第 2 节
作者:打倒一切      更新:2021-02-18 22:30      字数:9321
  After he had been in London a month he wrote less and was more
  frequently abroad; sallying forth in beautiful raiment; and
  coming home by daylight。
  And he gave suppers too; but they were less noisy than the
  Captain's had been; and the women who came to them were much more
  beautiful; and their voices when they spoke were sweet and low。
  Sometimes one of the women sang; and the men sat in silence while
  the people in the street below stopped to listen; and would say;
  〃Why; that is So…and…So singing;〃 and the Lion and the Unicorn
  wondered how they could know who it was when they could not see
  her。
  The lodger's visitors came to see him at all hours。  They
  seemed to regard his rooms as a club; where they could always
  come for a bite to eat or to write notes; and others treated it
  like a lawyer's office and asked advice on all manner of strange
  subjects。  Sometimes the visitor wanted to know whether the
  American thought she ought to take L?0 a week and go on tour; or
  stay in town and try to live on L?; or whether she should paint
  landscapes that would not sell; or racehorses that would; or
  whether Reggie really loved her and whether she really loved
  Reggie; or whether the new part in the piece at the Court was
  better than the old part at Terry's; and wasn't she getting too
  old to play 〃ingenues〃 anyway。
  The lodger seemed to be a general adviser; and smoked and
  listened with grave consideration; and the Unicorn thought his
  judgment was most sympathetic and sensible。
  Of all the beautiful ladies who came to call on the lodger the
  one the Unicorn liked the best was the one who wanted to know
  whether she loved Reggie and whether Reggie loved her。  She
  discussed this so interestingly while she consumed tea and
  thin slices of bread that the Unicorn almost lost his balance in
  leaning forward to listen。  Her name was Marion Cavendish and it
  was written over many photographs which stood in silver frames in
  the lodger's rooms。  She used to make the tea herself; while the
  lodger sat and smoked; and she had a fascinating way of doubling
  the thin slices of bread into long strips and nibbling at them
  like a mouse at a piece of cheese。  She had wonderful little
  teeth and Cupid's…bow lips; and she had a fashion of lifting her
  veil only high enough for one to see the two Cupid…bow lips。
  When she did that the American used to laugh; at nothing
  apparently; and say; 〃Oh; I guess Reggie loves you well enough。〃
  〃But do I love Reggie?〃 she would ask sadly; with her tea…cup
  held poised in air。
  〃 I am sure I hope not;〃 the lodger would reply; and she
  would put down the veil quickly; as one would drop a curtain over
  a beautiful picture; and rise with great dignity and say; 〃if you
  talk like that I shall not come again。〃
  She was sure that if she could only get some work to do her
  head would be filledwith more important matters than whether
  Reggie loved her or not。
  〃But the managers seem inclined to cut their cavendish very fine
  just at present;〃 she said。  〃If I don't get a part soon;〃 she
  announced; 〃I shall ask Mitchell to put me down on the list for
  recitations at evening parties。〃
  〃That seems a desperate revenge;〃 said the American; 〃and
  besides; I don't want you to get a part; because some one might
  be idiotic enough to take my comedy; and if he should; you must
  play Nancy。〃
  〃I would not ask for any salary if I could play Nancy;〃 Miss
  Cavendish answered。
  They spoke of a great many things; but their talk always ended by
  her saying that there must be some one with sufficient sense to
  see that his play was a great play; and by his saying that none
  but she must play Nancy。
  The Lion preferred the tall girl with masses and folds of brown
  hair; who came from America to paint miniatures of the British
  aristocracy。  Her name was Helen Cabot; and he liked her because
  she was so brave and fearless; and so determined to be
  independent of every one; even of the lodgerespecially of
  the lodger; who it appeared had known her very well at home。  The
  lodger; they gathered; did not wish her to be independent of him
  and the two Americans had many arguments and disputes about it;
  but she always said; 〃It does no good; Philip; it only hurts us
  both when you talk so。  I care for nothing; and for no one but my
  art; and; poor as it is; it means everything to me; and you do
  not; and; of course; the man I am to marry; must。〃  Then Carroll
  would talk; walking up and down; and looking very fierce and
  determined; and telling her how he loved her in such a way that
