第 24 节
作者:向前      更新:2021-02-18 21:59      字数:9320
  paid at slap…up hotels and a ten…pound note in your pocket at the
  end; you can have it for two hours' work a day。〃
  I suppose my face expressed my acceptance; for he did not wait for
  me to speak。
  〃Only one thing I stipulate for;〃 he added; 〃that you mind your own
  business and keep your mouth shut。  You're by yourself; aren't you?〃
  〃Yes;〃 I told him。
  He wrote on a sheet of his notebook; and; tearing it out; handed it
  to me。
  〃That's your hotel at Antwerp;〃 he said。  〃You are Mr。 Horatio
  Jones's secretary。〃  He chuckled to himself as he repeated the name;
  which certainly did not fit him。  〃Knock at my sitting…room door at
  nine o'clock tomorrow morning。  Good night!〃
  He ended the conversation as abruptly as he had begun it; and
  returned to his cabin。
  I got a glimpse of him next morning; coming out of the hotel bureau。
  He was speaking to the manager in French; and had evidently given
  instructions concerning me; for I found myself preceded by an
  obsequious waiter to quite a charming bedroom on the second floor;
  while the 〃English breakfast〃 placed before me later in the
  coffee…room was of a size and character that in those days I did not
  often enjoy。  About the work; also; he was as good as his word。  I
  was rarely occupied for more than two hours each morning。  The
  duties consisted chiefly of writing letters and sending off
  telegrams。  The letters he signed and had posted himself; so that I
  never learnt his real namenot during that fortnightbut I
  gathered enough to be aware that he was a man whose business
  interests must have been colossal and world…wide。
  He never introduced me to 〃Mrs。 Horatio Jones;〃 and after a few days
  he seemed to be bored with her; so that often I would take her place
  as his companion in afternoon excursions。
  I could not help liking the man。  Strength always compels the
  adoration of youth; and there was something big and heroic about
  him。  His daring; his swift decisions; his utter unscrupulousness;
  his occasional cruelty when necessity seemed to demand it。  One
  could imagine him in earlier days a born leader of savage hordes; a
  lover of fighting for its own sake; meeting all obstacles with
  fierce welcome; forcing his way onward; indifferent to the misery
  and destruction caused by his progress; his eyes never swerving from
  their goal; yet not without a sense of rough justice; not altogether
  without kindliness when it could be indulged in without danger。
  One afternoon he took me with him into the Jewish quarter of
  Amsterdam; and threading his way without hesitation through its maze
  of unsavoury slums; paused before a narrow three…storeyed house
  overlooking a stagnant backwater。
  〃The room I was born in;〃 he explained。  〃Window with the broken
  pane on the second floor。  It has never been mended。〃
  I stole a glance at him。  His face betrayed no suggestion of
  sentiment; but rather of amusement。  He offered me a cigar; which I
  was glad of; for the stench from the offal…laden water behind us was
  distracting; and for a while we both smoked in silence:  he with his
  eyes half…closed; it was a trick of his when working out a business
  problem。
  〃Curious; my making such a choice;〃 he remarked。  〃A butcher's
  assistant for my father and a consumptive buttonhole…maker for my
  mother。  I suppose I knew what I was about。  Quite the right thing
  for me to have done; as it turned out。〃
  I stared at him; wondering whether he was speaking seriously or in
  grim jest。  He was given at times to making odd remarks。  There was
  a vein of the fantastic in him that was continually cropping out and
  astonishing me。
  〃It was a bit risky;〃 I suggested。  〃Better choose something a
  little safer next time。〃
  He looked round at me sharply; and; not quite sure of his mood; I
  kept a grave face。
  〃Perhaps you are right;〃 he agreed; with a laugh。  〃We must have a
  talk about it one day。〃
  After that visit to the Goortgasse he was less reserved with me; and
  would often talk to me on subjects that I should never have guessed
  would have interested him。  I found him a curious mixture。  Behind
  the shrewd; cynical man of business I caught continual glimpses of
  the visionary。
  I parted from him at The Hague。  He paid my fare back to London; and
  gave me an extra pound for travelling expenses; together with the
  ten…pound note he had promised me。  He had packed off 〃Mrs。 Horatio
  Jones〃 some days before; to the relief; I imagine; of both of them;
  and he himself continued his journey to Berlin。  I never expected to
  see him again; although for the next few months I often thought of
