第 18 节
作者:圈圈      更新:2021-02-18 22:39      字数:9322
  circumstances have prevented us from being much together。  While
  yet a Child She was consigned to the care of her Aunt; who had
  married a German Nobleman。  At his Castle She remained till two
  years since; when She returned to Spain; determined upon
  secluding herself from the world。'
  'Good God!  Lorenzo; you knew of her intention; and yet strove
  not to make her change it?'
  'Marquis; you wrong me。  The intelligence; which I received at
  Naples; shocked me extremely; and I hastened my return to Madrid
  for the express purpose of preventing the sacrifice。  The moment
  that I arrived; I flew to the Convent of St。 Clare; in which
  Agnes had chosen to perform her Noviciate。  I requested to see my
  Sister。  Conceive my surprise when She sent me a refusal; She
  declared positively; that apprehending my influence over her
  mind; She would not trust herself in my society till the day
  before that on which She was to receive the Veil。  I supplicated
  the Nuns; I insisted upon seeing Agnes; and hesitated not to avow
  my suspicions that her being kept from me was against her own
  inclinations。 To free herself from the imputation of violence;
  the Prioress brought me a few lines written in my Sister's
  well…known hand; repeating the message already delivered。  All
  future attempts to obtain a moment's conversation with her were
  as fruitless as the first。  She was inflexible; and I was not
  permitted to see her till the day preceding that on which She
  entered the Cloister never to quit it more。  This interview took
  place in the presence of our principal Relations。  It was for the
  first time since her childhood that I saw her; and the scene was
  most affecting。  She threw herself upon my bosom; kissed me; and
  wept bitterly。  By every possible argument; by tears; by prayers;
  by kneeling; I strove to make her abandon her intention。  I
  represented to her all the hardships of a religious life; I
  painted to her imagination all the pleasures which She was going
  to quit; and besought her to disclose to me; what occasioned her
  disgust to the world。  At this last question She turned pale; and
  her tears flowed yet faster。  She entreated me not to press her
  on that subject; That it sufficed me to know that her resolution
  was taken; and that a Convent was the only place where She could
  now hope for tranquillity。  She persevered in her design; and
  made her profession。  I visited her frequently at the Grate; and
  every moment that I passed with her; made me feel more affliction
  at her loss。  I was shortly after obliged to quit Madrid; I
  returned but yesterday evening; and since then have not had time
  to call at St。 Clare's Convent。'
  'Then till I mentioned it; you never heard the name of Alphonso
  d'Alvarada?'
  'Pardon me: my Aunt wrote me word that an Adventurer so called
  had found means to get introduced into the Castle of Lindenberg;
  That He had insinuated himself into my Sister's good graces; and
  that She had even consented to elope with him。  However; before
  the plan could be executed; the Cavalier discovered that the
  estates which He believed Agnes to possess in Hispaniola; in
  reality belonged to me。  This intelligence made him change his
  intention; He disappeared on the day that the elopement was to
  have taken place; and Agnes; in despair at his perfidy and
  meanness; had resolved upon seclusion in a Convent。  She added;
  that as this adventurer had given himself out to be a Friend of
  mine; She wished to know whether I had any knowledge of him。  I
  replied in the negative。  I had then very little idea; that
  Alphonso d'Alvarada and the Marquis de las Cisternas were one and
  the same person:  The description given me of the first by no
  means tallied with what I knew of the latter。'
  'In this I easily recognize Donna Rodolpha's perfidious
  character。  Every word of this account is stamped with marks of
  her malice; of her falsehood; of her talents for misrepresenting
  those whom She wishes to injure。  Forgive me; Medina; for
  speaking so freely of your Relation。  The mischief which She has
  done me authorises my resentment; and when you have heard my
  story; you will be convinced that my expressions have not been
  too severe。'
  He then began his narrative in the following manner。
  HISTORY OF DON RAYMOND; MARQUIS DE LAS CISTERNAS
  Long experience; my dear Lorenzo; has convinced me how generous
  is your nature:  I waited not for your declaration of ignorance
  respecting your Sister's adventures to suppose that they had
  been purposely concealed from you。  Had they reached your
  knowledge; from what misfortunes should both Agnes and myself
