第 23 节
作者:蒂帆      更新:2024-04-14 09:15      字数:9322
  let fall; we think you must have had some success。
  〃Something was said of a lady; but nothing more was said 。 。 。
  〃Of course not; in our family! Oh; by…the…by; Eugene; would you
  rather that we made that piece of cambric into shirts for you
  instead of pocket…handkerchiefs? If you want some really nice
  shirts at once; we ought to lose no time in beginning upon them;
  and if the fashion is different now in Paris; send us one for a
  pattern; we want more particularly to know about the cuffs。 Good…
  bye! Good…bye! Take my kiss on the left side of your forehead; on
  the temple that belongs to me; and to no one else in the world。 I
  am leaving the other side of the sheet for Agathe; who has
  solemnly promised not to read a word that I have written; but;
  all the same; I mean to sit by her side while she writes; so as
  to be quite sure that she keeps her word。Your loving sister;
  〃Laure de Rastignac。〃
  〃Yes!〃 said Eugene to himself。 〃Yes! Success at all costs now!
  Riches could not repay such devotion as this。 I wish I could give
  them every sort of happiness! Fifteen hundred and fifty francs;〃
  he went on after a pause。 〃Every shot must go to the mark! Laure
  is right。 Trust a woman! I have only calico shirts。 Where some
  one else's welfare is concerned; a young girl becomes as
  ingenious as a thief。 Guileless where she herself is in question;
  and full of foresight for me;she is like a heavenly angel
  forgiving the strange incomprehensible sins of earth。〃
  The world lay before him。 His tailor had been summoned and
  sounded; and had finally surrendered。 When Rastignac met M。 de
  Trailles; he had seen at once how great a part the tailor plays
  in a young man's career; a tailor is either a deadly enemy or a
  staunch friend; with an invoice for a bond of friendship; between
  these two extremes there is; alack! no middle term。 In this
  representative of his craft Eugene discovered a man who
  understood that his was a sort of paternal function for young men
  at their entrance into life; who regarded himself as a stepping…
  stone between a young man's present and future。 And Rastignac in
  gratitude made the man's fortune by an epigram of a kind in which
  he excelled at a later period of his life。
  〃I have twice known a pair of trousers turned out by him make a
  match of twenty thousand livres a year!〃
  Fifteen hundred francs; and as many suits of clothes as he chose
  to order! At that moment the poor child of the South felt no more
  doubts of any kind。 The young man went down to breakfast with the
  indefinable air which the consciousness of the possession of
  money gives to youth。 No sooner are the coins slipped into a
  student's pocket than his wealth; in imagination at least; is
  piled into a fantastic column; which affords him a moral support。
  He begins to hold up his head as he walks; he is conscious that
  he has a means of bringing his powers to bear on a given point;
  he looks you straight in the face; his gestures are quick and
  decided; only yesterday he was diffident and shy; any one might
  have pushed him aside; to…morrow; he will take the wall of a
  prime minister。 A miracle has been wrought in him。 Nothing is
  beyond the reach of his ambition; and his ambition soars at
  random; he is light…hearted; generous; and enthusiastic; in
  short; the fledgling bird has discovered that he has wings。 A
  poor student snatches at every chance pleasure much as a dog runs
  all sorts of risks to steal a bone; cracking it and sucking the
  marrow as he flies from pursuit; but a young man who can rattle a
  few runaway gold coins in his pocket can take his pleasure
  deliberately; can taste the whole of the sweets of secure
  possession; he soars far above earth; he has forgotten what the
  word POVERTY means; all Paris is his。 Those are days when the
  whole world shines radiant with light; when everything glows and
  sparkles before the eyes of youth; days that bring joyous energy
  that is never brought into harness; days of debts and of painful
  fears that go hand in hand with every delight。 Those who do not
  know the left bank of the Seine between the Rue Saint…Jacques and
  the Rue des Saints…Peres know nothing of life。
  〃Ah! if the women of Paris but knew;〃 said Rastignac; as he
  devoured Mme。 Vauquer's stewed pears (at five for a penny); 〃they
  would come here in search of a lover。〃
  Just then a porter from the Messageries Royales appeared at the
