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作者:大刀阔斧      更新:2021-02-18 21:22      字数:9322
  FAIRY TALES OF HANS CHRISTIAN ANDERSEN
  THE SILVER SHILLING
  by Hans Christian Andersen
  THERE was once a shilling; which came forth from the mint
  springing and shouting; 〃Hurrah! now I am going out into the wide
  world。〃 And truly it did go out into the wide world。 The children held
  it with warm hands; the miser with a cold and convulsive grasp; and
  the old people turned it about; goodness knows how many times; while
  the young people soon allowed it to roll away from them。 The
  shilling was made of silver; it contained very little copper; and
  considered itself quite out in the world when it had been circulated
  for a year in the country in which it had been coined。 One day; it
  really did go out into the world; for it belonged to a gentleman who
  was about to travel in foreign lands。 This gentleman was not aware
  that the shilling lay at the bottom of his purse when he started; till
  he one day found it between his fingers。 〃Why;〃 cried he; 〃here is a
  shilling from home; well; it must go on its travels with me now!〃
  and the shilling jumped and rattled for joy; when it was put back
  again into the purse。
  Here it lay among a number of foreign companions; who were
  always coming and going; one taking the place of another; but the
  shilling from home was always put back; and had to remain in the
  purse; which was certainly a mark of distinction。 Many weeks passed;
  during which the shilling had travelled a long distance in the
  purse; without in the least knowing where he was。 He had found out
  that the other coins were French and Italian; and one coin said they
  were in this town; and another said they were in that; but the
  shilling was unable to make out or imagine what they meant。 A man
  certainly cannot see much of the world if he is tied up in a bag;
  and this was really the shilling's fate。 But one day; as he was
  lying in the purse; he noticed that it was not quite closed; and so he
  slipped near to the opening to have a little peep into society。 He
  certainly had not the least idea of what would follow; but he was
  curious; and curiosity often brings its own punishment。 In his
  eagerness; he came so near the edge of the purse that he slipped out
  into the pocket of the trousers; and when; in the evening; the purse
  was taken out; the shilling was left behind in the corner to which
  it had fallen。 As the clothes were being carried into the hall; the
  shilling fell out on the floor; unheard and unnoticed by any one。
  The next morning the clothes were taken back to the room; the
  gentleman put them on; and started on his journey again; but the
  shilling remained behind on the floor。 After a time it was found;
  and being considered a good coin; was placed with three other coins。
  〃Ah;〃 thought the shilling; 〃this is pleasant; I shall now see the
  world; become acquainted with other people; and learn other customs。〃
  〃Do you call that a shilling?〃 said some one the next moment。
  〃That is not a genuine coin of the country;… it is false; it is good
  for nothing。〃
  Now begins the story as it was afterwards related by the
  shilling himself。
  〃'False! good for nothing!' said he。 That remark went through
  and through me like a dagger。 I knew that I had a true ring; and
  that mine was a genuine stamp。 These people must at all events be
  wrong; or they could not mean me。 But yes; I was the one they called
  'false; and good for nothing。'
  〃'Then I must pay it away in the dark;' said the man who had
  received me。 So I was to be got rid of in the darkness; and be again
  insulted in broad daylight。
  〃'False! good for nothing!' Oh; I must contrive to get lost;
  thought I。 And I trembled between the fingers of the people every time
  they tried to pass me off slyly as a coin of the country。 Ah!
