第 19 节
作者:