第 5 节
作者:热带雨淋      更新:2021-02-18 21:58      字数:9322
  And saunterers pass with laugh and jest …
  A handsome couple among the rest。
  〃That smart proud pair;〃 says the man to his friend;
  〃Are to marry next week 。 。 。 How little he thinks
  That dozens of days and nights on end
  I have stroked her neck; unhooked the links
  Of her sleeve to get at her upper arm 。 。 。
  Well; bliss is in ignorance:  what's the harm!〃
  VI IN THE CEMETERY
  〃You see those mothers squabbling there?〃
  Remarks the man of the cemetery。
  One says in tears; ''Tis mine lies here!'
  Another; 'Nay; mine; you Pharisee!'
  Another; 'How dare you move my flowers
  And put your own on this grave of ours!'
  But all their children were laid therein
  At different times; like sprats in a tin。
  〃And then the main drain had to cross;
  And we moved the lot some nights ago;
  And packed them away in the general foss
  With hundreds more。  But their folks don't know;
  And as well cry over a new…laid drain
  As anything else; to ease your pain!〃
  VIIOUTSIDE THE WINDOW
  〃My stick!〃 he says; and turns in the lane
  To the house just left; whence a vixen voice
  Comes out with the firelight through the pane;
  And he sees within that the girl of his choice
  Stands rating her mother with eyes aglare
  For something said while he was there。
  〃At last I behold her soul undraped!〃
  Thinks the man who had loved her more than himself;
  〃My God'tis but narrowly I have escaped。 …
  My precious porcelain proves it delf。〃
  His face has reddened like one ashamed;
  And he steals off; leaving his stick unclaimed。
  VIIIIN THE STUDY
  He enters; and mute on the edge of a chair
  Sits a thin…faced lady; a stranger there;
  A type of decayed gentility;
  And by some small signs he well can guess
  That she comes to him almost breakfastless。
  〃I have calledI hope I do not err …
  I am looking for a purchaser
  Of some score volumes of the works
  Of eminent divines I own; …
  Left by my fatherthough it irks
  My patience to offer them。〃  And she smiles
  As if necessity were unknown;
  〃But the truth of it is that oftenwhiles
  I have wished; as I am fond of art;
  To make my rooms a little smart。〃
  And lightly still she laughs to him;
  As if to sell were a mere gay whim;
  And that; to be frank; Life were indeed
  To her not vinegar and gall;
  But fresh and honey…like; and Need
  No household skeleton at all。
  IXAT THE ALTAR…RAIL
  〃My bride is not coming; alas!〃 says the groom;
  And the telegram shakes in his hand。  〃I own
  It was hurried!  We met at a dancing…room
  When I went to the Cattle…Show alone;
  And then; next night; where the Fountain leaps;
  And the Street of the Quarter…Circle sweeps。
  〃Ay; she won me to ask her to be my wife …
  'Twas foolish perhaps!to forsake the ways
  Of the flaring town for a farmer's life。
  She agreed。  And we fixed it。  Now she says:
  'It's sweet of you; dear; to prepare me a nest;
  But a swift; short; gay life suits me best。
  What I really am you have never gleaned;
  I had eaten the apple ere you were weaned。'〃
  XIN THE NUPTIAL CHAMBER
  〃O that mastering tune?〃  And up in the bed
  Like a lace…robed phantom springs the bride;
  〃And why?〃 asks the man she had that day wed;
  With a start; as the band plays on outside。
  〃It's the townsfolks' cheery compliment
  Because of our marriage; my Innocent。〃
  〃O but you don't know!  'Tis the passionate air
  To which my old Love waltzed with me;
  And I swore as we spun that none should share
  My home; my kisses; till death; save he!
  And he dominates me and thrills me through;
  And it's he I embrace while embracing you!〃
  XIIN THE RESTAURANT
  〃But hear。  If you stay; and the child be born;
  It will pass as your husband's with the rest;
  While; if we fly; the teeth of scorn
  Will be gleaming at us from east to west;
  And the child will come as a life despised;
  I feel an elopement is ill…advised!〃
  〃O you realize not what it is; my dear;
  To a woman!  Daily and hourly alarms
  Lest the truth should out。  How can I stay here;
  And nightly take him into my arms!
