第 35 节
作者:冥王      更新:2021-02-18 23:11      字数:9322
  short of crime and cowardice。 A man may have many virtues even if he
  does deceive a woman; if he deceives her; it is because he finds her
  wanting in some of the treasures that he sought in her。 None but a
  queen; an actress; or a woman placed so far above a man that she seems
  to him a queen; can go to him of herself without incurring blameand
  for a young girl to do it! Why; she is false to all that God has given
  her that is sacred and lovely and noble;no matter with what grace or
  what poetry or what precautions she surrounds her fault。〃
  〃To seek the master and find the servant!〃 she said bitterly; 〃oh! I
  can never recover from it!〃
  〃Nonsense! Monsieur Ernest de La Briere is; to my thinking; fully the
  equal of the Baron de Canalis。 He was private secretary of a cabinet
  minister; and he is now counsel for the Court of Claims; he has a
  heart; and he adores you; buthe DOES NOT WRITE VERSES。 No; I admit;
  he is not a poet; but for all that he may have a heart full of poetry。
  At any rate; my dear girl;〃 added her father; as Modeste made a
  gesture of disgust; 〃you are to see both of them; the sham and the
  true Canalis〃
  〃Oh; papa!〃
  〃Did you not swear just now to obey me in everything; even in the
  AFFAIR of your marriage? Well; I allow you to choose which of the two
  you like best for a husband。 You have begun by a poem; you shall
  finish with a bucolic; and try if you can discover the real character
  of these gentlemen here; in the country; on a few hunting or fishing
  excursions。〃
  Modeste bowed her head and walked home with her father; listening to
  what he said but replying only in monosyllables。
  CHAPTER XVI
  DISENCHANTED
  The poor girl had fallen humiliated from the alp she had scaled in
  search of her eagle's nest; into the mud of the swamp below; where (to
  use the poetic language of an author of our day) 〃after feeling the
  soles of her feet too tender to tread the broken glass of reality;
  Imaginationwhich in that delicate bosom united the whole of
  womanhood; from the violet…hidden reveries of a chaste young girl to
  the passionate desires of the sexhad led her into enchanted gardens
  where; oh; bitter sight! she now saw; springing from the ground; not
  the sublime flower of her fancy; but the hairy; twisted limbs of the
  black mandragora。〃 Modeste suddenly found herself brought down from
  the mystic heights of her love to a straight; flat road bordered with
  ditches;in short the work…day path of common life。 What ardent;
  aspiring soul would not have been bruised and broken by such a fall?
  Whose feet were these at which she had shed her thoughts? The Modeste
  who re…entered the Chalet was no more the Modeste who had left it two
  hours earlier than an actress in the street is like an actress on the
  boards。 She fell into a state of numb depression that was pitiful to
  see。 The sun was darkened; nature veiled itself; even the flowers no
  longer spoke to her。 Like all young girls with a tendency to extremes;
  she drank too deeply of the cup of disillusion。 She fought against
  reality; and would not bend her neck to the yoke of family and
  conventions; it was; she felt; too heavy; too hard; too crushing。 She
  would not listen to the consolations of her father and mother; and
  tasted a sort of savage pleasure in letting her soul suffer to the
  utmost。
  〃Poor Butscha was right;〃 she said one evening。
  The words indicate the distance she travelled in a short space of time
  and in gloomy sadness across the barren plain of reality。 Sadness;
  when caused by the overgrowth of hope; is a disease;sometimes a
  fatal one。 It would be no mean object for physiology to search out in
  what ways and by what means Thought produces the same internal
  disorganization as poison; and how it is that despair affects the
  appetite; destroys the pylorus; and changes all the physical
  conditions of the strongest life。 Such was the case with Modeste。 In
  three short days she became the image of morbid melancholy; she did
  not sing; she could not be made to smile。 Charles Mignon; becoming
  uneasy at the non…arrival of the two friends; thought of going to
  fetch them; when; on the evening of the fifth day; he received news of
  their movements through Latournelle。
  Canalis; excessively delighted at the idea of a rich marriage; was
  determined to neglect nothing that might help him to cut out La
  Briere; without; however; giving La Briere a chance to reproach him
