第 16 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2021-02-18 21:45      字数:9318
  paint?  And now he was coming to dinnerand
  with Bertram。
  Very well; he should see!  He should see that
  Bertram _did_ love her; _her_not the tilt of her
  chin nor the turn of her head。  He should see how
  happy they were; what a good wife she made; and
  how devoted and _satisfied_ Bertram was in his
  home。  He should see!  And forthwith Billy
  picked up her skirts and tripped up…stairs to select
  her very prettiest house…gown to do honor to the
  occasion。  Up…stairs; however; one thing and another
  delayed her; so that it was four o'clock when
  she turned her attention to her toilet; and it was
  while she was hesitating whether to be stately
  and impressive in royally sumptuous blue velvet
  and ermine; or cozy and tantalizingly homy{sic} in
  bronze…gold crpe de Chine and swan's…down;
  that the telephone bell rang again。
  Eliza and Pete had not yet returned; so; as
  before; Billy answered it。  This time Eliza's
  shaking voice came to her。
  ‘‘Is that you; ma'am?''
  ‘‘Why; yes; Eliza?''
  ‘‘Yes'm; it's me; ma'am。  It's about Uncle
  Pete。  He's give us a turn that's 'most scared us
  out of our wits。''
  ‘‘Pete!  You mean he's sick?''
  ‘‘Yes; ma'am; he was。  That is; he is; too
  only he's better; now; thank goodness;'' panted
  Eliza。  ‘‘But he ain't hisself yet。  He's that white
  and shaky!  Would youcould youthat is;
  would you mind if we didn't come back till into
  the evenin'; maybe?''
  ‘‘Why; of course not;'' cried Pete's mistress;
  quickly。  ‘‘Don't come a minute before he's able;
  Eliza。  Don't come until to…morrow。''
  Eliza gave a trembling little laugh。
  ‘‘Thank you; ma'am; but there wouldn't be
  no keepin' of Uncle Pete here till then。  If he
  could take five steps alone he'd start now。  But
  he can't。  He says he'll be all right pretty quick;
  though。  He's had 'em beforethese spells
  but never quite so bad as this; I guess; an' he's
  worryin' somethin' turrible 'cause he can't start
  for home right away。''
  ‘‘Nonsense!'' cut in Mrs。 Bertram Henshaw。
  ‘‘Yes'm。  I knew you'd feel that way;''
  stammered Eliza; gratefully。  ‘‘You see; I couldn't
  leave him to come alone; and besides; anyhow;
  I'd have to stay; for mother ain't no more use
  than a wet dish…rag at such times; she's that
  scared herself。  And she ain't very well; too。  So
  ifif you _could_ get along''
  ‘‘Of course we can!  And tell Pete not to
  worry one bit。  I'm so sorry he's sick!''
  ‘‘Thank you; ma'am。  Then we'll be there
  some time this evenin';'' sighed Eliza。
  From the telephone Billy turned away with a
  troubled face。
  ‘‘Pete _is_ ill;'' she was saying to herself。  ‘‘I
  don't like the looks of it; and he's so faithful he'd
  come if''  With a little cry Billy stopped
  short。  Then; tremblingly; she sank into the
  nearest chair。  ‘‘Calderwelland he's coming to
  _dinner!_'' she moaned。
  For two benumbed minutes Billy sat staring
  at nothing。  Then she ran to the telephone and
  called the Annex。
  Aunt Hannah answered。
  ‘‘Aunt Hannah; for heaven's sake; if you love
  me;'' pleaded Billy; ‘‘send Rosa down instanter!
  Pete is sick over to South Boston; and Eliza is
  with him; and Bertram is bringing Hugh Calderwell
  home to dinner。  _Can_ you spare Rosa?''
  ‘‘Oh; my grief and conscience; Billy!  Of course
  I canI mean I couldbut Rosa isn't here;
  dear child!  It's her day out; you know。''
  ‘‘O dear; of course it is!  I might have known;
  if I'd thought; but Pete and Eliza have spoiled
  me。  They never take days out at meal time
  both together; I meanuntil to…night。''
  ‘‘But; my dear child; what will you do?''
  ‘‘I don't know。  I've got to think。  I _must_ do
  something!''
  ‘‘Of course you must!  I'd come over myself
  if it wasn't for my cold。''
  ‘‘As if I'd let you!''
  ‘‘There isn't anybody here; only Tommy。
  Even Alice is gone。  Oh; Billy; Billy; this only
  goes to prove what I've always said; that _no_
  woman _ought_ to be a wife until she's an efficient
  housekeeper; and''
  ‘‘Yes; yes; Aunt Hannah; I know;'' moaned
  Billy; frenziedly。  ‘‘But I am a wife; and I'm not
  an efficient housekeeper; and Hugh Calderwell
  won't wait for me to learn。  He's coming to…night。
  _To…night!_  And I've got to do something。  Never
  mind。  I'll fix it some way。  Good…by!''
