第 40 节
作者:圈圈      更新:2021-02-18 22:40      字数:9322
  the alarm:  She blamed my conduct; and has absolutely forbidden
  me to let you know our abode。  My strong sense of gratitude for
  your kind offers of service; and 。 。 。  Shall I confess it? my
  desire to behold once more the too amiable Don Christoval; will
  not permit my obeying her injunctions。  I have therefore stolen a
  moment to inform you; that we lodge in the Strada di San Iago;
  four doors from the Palace d'Albornos; and nearly opposite to the
  Barber's Miguel Coello。  Enquire for Donna Elvira Dalfa; since in
  compliance with her Father…in…law's order; my Sister continues to
  be called by her maiden name。  At eight this evening you will be
  sure of finding us:  But let not a word drop which may raise a
  suspicion of my having written this letter。  Should you see the
  Conde d'Ossorio; tell him 。 。 。  I blush while I declare it 。 。 。
  Tell him that his presence will be but too acceptable to the
  sympathetic                                         Leonella。
  The latter sentences were written in red ink; to express the
  blushes of her cheek; while She committed an outrage upon her
  virgin modesty。
  Lorenzo had no sooner perused this note than He set out in
  search of Don Christoval。  Not being able to find him in the
  course of the day; He proceeded to Donna Elvira's alone; to
  Leonella's infinite disappointment。  The Domestic by whom He
  sent up his name; having already declared his Lady to be at home;
  She had no excuse for refusing his visit:  Yet She consented to
  receive it with much reluctance。  That reluctance was increased
  by the changes which his approach produced in Antonia's
  countenance; nor was it by any means abated when the Youth
  himself appeared。  The symmetry of his person; animation of his
  features; and natural elegance of his manners and address;
  convinced Elvira that such a Guest must be dangerous for her
  Daughter。  She resolved to treat him with distant politeness; to
  decline his services with gratitude for the tender of them; and
  to make him feel; without offence; that his future visits would
  be far from acceptable。
  On his entrance He found Elvira; who was indisposed; reclining
  upon a Sopha:  Antonia sat by her embroidery frame; and Leonella;
  in a pastoral dress; held 'Montemayor's Diana。'  In spite of
  her being the Mother of Antonia; Lorenzo could not help expecting
  to find in Elvira Leonella's true Sister; and the Daughter of 'as
  honest a painstaking Shoe…maker; as any in Cordova。'  A single
  glance was sufficient to undeceive him。  He beheld a Woman whose
  features; though impaired by time and sorrow; still bore the
  marks of distinguished beauty:  A serious dignity reigned upon
  her countenance; but was tempered by a grace and sweetness which
  rendered her truly enchanting。  Lorenzo fancied that She must
  have resembled her Daughter in her youth; and readily excused the
  imprudence of the late Conde de las Cisternas。  She desired him
  to be seated; and immediately resumed her place upon the Sopha。
  Antonia received him with a simple reverence; and continued her
  work:  Her cheeks were suffused with crimson; and She strove to
  conceal her emotion by leaning over her embroidery frame。  Her
  Aunt also chose to play off her airs of modesty; She affected to
  blush and tremble; and waited with her eyes cast down to receive;
  as She expected; the compliments of Don Christoval。  Finding
  after some time that no sign of his approach was given; She
  ventured to look round the room; and perceived with vexation that
  Medina was unaccompanied。  Impatience would not permit her
  waiting for an explanation: Interrupting Lorenzo; who was
  delivering Raymond's message; She desired to know what was become
  of his Friend。
  He; who thought it necessary to maintain himself in her good
  graces; strove to console her under her disappointment by
  committing a little violence upon truth。
  'Ah! Segnora;' He replied in a melancholy voice 'How grieved will
  He be at losing this opportunity of paying you his respects!  A
  Relation's illness has obliged him to quit Madrid in haste:  But
  on his return; He will doubtless seize the first moment with
  transport to throw himself at your feet!'
