第 15 节
作者:两块      更新:2021-02-17 23:27      字数:9322
  in their black sockets; to the accompaniment of the outcry of tortured steam。 All day; if not all night; the crooked pole slips up and down the trolley wire; as the yellow cars rattle; and flash; and clang a spiteful little bell; that sounds like a soprano bark; over the crossings。 It is customary in the Lossing Building to say; 〃We are so handy to the cars。〃  The street is a handsome street; not free from dingy old brick boxes of stores below the railway; but fast replacing them with fairer structures。 The Lossing Building has the wide arches; the recessed doors; the balconies and the colonnades of modern business architecture。 The occupants are very proud of the balconies; in particular; and; summer days; these will be a mass of greenery and bright tints。 To…day; it was so warm; February day though it was; that some of the potted plants were sunning themselves outside the windows。 Tilly could see them if she craned her neck。  There were some bouvardias and fuchsias of her mother's among them。 〃It IS a pretty building;〃 said Tilly; and; for some reason; she frowned。 She was a young woman; but not a very young woman。 Her figure was slim; and she looked better in loose waists than in tightly fitted gowns。  She wore a dark green gown with a black jacket; and a scarlet shirt…waist underneath。 Her face was long; with square chin and high cheek…bones; and thin; firm lips; yet she was comely; because of her lustrous black hair; her clear; gray eyes; and her charming; fair skin。 She had another gift:  everything about her was daintily neat; at first glance one said; 〃Here is a person who has spent pains; if not money; on her toilet。〃 By this time Tilly was entering the Lossing Building。 Half…way up the stairway a hand plucked her skirts。 The hand belonged to a tired…faced woman in black; on whose breast glittered a little crowd of pins and threaded needles; like the insignia of an Order of Toil。 〃Please excuse me; Miss Tilly;〃 said the woman; at the same time presenting a flat package in brown paper; 〃but WILL you give this pattern back to your mother。  I am so very much obliged。 I don't know how I WOULD git along without your mother; Tilly。〃 〃I'll give the pattern to her;〃 said Tilly; and she pursued her way。 Not very far。  A stout woman and a thin young man; with long; wavy; red hair; awaited her on the landing。 The woman held a plate of cake which she thrust at Tilly the instant they were on the same level; saying:  〃The cake was just splendid; tell your mother; it's a lovely recipe; and will you tell her to take this; and see how well I succeeded?〃 〃AndahMiss Louder;〃 said the man; as the stout woman rustled away; 〃here are some _Banner of Lights;_ I think she'd be interested in some of the articles on the true principles of the inspirational faith 〃 Tilly placed the bundle of newspapers at the base of her load〃andand; I wish you'd tell your dear mother that; under the angels; her mustard plaster really saved my life。〃 〃I'll tell her;〃 said Tilly。 She had advanced a little space before a young girl in a bright blue silk gown flung a radiant presence between her and the door。 〃Oh; Miss Tilly;〃 she murmured; blushing; 〃will you just give your mother this?it'sit's Jim's photograph。 You tell her it's ALL right; and SHE was exactly right; and _I_ was wrong。  She'll understand。〃 Tilly; with a look of resignation; accepted a stiff package done up in white tissue paper。  She had now only three steps to take: she took two; only two; for〃Miss Tilly; PLEASE!〃 a voice pealed around the corner; while a flushed and breathless young woman; with a large baby toppling over her lean shoulder; staggered into view。  〃My!〃 she panted; 〃ain't it tiresome lugging a child! I missed the car; of course; coming home from ma's。 Oh; say; Tilly; your mother was so good; she said she'd tend Blossom next time I went to the doctor's; and 〃 〃I'll take the baby;〃 said Tilly。  She hoisted the infant on to her own shoulder with her right arm。  〃Perhaps you'll be so kind's to turn the handle of the door;〃 said she in a slightly caustic tone; 〃as I haven't got any hands left。 Please shut it; too。〃 As the young mother opened the door; Tilly entered the parlor。 For a second she stood and stared grimly about her。  The furniture of the room was old…fashioned but in the best repair。  There was a cabinet organ in one corner。  A crayon portrait of Tilly's father (killed in the civil war) glared out of a florid gilt frame。 Perhaps it was the fault of the portrait; but he had a peevish frown。 There were two other portraits of him; large ghastly gray tintypes in oval frames of rosewood; obscurely suggesting coffins。 