第 86 节
作者:圈圈      更新:2021-02-18 22:40      字数:9320
  the mortifications of shame and infamy!  Who can reflect without
  horror on such a doom?  Let me then exult in my exchange。  I have
  sold distant and uncertain happiness for present and secure: I
  have preserved a life which otherwise I had lost in torture; and
  I have obtained the power of procuring every bliss which can
  make that life delicious!  The Infernal Spirits obey me as their
  Sovereign:  By their aid shall my days be past in every
  refinement of luxury and voluptuousness。  I will enjoy
  unrestrained the gratification of my senses:  Every passion shall
  be indulged; even to satiety; Then will I bid my Servants invent
  new pleasures; to revive and stimulate my glutted appetites!  I
  go impatient to exercise my newly…gained dominion。 I pant to be
  at liberty。  Nothing should hold me one moment longer in this
  abhorred abode; but the hope of persuading you to follow my
  example。  Ambrosio; I still love you:  Our mutual guilt and
  danger have rendered you dearer to me than ever; and I would fain
  save you from impending destruction。  Summon then your resolution
  to your aid; and renounce for immediate and certain benefits the
  hopes of a salvation; difficult to obtain; and perhaps altogether
  erroneous。  Shake off the prejudice of vulgar souls; Abandon a
  God who has abandoned you; and raise yourself to the level of
  superior Beings!'
  She paused for the Monk's reply:  He shuddered; while He gave it。
  'Matilda!' He said after a long silence in a low and unsteady
  voice; 'What price gave you for liberty?'
  She answered him firm and dauntless。
  'Ambrosio; it was my Soul!'
  'Wretched Woman; what have you done?  Pass but a few years; and
  how dreadful will be your sufferings!'
  'Weak Man; pass but this night; and how dreadful will be your
  own!  Do you remember what you have already endured?  Tomorrow
  you must bear torments doubly exquisite。  Do you remember the
  horrors of a fiery punishment?  In two days you must be led a
  Victim to the Stake!  What then will become of you?  Still dare
  you hope for pardon?  Still are you beguiled with visions of
  salvation?  Think upon your crimes!  Think upon your lust; your
  perjury; inhumanity; and hypocrisy!  Think upon the innocent
  blood which cries to the Throne of God for vengeance; and then
  hope for mercy!  Then dream of heaven; and sigh for worlds of
  light; and realms of peace and pleasure!  Absurd!  Open your
  eyes; Ambrosio; and be prudent。  Hell is your lot; You are doomed
  to eternal perdition; Nought lies beyond your grave but a gulph
  of devouring flames。  And will you then speed towards that Hell?
  Will you clasp that perdition in your arms; ere 'tis needful?
  Will you plunge into those flames while you still have the power
  to shun them?  'Tis a Madman's action。  No; no; Ambrosio:  Let us
  for awhile fly from divine vengeance。  Be advised by me; Purchase
  by one moment's courage the bliss of years; Enjoy the present;
  and forget that a future lags behind。'
  'Matilda; your counsels are dangerous:  I dare not; I will not
  follow them。  I must not give up my claim to salvation。
  Monstrous are my crimes; But God is merciful; and I will not
  despair of pardon。'
  'Is such your resolution?  I have no more to say。  I speed to joy
  and liberty; and abandon you to death and eternal torments。'
  'Yet stay one moment; Matilda!  You command the infernal Daemons:
  You can force open these prison doors; You can release me from
  these chains which weigh me down。  Save me; I conjure you; and
  bear me from these fearful abodes!'
  'You ask the only boon beyond my power to bestow。  I am forbidden
  to assist a Churchman and a Partizan of God:  Renounce those
  titles; and command me。'
  'I will not sell my soul to perdition。'
  'Persist in your obstinacy; till you find yourself at the Stake:
  Then will you repent your error; and sigh for escape when the
  moment is gone by。  I quit you。  Yet ere the hour of death
  arrives should wisdom enlighten you; listen to the means of
  repairing your present fault。  I leave with you this Book。  Read
  the four first lines of the seventh page backwards:  The Spirit
  whom you have already once beheld will immediately appear to
  you。  If you are wise; we shall meet again:  If not; farewell for
  ever!'
