第 6 节
作者:漂亮格子      更新:2021-02-18 21:59      字数:9316
  chin   on   his   open   hands;   his   dreamy   blue   eyes   gazing   away   out   of   the
  window at the cloud…flecked sky above the Abbey pinnacles。
  〃The Brother Ambrose;〃 he began; 〃was ever a saintly man; approved
  of God and beloved by the Brethren; ay; and a crafty limner; save that of
  late   his   eyesight   failed   him。  To   him   one   night;   as   he   lay   a…bed   in   the
  dormitory; came the word of the Lord; saying:                 〃Come; and I will show
  thee the Bride; the Lamb's wife。〃            And Brother Ambrose arose and was
  carried to a great and high mountain; even as in the Vision of Blessed John。
  'Twas a still night of many stars; and Brother Ambrose; looking up; saw a
  radiant path in the heavens; and lo! the stars gathered themselves together
  on either side until they stood as walls of light; and the four winds lapped
  him  about   as   in   a  mantle   and   bore  him  towards   the   wondrous   gleaming
  roadway。      Then    between     the  stars   came    the  Holy    City   with   roof   and
  pinnacle aflame; and walls aglow with such colours as no earthly limner
  dreams of; and much gold。            Brother Ambrose beheld the Gates of Pearl;
  and by every gate an angel; with wings of snow and fire; and a face no
  man dare look on; because of its exceeding radiance。
  〃Then as Brother Ambrose stretched out his arms because of his great
  longing; a little grey cloud came   out of the north and hung between   the
  walls   of   light;   so   that   he   no   longer   beheld   the   Vision;   but   heard   only   a
  sound   as   of   a   great   multitude   crying;   'Alleluia';   and   suddenly   the   winds
  came about him again; and lo! he found himself in bed in the dormitory;
  and it was midnight; for the bell was ringing to Matins; and he rose and
  went   down   with   the   rest;   but   when   the   Brethren   left   the   choir;   Brother
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  Ambrose stayed fast in his place; hearing and seeing nothing because of
  the Vision of God; and at Lauds they found him and told the Prior。
  〃He questioned Brother Ambrose of the matter; and when he heard the
  Vision;   bade   him   limn   the   Holy   City   even   as   he   had   seen   it;   and   the
  Precentor gave him uterine vellum and much fine gold and what colours
  he asked for the work。          Then Brother Ambrose limned a wondrous fair
  city of gold with turrets and spires; and he inlaid blue for the sapphire; and
  green for the emerald; and vermilion where the city seemed aflame with
  the glory of God; but the angels he could not limn; nor could he set the
  rest of the colours as he saw them; nor the wall of stars on either hand; and
  Brother Ambrose fell sick because of the exceeding great longing he had
  to limn the Holy City; and was very sad; but our Prior bade him thank God
  and remember the infirmity of the flesh; which; like the little grey cloud;
  veiled Jerusalem to his sight。〃
  There   was   silence。    Lady   Eleanor   clasped   her   shadowy   blue…veined
  hands under her chin; and in her eyes too was a great longing。
  〃It seemeth to me small wonder that Brother Ambrose fell sick;〃 she
  said; at length。
  Hilarius nodded:
  〃He had ever a patient; wistful look as of one from home; and often he
  would sit musing in the cloister and scarce give heed to the Office bell。〃
  〃Methinks;   Hilarius;   it   will   be   passing   sweet   to   dwell   in   that   Holy
  City。〃
  〃Nay; lady;〃 said her page tenderly; 〃surely thou hast had a vision even
  as Brother Ambrose; for thine eyes wait always; like unto his。〃
  Eleanor shook her head; and two tears crept slowly from the shadow of
  her eyes。
  〃Nay; not to such as I am is the vision vouchsafed; though my desire is
  great; 'tis ever clogged by sin; and for this same reason I would get me to a
  cloister where I might fast and pray unhindered。〃
  Hilarius looked at her with great compassion。
  〃Sweet   lady;   the   Lord   fulfil   all   thy   desires;   yet;   methinks;   thou   art
  already as one of His saints。〃
  〃Nay; but a poor sinner in an evil world;〃 she answered。               〃Sing to me;
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  Hilarius。〃
  And he sang her the   Salve Regina; and when  it was ended she   bade
  him go; for she would fain spend some time in prayer upon her primer。
  〃Our Lady and all Saints be with thee; sweet mistress!〃 he said; and
  left her to sob out once more the sins and sorrows of her tender childlike
  heart。
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  CHAPTER II … THE CITY THAT HILARIUS SAW
  HILARIUS went back to the courtyard; his soul full of trouble。                     He
  leant   against   the   fountain;   playing   with   the   cool   water   which   fell   with
  monotonous rhythm into the shallow timeworn basin。                    The cloudless sky
  smiled back at him from the broken mirror into which he gazed; and the
  glory of its untroubled blue thrilled him strangely。               He too had a vision
  which     he   longed    to  limn;   but  it  was   of  earth;   not  Heaven;     like  that
  vouchsafed to Brother Ambrose; and yet none the less precious; for was it
  not the Monastery at home which so haunted him; the grey; familiar walls
  with   their   girdle   of   sunlit   pasture;  and   the   mantling   forest   which   bowed
  and swayed at the will of the whispering wind?
