第 16 节
作者:漂亮格子      更新:2021-02-18 21:59      字数:9322
  shimmering        mantle    to  her   knee。    Her     beauty    …  nay;   men    had   slain
  themselves   gladly   to   escape   the   torment   of   her   look。   She   stood   in   the
  curtained doorway; a heavy purple hanging at her back; and the man who
  awaited her paled as he saw her vengeful face。
  It was Hilarius。      He drew himself up to the full of his slender height;
  and bowed。
  Panting a little; the woman came towards him across the many…hued
  marble floors; and; as she passed; a vase of great white lilies caught in her
  draperies   of   cramoisie   and   fell。    She   gave   no   heed;   but   swept   on;   and
  faced him in the sunny silence。            Across the pause the Angelus sounded
  from     a  church    hard   by:    Hilarius    crossed    himself     devoutly;    and   the
  stillness fled before a woman's scornful laugh。
  〃Nay; then; Signor;〃 she cried mockingly; 〃is ours to be a war of signs
  and   silence?     I   have   heard   thy   lips   were   ready   enough   with   judgment;
  though they halt at a love…phrase。           By Our Lady; if all that is said of thee
  be true; I will e'en have thee whipped at the gibbet for thy gibes!                 Speak;
  fool; while thy tongue is left thee; 'tis a last asking。            Wilt thou paint this
  face   of   mine   that   is;   it   seems;   so   little   to   thy   liking? Strain   not   my
  patience     over   much    …  'tis  a  slender   cord   at  best;  and   somewhat      tried
  already。     Speak; is it yea or nay?〃
  Hilarius     looked    away     to  where     Mary's    flowers    lay   bruised    and
  scattered on the flag of blood…red marble; his answer came low and clear:…
  〃'It is nay。'〃
  She thrust her head forward; and looked at him wondering; there was a
  stain where her teeth had been busy。
  〃'It is nay;'〃 she repeated after him; and her eyes mocked him。 〃May a
  poor Princess ask the Signor's reason?〃
  Hilarius pointed past her to the fallen lilies。
  〃It lies there。〃
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  For an instant the hot colour splashed the angry whiteness of her cheek;
  then; pale to the lips; she turned on him; and she stammered in her wrath:…
  〃And   dost   thou   …   dost   thou   dare;   say   this   to   my   face   …   to   me;   who
  stooped   to   ask   when   I   had   but   to   command?     I;   with   my   unmatched
  beauty; I; who hold the hearts of men in thrall to the lifting of my eyes; I;
  to whom men kneel as to their God!              Art thou mad; mad; that thou canst
  set aside such a behest as mine?           'Tis small wonder men say thy doublet
  hides a monkish dress; of a truth the tale they brought savoured of little
  else。    Hear me; thou prating; milk…faced Modesty; I choose that thou shalt
  limn this face of mine:        say me nay; and I will teach thee a lesson hard of
  forgetting; for I will silence thy preaching for aye; and lend my serving…
  men   to   whip   thee   through   the  streets。  Men;   said   I?   Nay;   thou   art   too
  much a cur to make fit sport for men:              rather my maids shall wield the
  rod and lace thy shoulders。〃
  She   flung   herself   on   a   low   couch   by   the   open   window;   where   the
  peacocks on the terrace strutted in the sun; and Hilarius waited; dumb as
  the dog to which she had likened him; for he had no word。
  There was silence a while。
  Then the Princess spoke; and her voice cut Hilarius like the sting of a
  lash:…
  〃Bring me yon flowers。〃
  He obeyed。
  〃Set them at my feet。〃
  He bent his knee and did so; wondering。
  A moment; and she trod them under; their dying fragrance filled the air;
  as their living breath had flooded the senses of the blind… eyed lad at the
  Monastery gate。
  One by one she set her heel upon the blossoms; and the marble was
  yellow with stolen gold。
  Hilarius held his breath; it was as if she did to death some living thing;
  and yet he dared not bid her stay her insolent feet。
  It was done; and she looked at him under questioning brows。
  〃So much for thy lilies!        Dost still think that it will soil thy brush to
  limn such an one as I?        I; whom men call the Queen of Love … but thy lips;
