第 25 节
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  plainly distressed。
  ‘‘Billy!'' cried the man; still more reproachfully。
  ‘‘But; Bertram; I can't forgetquite yet;''
  faltered Billy。
  Bertram frowned。  For a minute he looked as
  if he were about to take up the matter seriously
  and argue it with her; but the next moment he
  smiled and tossed his head with jaunty playfulness
  Bertram; to tell the truth; had now had
  quite enough of what he privately termed
  ‘‘scenes'' and ‘‘heroics''; and; manlike; he was
  very ardently longing for the old easy…going
  friendliness; with all unpleasantness banished to
  oblivion。
  ‘‘Oh; but you'll have to forget;'' he claimed;
  with cheery insistence; ‘‘for you've promised to
  forgive meand one can't forgive without forgetting。
  So; there!'' he finished; with a smilingly
  determined ‘‘now…everything…is…just…as…it…was…before'' air。
  Billy made no response。  She turned hurriedly
  and began to busy herself with the dishes at the
  sink。  In her heart she was wondering: could
  she ever forget what Bertram had said?  Would
  anything ever blot out those awful words:  ‘‘If
  you would tend to your husband and your home
  a little more; and go gallivanting off with Calderwell
  and Arkwright and Alice Greggory a little
  less''?  It seemed now that always; for evermore;
  they would ring in her ears; always; for
  evermore; they would burn deeper and deeper
  into her soul。  And not once; in all Bertram's
  apologies; had he referred to themthose words
  he had uttered。  He had not said he did not mean
  them。  He had not said he was sorry he spoke
  them。  He had ignored them; and he expected
  that now she; too; would ignore them。  As if
  she could!''  If you would tend to your husband
  and your home a little more; and go gallivanting
  off with Calderwell and Arkwright and Alice
  Greggory a little less''  Oh; if only she could;
  indeed;forget!
  When Billy went up…stairs that night she ran
  across her ‘‘Talk to Young Wives'' in her desk。
  With a half…stifled cry she thrust it far back out
  of sight。
  ‘‘I hate you; I hate youwith all your old
  talk about ‘brushing up against outside interests'!''
  she whispered fiercely。  ‘‘Well; I've
  ‘brushed'and now see what I've got for it!''
  Later; however; after Bertram was asleep; Billy
  crept out of bed and got the book。  Under the
  carefully shaded lamp in the adjoining room she
  turned the pages softly till she came to the sentence:
  ‘‘Perhaps it would be hard to find a more
  utterly unreasonable; irritable; irresponsible creature
  than a hungry man。''  With a long sigh she
  began to read; and not until some minutes later
  did she close the book; turn off the light; and steal
  back to bed。
  During the next three days; until after the
  funeral at the shabby little South Boston house;
  Eliza spent only about half of each day at the
  Strata。  This; much to her distress; left many of
  the household tasks for her young mistress to
  perform。  Billy; however; attacked each new duty
  with a feverish eagerness that seemed to make the
  performance of it very like some glad penance
  done for past misdeeds。  And whenon the day
  after they had laid the old servant in his last
  resting placea despairing message came from
  Eliza to the effect that now her mother was very
  ill; and would need her care; Billy promptly told
  Eliza to stay as long as was necessary; that they
  could get along all right without her。
  ‘‘But; Billy; what _are_ we going to do?''
  Bertram demanded; when he heard the news。  ‘‘We
  must have somebody!''
  ‘‘_I'm_ going to do it。''
  ‘‘Nonsense!  As if you could!'' scoffed Bertram。
  Billy lifted her chin。
  ‘‘Couldn't I; indeed;'' she retorted。  ‘‘Do you
  realize; young man; how much I've done the last
  three days?  How about those muffins you had
  this morning for breakfast; and that cake last
  night?  And didn't you yourself say that you
  never ate a better pudding than that date puff
  yesterday noon?''