  Come to the child no name or fame;
  Let us go; and face it; and bear the shame。〃
  XIIAT THE DRAPER'S
  〃I stood at the back of the shop; my dear;
  But you did not perceive me。
  Well; when they deliver what you were shown
  _I_ shall know nothing of it; believe me!〃
  And he coughed and coughed as she paled and said;
  〃O; I didn't see you come in there …
  Why couldn't you speak?〃〃Well; I didn't。  I left
  That you should not notice I'd been there。
  〃You were viewing some lovely things。  'Soon required
  For a widow; of latest fashion';
  And I knew 'twould upset you to meet the man
  Who had to be cold and ashen
  〃And screwed in a box before they could dress you
  'In the last new note in mourning;'
  As they defined it。  So; not to distress you;
  I left you to your adorning。〃
  XIIION THE DEATH…BED
  〃I'll tellbeing past all praying for …
  Then promptly die 。 。 。 He was out at the war;
  And got some scent of the intimacy
  That was under way between her and me;
  And he stole back home; and appeared like a ghost
  One night; at the very time almost
  That I reached her house。  Well; I shot him dead;
  And secretly buried him。  Nothing was said。
  〃The news of the battle came next day;
  He was scheduled missing。  I hurried away;
  Got out there; visited the field;
  And sent home word that a search revealed
  He was one of the slain; though; lying alone
  And stript; his body had not been known。
  〃But she suspected。  I lost her love;
  Yea; my hope of earth; and of Heaven above;
  And my time's now come; and I'll pay the score;
  Though it be burning for evermore。〃
  XIVOVER THE COFFIN
  They stand confronting; the coffin between;
  His wife of old; and his wife of late;
  And the dead man whose they both had been
  Seems listening aloof; as to things past date。
  〃I have called;〃 says the first。  〃Do you marvel or not?〃
  〃In truth;〃 says the second; 〃I dosomewhat。〃
  〃Well; there was a word to be said by me! 。 。 。
  I divorced that man because of you …
  It seemed I must do it; boundenly;
  But now I am older; and tell you true;
  For life is little; and dead lies he;
  I would I had let alone you two!
  And both of us; scorning parochial ways;
  Had lived like the wives in the patriarchs' days。〃
  XVIN THE MOONLIGHT
  〃O lonely workman; standing there
  In a dream; why do you stare and stare
  At her grave; as no other grave there were?
  〃If your great gaunt eyes so importune
  Her soul by the shine of this corpse…cold moon;
  Maybe you'll raise her phantom soon!〃
  〃Why; fool; it is what I would rather see
  Than all the living folk there be;
  But alas; there is no such joy for me!〃
  〃Ahshe was one you loved; no doubt;
  Through good and evil; through rain and drought;
  And when she passed; all your sun went out?〃
  〃Nay:  she was the woman I did not love;
  Whom all the others were ranked above;
  Whom during her life I thought nothing of。〃
  LYRICS AND REVERIES
  (continued)
  SELF…UNCONSCIOUS
  Along the way
  He walked that day;
  Watching shapes that reveries limn;
  And seldom he
  Had eyes to see
  The moment that encompassed him。
  Bright yellowhammers
  Made mirthful clamours;
  And billed long straws with a bustling air;
  And bearing their load
  Flew up the road
  That he followed; alone; without interest there。
  From bank to ground
  And over and round
  They sidled along the adjoining hedge;
  Sometimes to the gutter
  Their yellow flutter
  Would dip from the nearest slatestone ledge。
  The smooth sea…line
  With a metal shine;
  And flashes of white; and a sail thereon;
  He would also descry
  With a half…wrapt eye
  Between the projects he mused upon。
  Yes; round him were these
  Earth's artistries;
  But specious plans that came to his call
  Did most engage
  His pilgrimage;
  While himself he did not see at all。
  Dead now as sherds
  Are the yellow birds;
  And all that mattered has passed away;
  Yet God; the Elf;
  Now shows him that self
  As he was; and should have been shown; that day。
  O it would have been good
  Could he then have stood
  At a focussed distance; and conned the whole;
  But now such vision
  Is mere derision;
  Nor soothes his body nor saves his soul。
  Not much; some may
  Incline to say;
  To see therein; had it all been seen。
  Nay! he is aware
  A thing was there
  That loomed with an immortal mien。
  THE DISCOVERY
  I wandered to a crude coast
  Like a ghost;
  Upon the hills I saw fires …
  Funeral pyres
  Seeminglyand heard breaking
  Waves like distant cannonades that set the land shaking。
  And so I never once guessed
  A Love…nest;
  Bowered and candle…lit; lay
  In my way;
  Till I found a hid hollow;
  Where I burst on her my heart could not but follow。
  TOLERANCE
  〃It is a foolish thing;〃 said I;
  〃To bear with such; and pass it by;
  Yet so I do; I know not why!〃
  And at each clash I would surmise
  That if I had acted otherwise
  I might have saved me many sighs。
  But now the only happiness
  In looking back that I possess …
  Whose lack would leave me comfortless …
  Is to remember I refrained
  From masteries I might have gained;
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