  She let the Book fall upon the ground。  A cloud of blue fire
  wrapped itself round her:  She waved her hand to Ambrosio; and
  disappeared。  The momentary glare which the flames poured through
  the dungeon; on dissipating suddenly; seemed to have increased
  its natural gloom。  The solitary Lamp scarcely gave light
  sufficient to guide the Monk to a Chair。  He threw himself into
  his seat; folded his arms; and leaning his head upon the table;
  sank into reflections perplexing and unconnected。
  He was still in this attitude when the opening of the prison door
  rouzed him from his stupor。  He was summoned to appear before the
  Grand Inquisitor。  He rose; and followed his Gaoler with painful
  steps。  He was led into the same Hall; placed before the same
  Examiners; and was again interrogated whether Hewould confess。
  He replied as before; that having no crimes; He could acknowledge
  none:  But when the Executioners prepared to put him to the
  question; when He saw the engines of torture; and remembered the
  pangs which they had already inflicted; his resolution failed him
  entirely。  Forgetting the consequences; and only anxious to
  escape the terrors of the present moment; He made an ample
  confession。  He disclosed every circumstance of his guilt; and
  owned not merely the crimes with which He was charged; but those
  of which He had never been suspected。  Being interrogated as to
  Matilda's flight which had created much confusion; He confessed
  that She had sold herself to Satan; and that She was indebted to
  Sorcery for her escape。  He still assured his Judges that for
  his own part He had never entered into any compact with the
  infernal Spirits; But the threat of being tortured made him
  declare himself to be a Sorcerer; and Heretic; and whatever other
  title the Inquisitors chose to fix upon him。  In consequence of
  this avowal; his sentence was immediately pronounced。  He was
  ordered to prepare himself to perish in the Auto da Fe; which was
  to be solemnized at twelve o'clock that night。  This hour was
  chosen from the idea that the horror of the flames being
  heightened by the gloom of midnight; the execution would have a
  greater effect upon the mind of the People。
  Ambrosio rather dead than alive was left alone in his dungeon。
  The moment in which this terrible decree was pronounced had
  nearly proved that of his dissolution。 He looked forward to the
  morrow with despair; and his terrors increased with the approach
  of midnight。  Sometimes He was buried in gloomy silence:  At
  others He raved with delirious passion; wrung his hands; and
  cursed the hour when He first beheld the light。  In one of these
  moments his eye rested upon Matilda's mysterious gift。  His
  transports of rage were instantly suspended。  He looked earnestly
  at the Book; He took it up; but immediately threw it from him
  with horror。  He walked rapidly up and down his dungeon:  Then
  stopped; and again fixed his eyes on the spot where the Book had
  fallen。  He reflected that here at least was a resource from the
  fate which He dreaded。  He stooped; and took it up a second time。
  He remained for some time trembling and irresolute:  He longed to
  try the charm; yet feared its consequences。  The recollection of
  his sentence at length fixed his indecision。  He opened the
  Volume; but his agitation was so great that He at first sought
  in vain for the page mentioned by Matilda。  Ashamed of himself;
  He called all his courage to his aid。  He turned to the seventh
  leaf。  He began to read it aloud; But his eyes frequently
  wandered from the Book; while He anxiously cast them round in
  search of the Spirit; whom He wished; yet dreaded to behold。
  Still He persisted in his design; and with a voice unassured and
  frequent interruptions; He contrived to finish the four first
  lines of the page。
  They were in a language; whose import was totally unknown to him。
  Scarce had He pronounced the last word when the effects of the
  charm were evident。  A loud burst of Thunder was heard; The
  prison shook to its very foundations; A blaze of lightning
  flashed through the Cell; and in the next moment; borne upon
  sulphurous whirl…winds; Lucifer stood before him a second time。
  But He came not as when at Matilda's summons He borrowed the
  Seraph's form to deceive Ambrosio。  He appeared in all that
  ugliness which since his fall from heaven had been his portion:
  His blasted limbs still bore marks of the Almighty's thunder:  A
  swarthy darkness spread itself over his gigantic form:  His hands
  and feet were armed with long Talons:  Fury glared in his eyes;
  which might have struck the bravest heart with terror: Over his
  huge shoulders waved two enormous sable wings; and his hair was
  supplied by living snakes; which twined themselves round his
  brows with frightful hissings。  In one hand He held a roll of
  parchment; and in the other an iron pen。  Still the lightning
  flashed around him; and the Thunder with repeated bursts; seemed
  to announce the dissolution of Nature。