  Bertram laughed and shrugged his shoulders。
  ‘‘My dear love; I'm not questioning your
  _ability_ to do it;'' he soothed quickly。  ‘‘Still;'' he
  added; with a whimsical smile; ‘‘I must remind
  you that Eliza has been here half the time; and
  that muffins and date puffs; however delicious;
  aren't all there is to running a big house like this。
  Besides; just be sensible; Billy;'' he went on more
  seriously; as he noted the rebellious gleam coming
  into his young wife's eyes; ‘‘you'd know you
  couldn't do it; if you'd just stop to think。  There's
  the Carletons coming to dinner Monday; and my
  studio Tea to…morrow; to say nothing of the
  Symphony and the opera; and the concerts you'd
  lose because you were too dead tired to go to them。
  You know how it was with that concert yesterday
  afternoon which Alice Greggory wanted you
  to go to with her。''
  ‘‘I didn'twantto go;'' choked Billy;
  under her breath。
  ‘‘And there's your music。  You haven't done
  a thing with that for days; yet only last week
  you told me the publishers were hurrying you for
  that last song to complete the group。''
  ‘‘I haven't felt likewriting;'' stammered
  Billy; still half under her breath。
  ‘‘Of course you haven't;'' triumphed Bertram。
  ‘‘You've been too dead tired。  And that's just
  what I say。  Billy; you _can't_ do it all yourself!''
  ‘‘But I want to。  I want toto tend to
  things;'' faltered Billy; with a half…fearful glance
  into her husband's face。
  Billy was hearing very loudly now that accusing
  ‘‘If you'd tend to your husband and your home
  a little more''  Bertram; however; was not
  hearing it; evidently。  Indeed; he seemed never
  to have heard itmuch less to have spoken it。
  ‘‘ ‘Tend to things;' '' he laughed lightly。
  ‘‘Well; you'll have enough to do to tend to the
  maid; I fancy。  Anyhow; we're going to have one。
  I'll just step into one of thosewhat do you call
  'em?intelligence offices on my way down and
  send one up;'' he finished; as he gave his wife a
  good…by kiss。
  An hour later Billy; struggling with the broom
  and the drawing…room carpet; was called to the
  telephone。  It was her husband's voice that came
  to her。
  ‘‘Billy; for heaven's sake; take pity on me。
  Won't you put on your duds and come and engage
  your maid yourself?''
  ‘‘Why; Bertram; what's the matter?''
  ‘‘Matter?  Holy smoke!  Well; I've been to
  three of those intelligence officesthough why
  they call them that I can't imagine。  If ever there
  was a place utterly devoid of intelligence…but
  never mind!  I've interviewed four fat ladies;
  two thin ones; and one medium with a wart。  I've
  cheerfully divulged all our family secrets; promised
  every other half…hour out; and taken oath
  that our household numbers three adult members;
  and no more; but I simply _can't_ remember
  how many handkerchiefs we have in the wash
  each week。  Billy; will you come?  Maybe you
  can do something with them。  I'm sure you
  can!''
  ‘‘Why; of course I'll come;'' chirped Billy。
  ‘‘Where shall I meet you?''
  Bertram gave the street and number。
  ‘‘Good!  I'll be there;'' promised Billy; as she
  hung up the receiver。
  Quite forgetting the broom in the middle of the
  drawing…room floor; Billy tripped up…stairs to
  change her dress。  On her lips was a gay little
  song。  In her heart was joy。
  ‘‘I rather guess _now_ I'm tending to my husband
  and my home!'' she was crowing to herself。
  Just as Billy was about to leave the house the
  telephone bell jangled again。
  It was Alice Greggory。
  ‘‘Billy; dear;'' she called; ‘‘can't you come
  out?  Mr。 Arkwright and Mr。 Calderwell are
  here; and they've brought some new music。  We
  want you。  Will you come?''
  ‘‘I can't; dear。  Bertram wants me。  He's sent
  for me。  I've got some _housewifely_ duties to perform
  to…day;'' returned Billy; in a voice so curiously
  triumphant that Alice; at her end of the
  wires; frowned in puzzled wonder as she turned
  away from the telephone。
  CHAPTER XVI
  INTO TRAINING FOR MARY ELLEN
  Bertram told a friend afterwards that he never
  knew the meaning of the word ‘‘chaos'' until he
  had seen the Strata during the weeks immediately
  following the laying away of his old servant。
  ‘‘Every stratum was aquiver with apprehension;''
  he declared; ‘‘and there was never any
  telling when the next grand upheaval would rock
  the whole structure to its foundations。''
  Nor was Bertram so far from being right。  It
  was; indeed; a chaos; as none knew better than
  did Bertram's wife。
  Poor Billy!  Sorry indeed were these days for
  Billy; and; as if to make her cup of woe full to
  overflowing; there were Sister Kate's epistolary
  ‘‘I told you so;'' and Aunt Hannah's ever
  recurring lament:  ‘‘If only; Billy; you were a
  practical housekeeper yourself; they wouldn't
  impose on you so!''
  Aunt Hannah; to be sure; offered Rosa; and
  Kate; by letter; offered adviceplenty