第 3 节
作者:漂亮格子      更新:2021-02-18 21:59      字数:9322
  〃My   son;〃   he   said   at   length;   〃thou   art   in   the   wrong   school;   nursery;
  was it the maid said?       A shrewd lass and welcome to the hen。             Thou art a
  limner at heart … Brother Bernard tells of thy wondrous skill with the brush
  … and to be limner thou must learn to hunger and to love as the maid said。
  Ay; boy; and to be monk too; though alack; men gainsay it。〃
  〃Father;〃 said Hilarius; waxing bold from excessive need; 〃did'st thou
  ever love as the maid meant?〃
  〃Ay; boy … thy mother。〃
  There was a long silence。        Then the boy said timidly:…
  〃The maid said she might be light of love; 'tis a beautiful thought。〃
  The Prior started; and looked at him curiously:…
  〃What didst thou tell the maid?〃
  〃That I   never knew  her;  but that   my  father   was   a gentle   knight   who
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  died ere I saw him; and then the maid said perchance my mother was light
  of love。〃
  〃Boy;〃   said   the   Prior   gravely;   〃'tis   a   weary   tale;   and   sad   of   telling。
  Thy mother was wondrous fair without; but she reckoned love lightly; nay;
  knew it not for the holy thing it is; but thought only of bodily lusts。              Pray
  for her soul〃 … his voice grew stern … 〃as for one of those upon whom God;
  in   His   great  pity;  may    have   mercy。    Thus     have   I  prayed   these   many
  years。〃
  Hilarius looked at him in wide…eyed horror:…
  〃She was evil; wicked; my mother?〃
  〃Ay … a light woman; that was what the maid meant。〃
  Then great darkness fell upon the soul of Hilarius; and he clasped the
  Prior's knees weeping and praying like a little child。
  〃And so; my son;〃 said the Prior; 〃for a time thou shalt go out into the
  world; to strive and fail; hunger and love; only have a care that thou art
  chaste in heart and life; for it is the pure shall see God; and seeing love
  Him。     Leave me now that。          I  may set in order thy going; and send the
  Chamberlain hither to me。〃
  That night Hilarius knelt through the long hours at the great Rood; and
  then at St Mary Maudlin's altar he did penance for his dead mother's sin。
  A  week   later   he   left   the   Monastery   as   a   bird   leaves   its   nest;   nay;   is
  pushed out by the far…seeing parent bird; full of vague terrors of the great
  world without。       He had a purse for his immediate needs; a letter to a great
  knight; Sir John Maltravers; who would be his patron; and another to the
  Prior's good friend; the Abbat of St Alban's。           The Convent bade him a sad
  farewell;   for   they  loved   this   gentle   lad   who   had   been   with   them  from   a
  little child; and Brother Richard strained his filmy eyes to look his last at
  the young face he would never see again。
  The Prior gave him the Communion; and later walked beside him to
  the    gates。    Then     as   Hilarius    knelt   he   blessed    him;   and    the   boy;
  overmastered by nameless fear; sprang up and prayed that he might stay
  and learn some other way; however hard。              The Prior shook his head。
  〃Nay; my son; so it must be; else how shall I answer to the Master for
  this most precious lamb of my flock?             Come back to us … an thou can'st …
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  let no fear deter thee; only take heed; when thine eyes are opened and the
  great gifts of hunger and love are vouchsafed thee; to keep still the faithful
  heart of a little child。〃
  Then he bade him go; and Hilarius; for the pull of his heart… strings;
  must needs run hot…foot down the broad forest road and along the highway;
  without daring to look back; and so out into the wide; wide world。
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  CHAPTER III … THE KING'S SONG…BIRD
  MARTIN THE MINSTREL sat under a wayside oak singing softly to
  himself as he tuned his vielle。         He was a long lanky fellow with straight
  black locks flat against his sallow face; and dark eyes that smouldered in
  hollow   cavities。     He   wore   the   King's   colours;   and   broke   a   manchet   of
  white bread with his mid…day repast。