  for having violated the laws of friendship。 The poet felt that nothing
  would lower a lover so much in the eyes of a young girl as to exhibit
  him in a subordinate position; and he therefore proposed to La Briere;
  in the most natural manner; to take a little country…house at
  Ingouville for a month; and live there together on pretence of
  requiring sea…air。 As soon as La Briere; who at first saw nothing
  amiss in the proposal; had consented; Canalis declared that he should
  pay all expenses; and he sent his valet to Havre; telling him to see
  Monsieur Latournelle and get his assistance in choosing the house;
  well aware that the notary would repeat all particulars to the
  Mignons。 Ernest and Canalis had; as may well be supposed; talked over
  all the aspects of the affair; and the rather prolix Ernest had given
  a good many useful hints to his rival。 The valet; understanding his
  master's wishes; fulfilled them to the letter; he trumpeted the
  arrival of the great poet; for whom the doctors advised sea…air to
  restore his health; injured as it was by the double toils of
  literature and politics。 This important personage wanted a house;
  which must have at least such and such a number of rooms; as he would
  bring with him a secretary; cook; two servants; and a coachman; not
  counting himself; Germain Bonnet; the valet。 The carriage; selected
  and hired for a month by Canalis; was a pretty one; and Germain set
  about finding a pair of fine horses which would also answer as saddle…
  horses;for; as he said; monsieur le baron and his secretary took
  horseback exercise。 Under the eyes of little Latournelle; who went
  with him to various houses; Germain made a good deal of talk about the
  secretary; rejecting two or three because there was no suitable room
  for Monsieur de La Briere。
  〃Monsieur le baron;〃 he said to the notary; 〃makes his secretary quite
  his best friend。 Ah! I should be well scolded if Monsieur de La Briere
  was not as well treated as monsieur le baron himself; and after all;
  you know; Monsieur de La Briere is a lawyer in my master's court。〃
  Germain never appeared in public unless punctiliously dressed in
  black; with spotless gloves; well…polished boots; and otherwise as
  well apparelled as a lawyer。 Imagine the effect he produced in Havre;
  and the idea people took of the great poet from this sample of him!
  The valet of a man of wit and intellect ends by getting a little wit
  and intellect himself which has rubbed off from his master。 Germain
  did not overplay his part; he was simple and good…humored; as Canalis
  had instructed him to be。 Poor La Briere was in blissful ignorance of
  the harm Germain was doing to his prospects; and the depreciation his
  consent to the arrangement had brought upon him; it is; however; true
  that some inkling of the state of things rose to Modeste's ears from
  these lower regions。
  Canalis had arranged to bring his secretary in his own carriage; and
  Ernest's unsuspicious nature did not perceive that he was putting
  himself in a false position until too late to remedy it。 The delay in
  the arrival of the pair which had troubled Charles Mignon was caused
  by the painting of the Canalis arms on the panels of the carriage; and
  by certain orders given to a tailor; for the poet neglected none of
  the innumerable details which might; even the smallest of them;
  influence a young girl。
  〃It is all right;〃 said Latournelle to Mignon on the sixth day。 〃The
  baron's valet has hired Madame Amaury's villa at Sanvic; all
  furnished; for seven hundred francs; he has written to his master that
  he may start; and that all will be ready on his arrival。 So the two
  gentlemen will be here Sunday。 I have also had a letter from Butscha;
  here it is; it's not long: 'My dear master;I cannot get back till
  Sunday。 Between now and then I have some very important inquiries to
  make which concern the happiness of a person in whom you take an
  interest。'〃
  The announcement of this arrival did not rouse Modeste from her gloom;
  the sense of her fall and the bewilderment of her mind were still too
  great; and she was not nearly as much of a coquette as her father
  thought her to be。 There is; in truth; a charming and permissible
  coquetry; that of the soul; which may claim to be love's politeness。
  Charles Mignon; when scolding his daughter; failed to distinguish
  between the mere desire of pleasing and the love of the mind;the
  thirst for love; and the thirst for admiration。 Like every true
  colonel of the Empire he saw in this