  unhappy shilling that I was! Of what use were my silver; my stamp; and
  my real value here; where all these qualities were worthless。 In the
  eyes of the world; a man is valued just according to the opinion
  formed of him。 It must be a shocking thing to have a guilty
  conscience; and to be sneaking about on account of wicked deeds。 As
  for me; innocent as I was; I could not help shuddering before their
  eyes whenever they brought me out; for I knew I should be thrown
  back again up the table as a false pretender。 At length I was paid
  away to a poor old woman; who received me as wages for a hard day's
  work。 But she could not again get rid of me; no one would take me。 I
  was to the woman a most unlucky shilling。 'I am positively obliged
  to pass this shilling to somebody;' said she; 'I cannot; with the best
  intentions; lay by a bad shilling。 The rich baker shall have it;… he
  can bear the loss better than I can。 But; after all; it is not a right
  thing to do。'
  〃'Ah!' sighed I to myself; 'am I also to be a burden on the
  conscience of this poor woman? Am I then in my old days so
  completely changed?' The woman offered me to the rich baker; but he
  knew the current money too well; and as soon as he received me he
  threw me almost in the woman's face。 She could get no bread for me;
  and I felt quite grieved to the heart that I should be cause of so
  much trouble to another; and be treated as a cast…off coin。 I who;
  in my young days; felt so joyful in the certainty of my own value; and
  knew so well that I bore a genuine stamp。 I was as sorrowful now as
  a poor shilling can be when nobody will have him。 The woman took me
  home again with her; and looking at me very earnestly; she said;
  'No; I will not try to deceive any one with thee again。 I will bore
  a hole through thee; that everyone may know that thou art a false
  and worthless thing; and yet; why should I do that? Very likely thou
  art a lucky shilling。 A thought has just struck me that it is so;
  and I believe it。 Yes; I will make a hole in the shilling;' said
  she; 'and run a string through it; and then give it to my neighbor's
  little one to hang round her neck; as a lucky shilling。' So she
  drilled a hole through me。
  〃It is really not at all pleasant to have a hole bored through
  one; but we can submit to a great deal when it is done with a good
  intention。 A string was drawn through the hole; and I became a kind of
  medal。 They hung me round the neck of a little child; and the child
  laughed at me and kissed me; and I rested for one whole night on the
  warm; innocent breast of a child。
  〃In the morning the child's mother took me between her fingers;
  and had certain thoughts about me; which I very soon found out。 First;
  she looked for a pair of scissors; and cut the string。
  〃'Lucky shilling!' said she; 'certainly this is what I mean to
  try。' Then she laid me in vinegar till I became quite green; and after
  that she filled up the hole with cement; rubbed me a little to
  brighten me up; and went out in the twilight hour to the lottery
  collector; to buy herself a ticket; with a shilling that should
  bring luck。 How everything seemed to cause me trouble。 The lottery
  collector pressed me so hard that I thought I should crack。 I had been
  called false; I had been thrown away;… that I knew; and there were
  many shillings and coins with inscriptions and stamps of all kinds
  lying about。 I well knew how proud they were; so I avoided them from
  very shame。 With the collector were several men who seemed to have a
  great deal to do; so I fell unnoticed into a chest; among several
  other coins。
  〃Whether the lottery ticket gained a prize; I know not; but this I
  know; that in a very few days after; I was recognized as a bad
  shilling; and laid aside。 Everything that happened seemed always to
  add to my sorrow。 Even if a man has a good character; it is of no
  use for him to deny what is said of him; for he is not considered an
  impartial judge of himself。
  〃A year passed; and in this way I had been changed from hand to
  hand; always abused; always looked at with displeasure; and trusted by
  no one; but I trusted in myself; and had no confidence in the world。
  Yes; that was a very dark time。
  〃At length one day I was passed to a traveller; a foreigner; the
  very same who had brought me away from home; and he was simple and
  true…hearted enough to take me for current coin。 But would he also
  attempt to pass me? and should I again hear the outcry; 'False!
  good…for…nothing!' The traveller examined me attentively; 'I took thee
  for good coin;' said he; then suddenly a smile spread all over his
  face。 I have never seen such a smile on any other face as on his。 'Now
  this is singular;' said he; 'it is a coin from my own country; a good;
  true; shilling from home。 Some one has bored a hole through it; and
  people have no doubt called it false。 How curious that it should
  come into my hands。 I will take it home with me to my own house。'
  'Joy thrilled through me when I heard this。 I had been once more
  called a good; honest shilling; and I was to go back to my own home;
  where each and all would recognize me; and know that I was made of
  good silver; and bore a true; genuine stamp。 I should have been glad
  in my joy to throw out s