  him; and even tried to discover him by inquiries in the City。  I
  had; however; very little to go upon; and after I had left Fenchurch
  Street behind me; and drifted into literature; I forgot him。
  Until one day I received a letter addressed to the care of my
  publishers。  It bore the Swiss postmark; and opening it and turning
  to the signature I sat wondering for the moment where I had met
  〃Horatio Jones。〃  And then I remembered。
  He was lying bruised and broken in a woodcutter's hut on the slopes
  of the Jungfrau。  Had been playing a fool's trick; so he described
  it; thinking he could climb mountains at his age。  They would carry
  him down to Lauterbrunnen as soon as he could be moved farther with
  safety; but for the present he had no one to talk to but the nurse
  and a Swiss doctor who climbed up to see him every third day。  He
  begged me; if I could spare the time; to come over and spend a week
  with him。  He enclosed a hundred…pound cheque for my expenses;
  making no apology for doing so。  He was complimentary about my first
  book; which he had been reading; and asked me to telegraph him my
  reply; giving me his real name; which; as I had guessed it would;
  proved to be one of the best known in the financial world。  My time
  was my own now; and I wired him that I would be with him the
  following Monday。
  He was lying in the sun outside the hut when I arrived late in the
  afternoon; after a three…hours' climb followed by a porter carrying
  my small amount of luggage。  He could not raise his hand; but his
  strangely brilliant eyes spoke their welcome。
  〃I am glad you were able to come;〃 he said。  〃I have no near
  relations; and my friendsif that is the right termare business
  men who would be bored to tears。  Besides; they are not the people I
  feel I want to talk to; now。〃
  He was entirely reconciled to the coming of death。  Indeed; there
  were moments when he gave me the idea that he was looking forward to
  it with an awed curiosity。  With the conventional notion of cheering
  him; I talked of staying till he was able to return with me to
  civilisation; but he only laughed。
  〃I am not going back;〃 he said。  〃Not that way。  What they may do
  afterwards with these broken bones does not much concern either you
  or me。
  〃It's a good place to die in;〃 he continued。  〃A man can think up
  here。〃
  It was difficult to feel sorry for him; his own fate appearing to
  make so little difference to himself。  The world was still full of
  interest to himnot his own particular corner of it:  that; he gave
  me to understand; he had tidied up and dismissed from his mind。  It
  was the future; its coming problems; its possibilities; its new
  developments; about which he seemed eager to talk。  One might have
  imagined him a young man with the years before him。
  One eveningit was near the endwe were alone together。  The
  woodcutter and his wife had gone down into the valley to see their
  children; and the nurse; leaving him in my charge; had gone for a
  walk。  We had carried him round to his favourite side of the hut
  facing the towering mass of the Jungfrau。  As the shadows lengthened
  it seemed to come nearer to us; and there fell a silence upon us。
  Gradually I became aware that his piercing eyes were fixed on me;
  and in answer I turned and looked at him。
  〃I wonder if we shall meet again;〃 he said; 〃or; what is more
  important; if we shall remember one another。〃
  I was puzzled for the moment。  We had discussed more than once the
  various religions of mankind; and his attitude towards the orthodox
  beliefs had always been that of amused contempt。
  〃It has been growing upon me these last few days;〃 he continued。
  〃It flashed across me the first time I saw you on the boat。  We were
  fellow…students。  Something; I don't know what; drew us very close
  together。  There was a woman。  They were burning her。  And then
  there was a rush of people and a sudden darkness; and your eyes
  close to mine。〃
  I suppose it was some form of hypnotism; for; as he spoke; his
  searching eyes fixed on mine; there came to me a dream of narrow
  streets filled with a strange crowd; of painted houses such as I had
  never seen; and a haunting fear that seemed to be always lurking
  behind each shadow。  I shook myself free; but not without an effort。
  〃So that's what you meant;〃 I said; 〃that evening in the Goortgasse。
  You believe in it?〃
  〃A curious thing happened to me;〃 he said; 〃when I was a child。  I
  could hardly have been six years old。  I had gone to Ghent with my
  parents。  I think it was to visit some relative。  One day we went
  into the castle。  It was in ruins then; but has since been restored。