forgotten this; and it is the very thing。 Your dear papa bought me this in London; and I remonstrated with him well for buying me such a delicate thing; only once wear。 I kissed it and put it away; and forgot it。 They _say_ if you keep a thing seven years。 It _is_ just seven years since he gave it to me。 Really; the dear boy is a witch: this is your wedding dress; my precious precious。〃 She unrolled a few yards on the bed to show it; and asked the gloating Sarah with a great appearance of consideration whether they were not detaining her from her occupations?
  〃Oh no; mum。 This glass have got so dull; I'm just polishing of it a bit。 I shan't be a minute now; mum。〃
  From silver tissue paper; Mrs。 Dodd evolved a dress (unmade) of white crape embroidered in true lover's…knots of violet silk; and ears of wheat in gold。 Then there was a scream at the glass; and Sarah seen in it with ten claws in the air very wide apart: she had slily turned the mirror and was devouring the reflexion of the finery; and this last Indian fabric overpowered her。 Her exclamation was instantly followed by much polishing; but Mrs。 Dodd replied to it after the manner of her sex: 〃Well it _is_ lovely;〃 said she to Julia: 〃but where is the one with beetle wings? Oh here。〃
  〃Real beetles' wings; mamma?〃 inquired Julia。
  〃Yes; love。〃
  〃So they are; and how wicked! and what a lovely green! I will never wear them: they are prismatic: now; if ever I am to be a Christian; I had better begin: everything _has_ a beginning。 Oh vanity of women; you stick at nothing。 A thousand innocent lives stolen to make one dress!〃 And she put one hand before her eyes; and with the other ordered the dress back into the wardrobe with genuine agitation。
  〃My dear; what expressions! And you need not wear it; indeed neither of them is fit for that purpose。 But you _must_ have a pretty thing or two about you。 I have hoarded these a good many years; now it is your turn to have them by you。 And let me see; you want a travelling cloak: but the dear boy will not let us; so choose a warm shawl。〃
  A rich but modest one was soon found; and Julia tried it on; arching her supple neck; and looking down over her shoulder to see the effect behind; in which attitude oh for an immortal brush to paint her; or anything half as bright; supple; graceful; and every inch a woman。 At this moment Mrs。 Dodd threw a lovely blue Indian shawl on the bed; galvanising Sarah so that up went her hands again; and the door opened softly and a handsome head in a paper cap peeped on the scene; inquiring with mock timidity 〃May 'The British Workman' come in?〃
  He was invited warmly; Julia whipped his cap off; and tore it in two; reddening; and Mrs。 Dodd; intending to compliment his foresight; showed him the bed laden with the treasures they had disinterred from vanity's mahogany tomb。
  〃Well; mother;〃 said he; 〃you were right; and I was wrong: they are inappropriate enough; the whole lot。〃
  The ladies looked at one another; and Sarah permitted herself a species of snort。
  〃Do we want Sarah?〃 he asked quietly。 She retired bridling。
  〃Inappropriate?〃 exclaimed Mrs。 Dodd。 〃There is nothing here unfit for a bride's trousseau。〃
  〃Good Heavens! Would you trick her out like a Princess?〃
  〃We must。 We are too poor to dress her like a lady。〃
  〃Cinderella; at your service;〃 observed Julia complacently; and pirouetted before him in her new shawl。
  Ideas rejected peremptorily at the time often rankle; and bear fruit by…and…bye。 Mrs。 Dodd took up the blue shawl; and said she would make Julia a peignoir of it; and the border; being narrowish; would do for the bottom。 〃That was a good notion; of yours; darling;〃 said she; bestowing a sweet smile on Edward。 He grunted。 Then she took out a bundle of lace: 〃Oh; for pity's sake; no more;〃 cried the 〃British Workman。〃
  〃Now; dearest; you have interfered once in feminine affairs; and we submitted。 But; if you say another word; I will trim her poplin with Honiton two feet deep。〃
  〃Quarter! quarter!〃 cried Edward。 〃I'm dumb; grant me but this; have nothing made up for her out of the house: you know there is no dressmaker in Barkington can cut like you: and then that will put some limit to our inconsistency。〃 Mrs。 Dodd agreed; but she must have a woman in to sew。
