第 46 节
作者:冥王      更新:2021-02-18 23:11      字数:9322
  Madame de Chaulieu has taught him。〃
  〃You are a fine fellow;〃 said the hunchback; 〃but is he capable of
  loving;will he love her?〃
  〃I don't know;〃 answered La Briere。 〃Has she said anything about me?〃
  he asked after a moment's silence。
  〃Yes;〃 said Butscha; and he repeated Modeste's speech about disguises。
  Poor Ernest flung himself upon a bench and held his head in his hands。
  He could not keep back his tears; and he did not wish Butscha to see
  them; but the dwarf was the very man to guess his emotion。
  〃What troubles you?〃 he asked。
  〃She is right!〃 cried Ernest; springing up; 〃I am a wretch。〃
  And he related the deception into which Canalis had led him when
  Modeste's first letter was received; carefully pointing out to Butscha
  that he had wished to undeceive the young girl before she herself took
  off the mask; and apostrophizing; in rather juvenile fashion; his
  luckless destiny。 Butscha sympathetically understood the love in the
  flavor and vigor of his simple language; and in his deep and genuine
  anxiety。
  〃But why don't you show yourself to Mademoiselle Modeste for what you
  are?〃 he said; 〃why do you let your rival do his exercises?〃
  〃Have you never felt your throat tighten when you wished to speak to
  her?〃 cried La Briere; 〃is there never a strange feeling in the roots
  of your hair and on the surface of your skin when she looks at you;
  even if she is thinking of something else?〃
  〃But you had sufficient judgment to show displeasure when she as good
  as told her excellent father that he was a dolt。〃
  〃Monsieur; I love her too well not to have felt a knife in my heart
  when I heard her contradicting her own perfections。〃
  〃Canalis supported her。〃
  〃If she had more self…love than heart there would be nothing for a man
  to regret in losing her;〃 answered La Briere。
  At this moment; Modeste; followed by Canalis; who had lost the rubber;
  came out with her father and Madame Dumay to breathe the fresh air of
  the starry night。 While his daughter walked about with the poet;
  Charles Mignon left her and came up to La Briere。
  〃Your friend; monsieur; ought to have been a lawyer;〃 he said; smiling
  and looking attentively at the young man。
  〃You must not judge a poet as you would an ordinary man;as you would
  me; for example; Monsieur le comte;〃 said La Briere。 〃A poet has a
  mission。 He is obliged by his nature to see the poetry of questions;
  just as he expresses that of things。 When you think him inconsistent
  with himself he is really faithful to his vocation。 He is a painter
  copying with equal truth a Madonna and a courtesan。 Moliere is as true
  to nature in his old men as in his young ones; and Moliere's judgment
  was assuredly a sound and healthy one。 These witty paradoxes might be
  dangerous for second…rate minds; but they have no real influence on
  the character of great men。〃
  Charles Mignon pressed La Briere's hand。
  〃That adaptability; however; leads a man to excuse himself in his own
  eyes for actions that are diametrically opposed to each other; above
  all; in politics。〃
  〃Ah; mademoiselle;〃 Canalis was at this moment saying; in a caressing
  voice; replying to a roguish remark of Modeste; 〃do not think that a
  multiplicity of emotions can in any way lessen the strength of
  feelings。 Poets; even more than other men; must needs love with
  constancy and faith。 You must not be jealous of what is called the
  Muse。 Happy is the wife of a man whose days are occupied。 If you heard
  the complaints of women who have to endure the burden of an idle
  husband; either a man without duties; or one so rich as to have
  nothing to do; you would know that the highest happiness of a Parisian
  wife is freedom;the right to rule in her own home。 Now we writers
  and men of functions and occupations; we leave the sceptre to our
  wives; we cannot descend to the tyranny of little minds; we have
  something better to do。 If I ever marry;which I assure you is a
  catastrophe very remote at the present moment;I should wish my wife
  to enjoy the same moral freedom that a mistress enjoys; and which is
  perhaps the real source of her attraction。〃
  Canalis talked on; displaying the warmth of his fancy and all his
  graces; for Modeste's benefit; as he spoke of love; marriage; and the
  adoration of women; until Monsieur Mignon; who had rejoined them;
  seized the opportunity of a slight pause to take his daughter's arm
  and lead her up to Ernest de La Briere; whom he had been advising to