  〃As well seek Heaven's gate in yon fair reflection as learn to love in
  this light…minded; deceitful city;〃 Hilarius said to himself a little bitterly。
  He deemed that he had plumbed its hollowness and learnt the full measure
  of   its   vanity。  Already   he   shunned   the   company   and   diversions   of   his
  fellow pages; though he was ever ready to serve them。                   A prentice lad's
  homely brawl set him shivering; a woman's jest painted his cheeks 'til they
  rivalled a young maid's at her first wooing。              He plucked aside his skirts
  and walked in   judgment; only  wherever mountebank or   juggler held   the
  crowd enthralled; there Hilarius; half…ashamed; would push his way; in the
  unacknowledged   hope   of   seeing   again   the   maid   whose   mother;   like   his
  own;     was   light  o'  love:   a   strange    link  truly   to  bind   Hilarius   in  his
  blindness to the rest of poor sinful humanity。
  Suddenly there broke on his musing the clatter of horse…hoofs; and a
  gay   young   page   came   spurring   with   bent   head   under   the   low   archway。
  He reined up by Hilarius:
  〃Dear lad; kind lad; wilt thou do me a service?〃
  〃That will I; Hal; an it be in my power。〃
  〃Take this purse; then; to the Cock Tavern and give it mine host。 'Tis
  Luke   Langland's   reckoning;   he   left   it   with   me   yesternight;   but   my   head
  was full of feast and tourney; and 'tis yet undelivered。 Mine host will not
  let the serving men and the two horses go 'til he hath seen Luke's money;
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  and I cannot stay; for my lord will need me。〃
  Hilarius took the purse; and his fellow page; blessing him for a good
  comrade; clattered back through the gateway。
  The streets were full of life and colour; serving men in the livery of
  Abbat and Knight; King and Cardinal; lounged at the tavern doors dicing;
  gaming; and drinking。         Hilarius walked delicately and strove to shut eyes
  and ears to the sights and sounds of sin。            He delivered the purse; only to
  hear   mine   host   curse   roundly  because   it   was   lighter   than   the   reckoning;
  and after being hustled  and jeered at   for a milk…faced   varlet by the   men
  who   stood   drinking;   he   sought   with   scarlet   cheeks   for   a   less   frequented
  way。
  The quiet of a narrow street invited him; he turned aside; and suddenly
  traffic and turmoil died away。          He was in a city within a city; a place of
  mean tenements; wretched hovels; ruined houses; and; keeping guard over
  them all; a grim square tower; blind save for two windowed eyes。                     Men;
  ill…favoured;  hang…dog;   or   care…worn;   stood   about   the   house   doors   silent
  and moody; a white…faced woman crossing the street with a bucket gave
  no greeting;   the   very  children   rolling   in the   foul gutters   neither   laughed
  nor   chattered   nor   played。     The   city   without   seemed   very   far   from   this
  dismal sordid place。