  ‘‘But; Billy; Billy!  Oh; my grief and conscience;''
  fluttered Aunt Hannah's voice across
  the wires as Billy snapped the receiver into
  place。
  For the second time that day Billy backed
  palpitatingly against the wall。  Her eyes sought
  the clock fearfully。
  Fifteen minutes past four。  She had an hour and
  three quarters。  She could; of course; telephone
  Bertram to dine Calderwell at a club or some
  hotel。  But to do this now; the very first time;
  when it had been her own suggestion that he
  ‘‘bring them home''no; no; she could not do
  that!  Anything but that!  Besides; very likely
  she could not reach Bertram; anyway。  Doubtless
  he had left the Winthrops' by this time。
  There was Marie。  She could telephone Marie。
  But Marie could not very well come just now; she
  knew; and then; too; there was Cyril to be taken
  into consideration。  How Cyril would gibe at the
  wife who had to call in all the neighbors just
  because her husband was bringing home a friend
  to dinner!  How he would  Well; he shouldn't!
  He should not have the chance。  So; there!
  With a jerk Mrs。 Bertram Henshaw pulled
  herself away from the wall and stood erect。  Her
  eyes snapped; and the very poise of her chin
  spelled determination。
  Very well; she would show them。  Was not
  Bertram bringing this man home because he was
  proud of her?  Mighty proud he would be if she
  had to call in half of Boston to get his dinner for
  him!  Nonsense!  She would get it herself。  Was
  not this the time; if ever; to be an oak?  A vine;
  doubtless; would lean and cling and telephone;
  and whine ‘‘I can't!''  But not an oak。  An oak
  would hold up its head and say ‘‘I can!''  An
  oak would go ahead and get that dinner。  She
  would be an oak。  She would get that dinner。
  What if she didn't know how to cook bread and
  cake and pies and things?  One did not have to
  cook bread and cake and pies just to get a dinner
  meat and potatoes and vegetables!  Besides;
  she _could_ make peach fritters。  She knew she
  could。  She would show them!
  And with actually a bit of song on her lips; Billy
  skipped up…stairs for her ruffled apron and dust…
  captwo necessary accompaniments to this
  dinner…getting; in her opinion。
  Billy found the apron and dust…cap with no
  difficulty; but it took fully ten of her precious
  minutes to unearth from its obscure hiding…place
  the blue…and…gold ‘‘Bride's Helper'' cookbook;
  one of Aunt Hannah's wedding gifts。
  On the way to the kitchen; Billy planned her
  dinner。  As was natural; perhaps; she chose the
  things she herself would like to eat。
  ‘‘I won't attempt anything very elaborate;''
  she said to herself。  ‘‘It would be wiser to have
  something simple; like chicken pie; perhaps。  I
  love chicken pie!  And I'll have oyster stew first
  that is; after the grapefruit。  Just oysters
  boiled in milk must be easier than soup to make。
  I'll begin with grapefruit with a cherry in it; like
  Pete fixes it。  Those don't have to be cooked;
  anyhow。  I'll have fishBertram loves the fish
  course。  Let me see; halibut; I guess; with egg
  sauce。  I won't have any roast; nothing but the
  chicken pie。  And I'll have squash and onions。
  I can have a salad; easyjust lettuce and stuff。
  That doesn't have to be cooked。  Oh; and the
  peach fritters; if I get time to make them。  For
  dessertwell; maybe I can find a new pie or
  pudding in the cookbook。  I want to use that
  cookbook for something; after hunting all this
  time for it!''
  In the kitchen Billy found exquisite neatness;
  and silence。  The first brought an approving light
  to her eyes; but the second; for some unapparent
  reason; filled her heart with vague misgiving。
  This feeling; however; Billy resolutely cast from
  her as she crossed the room; dropped her book
  on to the table; and turned toward the shining
  black stove。
  There was an excellent fire。  Glowing points
  of light showed that only a good draft was needed
  to make the whole mass of coal red…hot。  Billy;
  however; did not know this。  Her experience of
  fires was confined to burning wood in open grates
  and wood in open grates had to be poked to
  make it red and glowing。  With confident alacrity
  now; therefore; Billy caught up the poker; thrust
  it into the mass of coals and gave them a fine
  stirring up。  Then she set back the lid of the
  stove and went to hunt up the ingredients for
  her dinner。
  By the time Billy had searched five minutes
  and found no chicken; no oysters; and no halibut;
  it occurred to her that her larder was not;
  after all; an open market; and that one's