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  say they; burnt with another name!             Bethink thee; faint heart; there is not
  a man in all this city but would count death a small price to pay for my
  favours; and I ask of thee one little service; and thou shalt name thine own
  reward。      Surely 'tis churlish to gainsay!〃
  Her voice was suddenly sweet。
  Stooping;      she   gathered     to  her   the   destruction     she   had    wrought;
  fingering the fallen petals tenderly; with a little sigh。              She glanced up at
  Hilarius   through   her   lashes'   net。     〃Maybe   I   was   over   hasty;〃   she   said
  softly; and a sob swelled the round of her wonderful throat … 〃and yet how
  couldst thou call me wanton?〃            Her mouth drooped a little … she was very
  fair。
  〃Art thou still minded to set these poor pale flowers against the roses
  in love's garden?       For I love thee;〃 she added; and then suddenly she was
  still。
  Hilarius   looked   from   the   dead   flowers   to   the   woman   in   her   over…
  mastering beauty; and all at once the passion that lies hid in the heart of
  every   man   leapt   to   his   lips。  He   desired   this   woman   as   he   had   never
  before desired aught in all the world; and he knew; to his shame; that she
  was   his   for   the   asking。   The   blood   thudded   and   rang   in   his   veins;   he
  feasted his eyes on the curve of her neck and the radiance of her sun…swept
  hair。    He   stretched   out   his   hands;   but   ere   he   could   speak   she   raised   a
  white; terrified face; and glanced over her shoulder。
  〃Who      touched     me?〃    she   gasped;    her  voice    shrill  with   fear;  〃who
  touched me?〃        And she sprang to her feet。
  There   was   no   one:    the   two   shared   a   common   pallor   as   they   stared
  into   each   other's   eyes   across   the dying lilies。    Hilarius shrank back   and
  covered his face with his hands。             Clear and distinct he heard the Prior's
  voice:     〃A light woman … a light woman。〃
  Then the Princess said hoarsely; 〃Go; go;〃 and without word or look
  Hilarius went。
  The Prior rose from his knees comforted。               He had wrestled with the
  devil for his son's soul; and knew that he had prevailed。
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  CHAPTER III … OPEN EYES AT THE GATE
  ANOTHER   year   wrote   its   record   on   forest   and   field。     The   weeks
  passed;   summer   sped   to   autumn;   the   ripe   corn   bowed   to   the   sickle。 The
  Convent's lands were rich and heavy; virgin soil reclaimed; and the Prior;
  watching the last great wain piled high with wealth of golden treasure; saw
  the porter coming to him。
  Now the porter was stout; short of breath; and of a hasty spirit; and the
  Prior knew something was amiss by reason of his hurried gait and wrathful
  countenance。
  〃Domine;〃 he gasped;   〃Domine; there is   a ragged man   at the gate;   a
  vagabond by his own showing; and he craves speech of thee。                   I bade him
  go to the guest…house; but he will not budge; and hath waited already an
  hour despite my … 〃
  The porter stayed; staring; he spoke to the wind; the Prior was already
  halfway to the gate。
  〃This my son was dead and is alive again;〃 sang his heart。              The porter;
  afraid; hasted after him with the keys; and had scarce time to do his office
  ere   the   sunburnt   vagabond   was   clasped   in   the   Prior's   arms。   It   was   a
  harvesting indeed。
  That night Hilarius went across to the Prior's house to tell the tale of
  his journeyings。      He found him  seated in a great   oak chair by the open
  window; the sky was ablaze with stars; and the flame of the oil lamp jarred
  like a splash of yellow paint on the moonlight which flooded the room; the
  Prior's eyes smiled measureless content; and the murmured 〃Laus Deo〃 of
  his lips voiced the gladness of his heart。         Thus; in the shelter of peace and
  a great love; Hilarius told his tale; while the forest waved a welcome to
  him over the Monastery wall; and the late lilies burned white in the garth
  below。
  The Prior sat with his chin in his hand; his eyes fixed on the lad's face;
  pale against the dark w