  As He said this; his eyes met those of Elvira:  She punished his
  falsehood sufficiently by darting at him a look expressive of
  displeasure and reproach。  Neither did the deceit answer his
  intention。  Vexed and disappointed Leonella rose from her seat;
  and retired in dudgeon to her own apartment。
  Lorenzo hastened to repair the fault; which had injured him in
  Elvira's opinion。  He related his conversation with the Marquis
  respecting her:  He assured her that Raymond was prepared to
  acknowledge her for his Brother's Widow; and that till it was in
  his power to pay his compliments to her in person; Lorenzo was
  commissioned to supply his place。  This intelligence relieved
  Elvira from an heavy weight of uneasiness:  She had now found a
  Protector for the fatherless Antonia; for whose future fortunes
  She had suffered the greatest apprehensions。  She was not sparing
  of her thanks to him who had interfered so generously in her
  behalf; But still She gave him no invitation to repeat his visit。
  However; when upon rising to depart He requested permission to
  enquire after her health occasionally; the polite earnestness of
  his manner; gratitude for his services; and respect for his
  Friend the Marquis; would not admit of a refusal。  She consented
  reluctantly to receive him:  He promised not to abuse her
  goodness; and quitted the House。
  Antonia was now left alone with her Mother:  A temporary silence
  ensued。  Both wished to speak upon the same subject; but Neither
  knew how to introduce it。  The one felt a bashfulness which
  sealed up her lips; and for which She could not account:  The
  other feared to find her apprehensions true; or to inspire her
  Daughter with notions to which She might be still a Stranger。  At
  length Elvira began the conversation。
  'That is a charming young Man; Antonia; I am much pleased with
  him。  Was He long near you yesterday in the Cathedral?'
  'He quitted me not for a moment while I staid in the Church:  He
  gave me his seat; and was very obliging and attentive。'
  'Indeed?  Why then have you never mentioned his name to me?  Your
  Aunt lanched out in praise of his Friend; and you vaunted
  Ambrosio's eloquence:  But Neither said a word of Don Lorenzo's
  person and accomplishments。  Had not Leonella spoken of his
  readiness to undertake our cause; I should not have known him to
  be in existence。'
  She paused。  Antonia coloured; but was silent。
  'Perhaps you judge him less favourably than I do。  In my opinion
  his figure is pleasing; his conversation sensible; and manners
  engaging。  Still He may have struck you differently:  You may
  think him disagreeable; and 。 。 。'。
  'Disagreeable? Oh! dear Mother; how should I possibly think him
  so?  I should be very ungrateful were I not sensible of his
  kindness yesterday; and very blind if his merits had escaped me。
  His figure is so graceful; so noble!  His manners so gentle; yet
  so manly!  I never yet saw so many accomplishments united in one
  person; and I doubt whether Madrid can produce his equal。'
  'Why then were you so silent in praise of this Phoenix of Madrid?
  Why was it concealed from me that his society had afforded you
  pleasure?'
  'In truth; I know not:  You ask me a question which I cannot
  resolve myself。  I was on the point of mentioning him a thousand
  times:  His name was constantly upon my lips; but when I would
  have pronounced it; I wanted courage to execute my design。
  However; if I did not speak of him; it was not that I thought of
  him the less。'
  'That I believe; But shall I tell you why you wanted courage?  It
  was because; accustomed to confide to me your most secret
  thoughts; you knew not how to conceal; yet feared to acknowledge;
  that your heart nourished a sentiment which you were conscious I
  should disapprove。  Come hither to me; my Child。'
  Antonia quitted her embroidery frame; threw herself upon her
  knees by the Sopha; and hid her face in her Mother's lap。
  'Fear not; my sweet Girl!  Consider me equally as your Friend and
  Parent; and apprehend no reproof from me。  I have read the
  emotions of your bosom; you are yet ill…skilled in concealing
  them; and they could not escape my attentive eye。  This Lorenzo
  is dangerous to your repose; He has already made an impression
  upon your heart。  'Tis true that I perceive easily that your
  affection is returned; But what can be the consequences of this
  attachment?  You are poor and friendless; my Antonia; Lorenzo is
  the Heir of the Duke of Medina Celi。  Even should Himself mean
  honourably; his Uncle never will consent to your union; Nor
  without that Uncle's consent; will I。  By sad experience I know
  what sorrows She must endure; who marries into a family unwilling
  to receive her。  Then struggle with your affection:  Whatever
  pains it may cost you; strive to conquer it。  Your heart is
  tender and susceptible:  It has already received a strong
  impression; But when once convinced that you should not encourage
  such sentiments; I trust; that you have sufficient fortitude to
  drive them from your bosom。'
  Antonia kissed her hand; and pro