  seek an open explanation with her。
  〃Mademoiselle;〃 said Ernest; in a voice that was scarcely his own; 〃it
  is impossible for me to remain any longer under the weight of your
  displeasure。 I do not defend myself; I do not seek to justify my
  conduct; I desire only to make you see that BEFORE reading your most
  flattering letter; addressed to the individual and no longer to the
  poet;the last which you sent to me;I wished; and I told you in my
  note written at Havre that I wished; to correct the error under which
  you were acting。 All the feelings that I have had the happiness to
  express to you are sincere。 A hope dawned on me in Paris when your
  father told me he was comparatively poor;but now that all is lost;
  now that nothing is left for me but endless regrets; why should I stay
  here where all is torture? Let me carry away with me one smile to live
  forever in my heart。〃
  〃Monsieur;〃 answered Modeste; who seemed cold and absent…minded; 〃I am
  not the mistress of this house; but I certainly should deeply regret
  to retain any one where he finds neither pleasure nor happiness。〃
  She left La Briere and took Madame Dumay's arm to re…enter the house。
  A few moments later all the actors in this domestic scene reassembled
  in the salon; and were a good deal surprised to see Modeste sitting
  beside the Duc d'Herouville and coquetting with him like an
  accomplished Parisian woman。 She watched his play; gave him the advice
  he wanted; and found occasion to say flattering things by ranking the
  merits of noble birth with those of genius and beauty。 Canalis thought
  he knew the reason of this change; he had tried to pique Modeste by
  calling marriage a catastrophe; and showing that he was aloof from it;
  but like others who play with fire; he had burned his fingers。
  Modeste's pride and her present disdain frightened him; and he
  endeavored to recover his ground; exhibiting a jealousy which was all
  the more visible because it was artificial。 Modeste; implacable as an
  angel; tasted the sweets of power; and; naturally enough; abused it。
  The Duc d'Herouville had never known such a happy evening; a woman
  smiled on him! At eleven o'clock; an unheard…of hour at the Chalet;
  the three suitors took their leave;the duke thinking Modeste
  charming; Canalis believing her excessively coquettish; and La Briere
  heart…broken by her cruelty。
  For eight days the heiress continued to be to her three lovers very
  much what she had been during that evening; so that the poet appeared
  to carry the day against his rivals; in spite of certain freaks and
  caprices which from time to time gave the Duc d'Herouville a little
  hope。 The disrespect she showed to her father; and the great liberties
  she took with him; her impatience with her blind mother; to whom she
  seemed to grudge the little services which had once been the delight
  of her filial piety;seemed the result of a capricious nature and a
  heedless gaiety indulged from childhood。 When Modeste went too far;
  she turned round and openly took herself to task; ascribing her
  impertinence and levity to a spirit of independence。 She acknowledged
  to the duke and Canalis her distaste for obedience; and professed to
  regard it as an obstacle to her marriage; thus investigating the
  nature of her suitors; after the manner of those who dig into the
  earth in search of metals; coal; tufa; or water。
  〃I shall never;〃 she said; the evening before the day on which the
  family were to move into the villa; 〃find a husband who will put up
  with my caprices as my father does; his kindness never flags。 I am
  sure no one will ever be as indulgent to me as my precious mother。〃
  〃They know that you love them; mademoiselle;〃 said La Briere。
  〃You may be very sure; mademoiselle; that your husband will know the
  full value of his treasure;〃 added the duke。
  〃You have spirit and resolution enough to discipline a husband;〃 cried
  Canalis; laughing。
  Modeste smiled as Henri IV。 must have smiled after drawing out the
  characters of his three principal ministers; for the benefit of a
  foreign ambassador; by means of three answers to an insidious
  question。
  On the day of the dinner; Modeste; led away by the preference she
  bestowed on Canalis; walked alone with him up and down the gravelled
  space which lay between the house and the lawn with its flower…beds。
  From the gestures of the poet; and the air and manner of the young
  heiress; it was easy to see that she was liste