  Edward grunted at this; and said: 〃I wish I could turn you these gowns with my lathe; what a deal of time and bother it would save。 However; if you want any stuffing; come to me; I'll lend you lots of shavings; make the silk rustle。 Oh; here is my governor's contribution。〃 And he produced L。 7; 10s。
  〃Now; look there;〃 said Julia sorrowfully; 〃it is money。 And I thought you were going to bring me the very bonnet yourself。 Then I should have valued it。〃
  〃Oh yes;〃 replied the young gentleman ironically; 〃can I choose a bonnet to satisfy such swells as you and mamma? I'll tell you what I'll do; I'll go with you and look as wise as Solomon; all the time you are choosing it〃
  〃A capital plan;〃 said Julia。
  Edward then shook his fist at the finery: and retired to work again for his governor: 〃Flowers;〃 he observed; 〃are indispensable; at a wedding breakfast; I hear too it is considered the right cheese to add something in the shape of grub。〃 Exit whistling in the tenor clef; and keeping their hearts up; like a man。
  So now there were two workshops in Albion Villa。 Ned's study; as he called it; and the drawing…room。 In the former shavings flew; and settled at their ease; and the whirr of the lathe slept not; the latter was all patterns; tapes; hooks and eyes; whalebone; cuttings of muslin; poplin and paper; clouds of lining…muslin; snakes of piping; skeins; shreds; and the floor literally sown with pins; escaped from the fingers of the fair; those taper fingers so typical of the minds of their owners: or they have softness; suppleness; nimbleness; adroitness; and 〃a plentiful lack〃 of tenacity。
  The days passed in hard work; and the evenings in wooing; never sweeter than when it has been so earned: and at last came the wedding eve。 Dr。 Sampson; who was to give the bride away; arrived just before dinner…time: the party; including Alfred; sat down to a charming little dinner; they ate beetles' wings; and drank Indian muslin fifteen years in the wood。 For the lathe and the chisel proved insufficient; and Julia having really denied herself; as an aspirant to Christianity; that assassin's robe; Mrs。 Dodd sold it under the rose to a fat old dowagerfor whom nothing was too fineand so kept up appearances。
  Julia and Alfred were profoundly happy at bottom; yet their union was attended with too many drawbacks for boisterous gaiety; and Alfred; up to this time; had shown a seriousness and sobriety of bliss; that won Mrs。 Dodd's gratitude: it was the demeanour of a delicate mind; it became his own position; at odds with his own flesh and blood for Julia's sake; it became him as the son…in…law of a poor woman so lately bereaved of her husband; and reduced to poverty by one bearing the name of Hardie。
  But now Dr。 Sampson introduced a gayer element。 He had seen a great deal of Life; _i。e。;_ of death and trouble。 This had not hardened him; but; encountering a sturdy; valiant; self…protecting nature; had made him terribly tough and elastic; it was now his way never to go forward or backward a single step after sorrow。 He seldom mentioned a dead friend or relation; and; if others forced the dreary topic on him; they could never hold him to it; he was away directly to something pleasant or useful; like a grasshopper skipping off a grave into the green grass。 He had felt keenly about David while there was anything to be done: but now his poor friend was in a madhouse; thanks to the lancet: and there was an end of _him。_ Thinking about him would do him no good。 The present only is irresistible; past and future ills the mind can bar out by a resolute effort。 The bride will very likely die of her first child! Well then; forget that just now。 Her father is in an asylum! Well then; don't remember him at the wrong time: there sit female beauty and virtue ready to wed manly wit and comeliness; seated opposite; see their sweet stolen glances; a few hours only between them and wedded rapture: and I'm here to give the lovely virgin away: fill the bumper high! _dum vivimus vivamus。_ In this glorious spirit he rattled on; and soon drew the young people out; and silvery peals of laughter rang round the genial board。
  This jarred on Mrs。 Dodd。 She bore it in silence some time; but with the grief it revived and sharpened by contrast; and the polite effort to hide her distress; found herself becoming hyste