In these he looked distinctly sullen。  He was represented in uniform (being a lieutenant of volunteers); and the artist had conscientiously gilded his buttons until; as Mrs。 Louder was wont to observe; 〃It most made you want to cut them off with the scissors。〃 There were other tintypes and a flock of photographs in the room。 What Mrs。 Louder named 〃a throw〃 decorated each framed picture and each chair。  The largest arm…chair was drawn up to a table covered with books and magazines:  in the chair sat Mrs。 Louder; reading。 At Tilly's entrance she started and turned her head; and then one could see that the tears were streaming down her cheeks。 〃Now; MOTHER!〃 exploded Tilly。  Kicking the door open; she marched into the bed…chamber。 An indignant sweep of one arm sent the miscellany of gifts into a rocking…chair; an indignant curve of the other landed the baby on the bed。 Tilly turned on her mother。  〃Now; mother; what did you promise HUSH! will you?〃  (The latter part of the sentence a fierce 〃ASIDE〃 to the infant on the bed。)  In a second Mrs。 Louder's arms were encircling him; and she was soothing him on her broad shoulder; where I know not how many babies have found comfort。 Jane Louder was a tall womantall and portly。 She had a massive repose about her; a kind of soft dignity; and a stranger would not guess how tender was her heart。 Deprecatingly she looked up at her only child; standing in judgment over her。  Her eyes were fine still; though they had sparkled and wept for more than half a century。  They were not gray; like Tilly's; but a deep violet; with black eyelashes and eyebrows。 Black; once; had been the hair under the widow's cap; now streaked with silver; but Jane Louder's skin was fresh and daintily tinted like her daughter's; for all its fine wrinkles。 Her voice when she spoke was mellow and slow; with a nervous vibration of apology。  〃Never mind; dear;〃 she said; 〃I was just reading 'bout the Russians。〃 〃I KNEW it!  You promised me you wouldn't cry about the Russians any more。〃 〃I know; Tilly; but Alma Brown lent this to me; herself。 There's a beautiful article in it about 'The Horrors of Hunger。' It would make your heart ache!  I wish you would read it; Tilly。〃 〃No; thank you。  I don't care to have my heart ache。 I'm not going to read any more horrors about the Russians; or hear them either; if I can help it。  I have to write Mr。 Lossing's letters about them; and that's enough。 I've given all I can afford; and you've given more than you can afford; and I helped get up the subscription at the shops。 I've done all I could; and now I ain't going to have my feelings harrowed up any more; when it won't do me nor the Russians a mite of good。〃 〃But I cayn't HELP it; Tilly。  I cayn't take any comfort in my meals; thinking of that awful black bread the poor children starve rather than eat; and; Tilly; they ain't so dirty as some folks think! I read in a magazine how they have GOT to bathe twice a week by their religion; and there's a bath…house in every village。 Tilly; do you know how much money they've raised here?〃 〃Over three thousand。  This town is the greatest town for giving give to the cholera down South; give to Johnstown; give to Grinnell; give to cyclones; give to fires。 _The Freeman_ always starts up a subscription; and Mr。 Bayard runs the thing; and Mr。 Lossing always gives。  Mother; I tell you HE makes them hustle when he takes hold。  He's the chairman here; and he has township chairmen appointed for every township。 He's so popular they start in to oblige him; and then; someway; he makes them all interested。  I must tell you of a funny letter he had to…day from a Captain Ferguson; out at Baxter。 He's a rich farmer with lots of influence and a great worker; Mr。 Lossing says。  But this is 'most word for word what he wrote: 'Dear Sir:  I am sorry for the Russians; but my wife is down with the la grippe; and I can't get a hired girl; so I have to stay with her。  If you'll get me a hired girl; I'll get you a lot of money for the Russians。'〃 〃Did he git a girl?  I mean Mr。 Lossing。〃 〃No; ma'am。 He said he'd try if it was the city; but it was easier finding gold…mines than girls that would go into the country。 See here; I'm forgetting your presents。  Mother; you look real dragged andqueer!〃 〃It's nothing; jist a thought kinder struck me 'bout'bout that girl。〃 Tilly was sorting out the parcels and explaining them; at the end of her task her mind harked back to an old grievance。 〃Mother;〃 said she; 〃I've been thinking for a long time; and I've made up my mind。〃 〃Yes; dearie。〃  Mrs。 Louder's eyes grew troubled。 She knew something of the quality of Tilly's mind; which res