  〃Heigh…ho!〃   sighed   Martin;   and   laid   the   vielle   lovingly   beside   him;
  〃another four leagues to Westminster; and I weary enough of shoe… leather
  already; and not another penny piece in my pocket 'til I win back to good
  King Ned。       A brave holiday I have had; from Candlemas to Midsummer;
  free   to   sing   or   to   be   silent;   to   smile   or   frown;   wide   England   instead   of
  palace walls; a crust of bread and a jug of cider instead of a king's banquet。
  Now but another few leagues and the cage again。                 Money in my pocket;
  true; but a song here and a song there; such as suit the fancy of the Court
  gentles; not of Martin the Minstrel。           Heigh…ho; heigh…ho! 'tis a poor bird
  sings at the word of a king; and a poor enough song too; if Edward did but
  know it。
  〃Who   comes   here?       Faith;   the   lad   goes   a   steady   pace   and   carries   a
  light heart from his song; and no ill voice either。〃
  It was Hilarius; and he sang the Alma Redemptoris as he sped along
  the green grass which bordered the highway。
  When Martin hailed him he turned aside gladly; and his face lit up at
  the sight of the vielle。
  〃Whence dost thou come; lad?〃 said Martin; eyeing him with interest。
  〃Many days' journey from the Monastery of Prior Stephen;〃 answered
  Hilarius。
  〃But thou art no monk!〃
  〃Nay; a novice scarcely; but the Prior hath bidden me go forth to see
  the world。     It is wondrous fair;〃 he added sincerely。
  〃He   who   speaks   thus   is   cloister…bred;〃   said   Martin;   and   as   Hilarius
  made sign of assent; 〃'tis writ on thy face as well。              Thy Prior gave thee
  letters   to   the  Abbat    of   St  Peter's;   I  doubt   not;   thy  face   is  set  for
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  Westminster。〃
  〃Ay; for Westminster; but my letters are for that good knight; Sir John
  Maltravers。      I   should   have   made   an   end   of   my   journeying   ere   now   but
  that two days ago I met strange company。                 They took my purse and hat
  and   shoes;   and   kept   me   with   them   all   night   until   the   late   dawn。 Then
  they gave me my goods again; and bade me God… speed。'
  〃But kept thy purse?〃 Martin laughed。
  〃Nay; it is here; and naught is missing。           It was all passing strange; and
  I feared them; for they looked evil men; yet they did me no wrong; and set
  me on my way gently enough; giving me provision; which I lacked。〃
  〃Pick…purses      and   cut…throats    afraid   of  God's    judgments      for  once;〃
  muttered Martin; then aloud; 〃Well; young sir; we shall do well if we win
  Westminster before night…fall; shall we journey together since our way is
  the same?〃
  Hilarius assented gladly; and as they went; Martin told him of Court
  and   King;   and   the   wondrous   doings   when   the   Princess   Isabel   was   wed。
  He   listened   open…eyed   to   tales   of   joust   and   revel   and   sport;   and   heard
  eagerly all the minstrel could tell of Sir John Maltravers himself; a man of
  great   and   good   reputation;   and   no   mean   musician;   〃and;〃   added   Martin;
  〃three   fair   daughters   he   hath;   the   eldest   Eleanor;   fairest   of   them   all;   of
  whom men say she would fain be a nun。                  Thou art a pretty lad; I wager
  one or other will claim thee for page。〃
  〃I   will   strive to   serve  well;〃   said   Hilarius   soberly;  〃but   I  have   never
  spoken   but   to   one   maid   'til   yesterday;   when   a   woman   gave   me   good…
  morrow。〃
  Martin looked at his companion queerly。
  〃And thou art for Westminster!             Nay; but by all the Saints this Prior
  of thine is a strange master!〃
  〃It   is  but  for  a  time;〃   said   Hilarius;   〃then   I  shall  go   back   to  the
  Monastery again。         But first I would learn to be a real limner; I have some
  small skill with the brush;〃 he added simply。
  Martin stared。
  〃Back to the cloister?        Nay; lad; best turn about and get back now; not
  wait till thou hast had a taste of Court life。           Joust and banquet and revel;
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