  have escaped!  Fate had ordained it otherwise!  You were on your
  Travels when I first became acquainted with your Sister; and as
  our Enemies took care to conceal from her your direction; it was
  impossible for her to implore by letter your protection and
  advice。
  On leaving Salamanca; at which University as I have since heard;
  you remained a year after I quitted it; I immediately set out
  upon my Travels。  My Father supplied me liberally with money; But
  He insisted upon my concealing my rank; and presenting myself as
  no more than a private Gentleman。  This command was issued by the
  counsels of his Friend; the Duke of Villa Hermosa; a Nobleman for
  whose abilities and knowledge of the world I have ever
  entertained the most profound veneration。
  'Believe me;' said He; 'my dear Raymond; you will hereafter feel
  the benefits of this temporary degradation。  'Tis true; that as
  the Conde de las Cisternas you would have been received with open
  arms; and your youthful vanity might have felt gratified by the
  attentions showered upon you from all sides。  At present; much
  will depend upon yourself:  You have excellent recommendations;
  but it must be your own business to make them of use to you。  You
  must lay yourself out to please; You must labour to gain the
  approbation of those; to whom you are presented:  They who would
  have courted the friendship of the Conde de las Cisternas will
  have no interest in finding out the merits; or bearing patiently
  with the faults; of Alphonso d'Alvarada。  Consequently; when you
  find yourself really liked; you may safely ascribe it to your
  good qualities; not your rank; and the distinction shown you will
  be infinitely more flattering。  Besides; your exalted birth would
  not permit your mixing with the lower classes of society; which
  will now be in your power; and from which; in my opinion; you
  will derive considerable benefit。  Do not confine yourself to the
  Illustrious of those Countries through which you pass。  Examine
  the manners and customs of the multitude: Enter into the
  Cottages; and by observing how the Vassals of Foreigners are
  treated; learn to diminish the burthens and augment the comforts
  of your own。  According to my ideas; of those advantages which a
  Youth destined to the possession of power and wealth may reap
  from travel; He should not consider as the least essential; the
  opportunity of mixing with the classes below him; and becoming an
  eyewitness of the sufferings of the People。'
  Forgive me; Lorenzo; if I seem tedious in my narration。 The close
  connexion which now exists between us; makes me anxious that you
  should know every particular respecting me; and in my fear of
  omitting the least circumstance which may induce you to think
  favourably of your Sister and myself; I may possibly relate many
  which you may think uninteresting。
  I followed the Duke's advice; I was soon convinced of its wisdom。
  I quitted Spain; calling myself by the assumed title of Don
  Alphonso d'Alvarada; and attended by a single Domestic of
  approved fidelity。  Paris was my first station。  For some time I
  was enchanted with it; as indeed must be every Man who is young;
  rich; and fond of pleasure。  Yet among all its gaieties; I felt
  that something was wanting to my heart。  I grew sick of
  dissipation: I discovered; that the People among whom I lived;
  and whose exterior was so polished and seducing; were at bottom
  frivolous; unfeeling and insincere。  I turned from the
  Inhabitants of Paris with disgust; and quitted that Theatre of
  Luxury without heaving one sigh of regret。
  I now bent my course towards Germany; intending to visit most of
  the principal courts:  Prior to this expedition; I meant to make
  some little stay at Strasbourg。  On quitting my Chaise at
  Luneville to take some refreshment; I observed a splendid
  Equipage; attended by four Domestics in rich liveries; waiting at
  the door of the Silver Lion。  Soon after as I looked out of the
  window; I saw a Lady of noble presence; followed by two female
  Attendants; step into the Carriage; which drove off immediately。
  I enquired of the Host; who the Lady was; that had just departed。
  'A German Baroness; Monsieur; of great rank and fortune。  She has
  been upon a visit to the Duchess of Longueville; as her Servants
  informed me; She is going to Strasbourg; where She will find her
  Husband; and then both return to their Castle in Germany。'
  I resumed my journey; intending to reach Strasbourg that night。
  My hopes; however were frustrated by the breaking down of my
  Chaise。  The accident happened in the middle of a thick Forest;
  and I was not a little embar