  it made her look even more proud and beautiful。  And she would
  say more gently; 〃It is very fine to think that any one can care
  for like that; and very helpful。  But unless I cared in the same
  way it would be wicked of me to marry you; and besides〃  She
  would add very quickly to prevent his speaking again〃  I don't
  want to marry you or anybody; and I never shall。  I want to be
  free and to succeed in my work; just as you want to succeed in
  your work。  So please never speak of this again。〃  When she
  went away the lodger used to sit smoking in the big arm…chair and
  beat the arms with his hands; and he would pace up and down the
  room while his work would lie untouched and his engagements pass
  forgotten。
  Summer came and London was deserted; dull; and dusty; but the
  lodger stayed on in Jermyn Street。  Helen Cabot had departed on a
  round of visits to country houses in Scotland; where; as she
  wrote him; she was painting miniatures of her hosts and studying
  the game of golf。  Miss Cavendish divided her days between the
  river and one of the West End theatres。  She was playing a small
  part in a farce…comedy。
  One day she came up from Cookham earlier than usual; looking very
  beautiful in a white boating frock and a straw hat with a Leander
  ribbon。  Her hands and arms were hard with dragging a punting
  pole and she was sunburnt and happy; and hungry for tea。
  〃Why don't you come down to Cookham and get out of this heat?〃
  Miss Cavendish asked。  〃You need it; you look ill。〃
  〃I'd like to; but I can't;〃 said Carroll。  〃The fact is; I paid
  in advance for these rooms; and if I lived anywhere else I'd be
  losing five guineas a week on them。〃
  Miss Cavendish regarded him severely。  She had never quite
  mastered his American humor。
  〃But five guineaswhy that's nothing to you;〃 she said。
  Something in the lodger's face made her pause。  〃You don't
  mean〃
  〃Yes; I do;〃 said the lodger; smiling。  〃You see; I started in to
  lay siege to London without sufficient ammunition。  London is a
  large town; and it didn't fall as quickly as I thought it would。
  So I am economizing。  Mr。 Lockhart's Coffee Rooms and I are no
  longer strangers。〃
  Miss Cavendish put down her cup of tea untasted and leaned toward
  him
  〃Are you in earnest?〃 she asked。  〃For how long?〃
  〃Oh; for the last month;〃 replied the lodger; 〃they are not at
  all badclean and wholesome and all that。〃
  〃But the suppers you gave us; and this;〃 she cried; suddenly;
  waving her hands over the pretty tea…things; 〃and the cake
  and muffins?〃
  〃My friends; at least;〃 said Carroll; 〃need not go to
  Lockhart's。〃
  〃And the Savoy?〃 asked Miss Cavendish; mournfully shaking her
  head。
  〃A dream of the past;〃 said Carroll; waving his pipe through the
  smoke。  〃Gatti's?  Yes; on special occasions; but for necessity;
  the Chancellor's; where one gets a piece of the prime roast beef
  of Old England; from Chicago; and potatoes for ninepencea pot
  of bitter twopence…halfpenny; and a penny for the waiter。  It's
  most amusing on the whole。  I am learning a little about London;
  and some things about myself。  They are both most interesting
  subjects。〃
  〃Well; I don't like it;〃 Miss Cavendish declared helplessly。
  〃When I think of those suppers and the flowers; I feelI feel
  like a robber。〃
  〃Don't;〃 begged Carroll。  〃I am really the most happy of men
  that is; as the chap says in the play; I would be if I wasn't so
  damned miserable。  But I owe no man a penny and I have assetsI
  have L?0 to last me through the winter and two marvellous
  plays; and I love; next to yourself; the most wonderful woman God
  ever made。  That's enough。〃
  〃But I thought you made such a lot of money by writing?〃 asked
  Miss Cavendish。
  〃I dothat is; I could;〃 answered Carroll; 〃if I wrote the
  things that sell; but I keep on writing plays that won't。〃
  〃And such plays!〃 exclaimed Marion; warmly; 〃and to think that
  they are going begging。〃  She continued indignantly; 〃I can't
  imagine what the managers do want。〃
  〃I know what they don't want;〃 said the American。  Miss Cavendish
  drummed impatiently on the tea…tray。
  〃I wish you wouldn't be so abject about it;〃 she said。  〃If I
  were a man I'd make them take those plays。〃
  〃How?〃 asked the American; 〃with a gun?〃
  〃Well; I'd keep at it until they read them;〃 declared Marion。
  〃I'd sit on their front steps all night and I'd follow them in
  cabs; and I'd lie in wait for them at the stage…door。  I'd just
  make them take them。〃
  Carroll sighed and stared at the ceiling。  〃I guess I'll give up
  and go home;〃 he said。
  〃Oh; yes; do; run away before you are beaten;〃 said Miss
  Cavendish; scornfully。  〃Why; you can't go