  door of the room; they had previously heard the bell ring as the
  wicket opened to admit him。 The man asked for M。 Eugene de
  Rastignac; holding out two bags for him to take; and a form of
  receipt for his signature。 Vautrin's keen glance cut Eugene like
  a lash。
  〃Now you will be able to pay for those fencing lessons and go to
  the shooting gallery;〃 he said。
  〃Your ship has come in;〃 said Mme。 Vauquer; eyeing the bags。
  Mlle。 Michonneau did not dare to look at the money; for fear her
  eyes should betray her cupidity。
  〃You have a kind mother;〃 said Mme。 Couture。
  〃You have a kind mother; sir;〃 echoed Poiret。
  〃Yes; mamma has been drained dry;〃 said Vautrin; 〃and now you can
  have your fling; go into society; and fish for heiresses; and
  dance with countesses who have peach blossom in their hair。 But
  take my advice; young man; and don't neglect your pistol
  practice。〃
  Vautrin struck an attitude; as if he were facing an antagonist。
  Rastignac; meaning to give the porter a tip; felt in his pockets
  and found nothing。 Vautrin flung down a franc piece on the table。
  〃Your credit is good;〃 he remarked; eyeing the student; and
  Rastignac was forced to thank him; though; since the sharp
  encounter of wits at dinner that day; after Eugene came in from
  calling on Mme。 de Beauseant; he had made up his mind that
  Vautrin was insufferable。 For a week; in fact; they had both kept
  silence in each other's presence; and watched each other。 The
  student tried in vain to account to himself for this attitude。
  An idea; of course; gains in force by the energy with which it is
  expressed; it strikes where the brain sends it; by a law as
  mathematically exact as the law that determines the course of a
  shell from a mortar。 The amount of impression it makes is not to
  be determined so exactly。 Sometimes; in an impressible nature;
  the idea works havoc; but there are; no less; natures so robustly
  protected; that this sort of projectile falls flat and harmless
  on skulls of triple brass; as cannon…shot against solid masonry;
  then there are flaccid and spongy…fibred natures into which ideas
  from without sink like spent bullets into the earthworks of a
  redoubt。 Rastignac's head was something of the powder…magazine
  order; the least shock sufficed to bring about an explosion。 He
  was too quick; too young; not to be readily accessible to ideas;
  and open to that subtle influence of thought and feeling in
  others which causes so many strange phenomena that make an
  impression upon us of which we are all unconscious at the time。
  Nothing escaped his mental vision; he was lynx…eyed; in him the
  mental powers of perception; which seem like duplicates of the
  senses; had the mysterious power of swift projection that
  astonishes us in intellects of a high orderslingers who are
  quick to detect the weak spot in any armor。
  In the past month Eugene's good qualities and defects had rapidly
  developed with his character。 Intercourse with the world and the
  endeavor to satisfy his growing desires had brought out his
  defects。 But Rastignac came from the South side of the Loire; and
  had the good qualities of his countrymen。 He had the impetuous
  courage of the South; that rushes to the attack of a difficulty;
  as well as the southern impatience of delay or suspense。 These
  traits are held to be defects in the North; they made the fortune
  of Murat; but they likewise cut short his career。 The moral would
  appear to be that when the dash and boldness of the South side of
  the Loire meets; in a southern temperament; with the guile of the
  North; the character is complete; and such a man will gain (and
  keep) the crown of Sweden。
  Rastignac; therefore; could not stand the fire from Vautrin's
  batteries for long without discovering whether this was a friend
  or a foe。 He felt as if this strange being was reading his inmost
  soul; and dissecting his feelings; while Vautrin himself was so
  close and secretive that he seemed to have something of the
  profound and unmoved serenity of a sphinx; seeing and hearing all
  things and saying nothing。 Eugene; conscious of that money in his
  pocket; grew rebellious。
  〃Be so good as to wait a moment;〃 he said to Vautrin; as the
  latter rose; after slowly emptying his coffee…cup; sip by sip。
  〃What for?〃 inquired the older man; as he put on his large…
  brimmed hat and took up the sword…cane that he was wont to twirl
  like a man who will face three or four footpads without
  flinching。
  〃I will repay you in a minute;〃 returned Eugene。 He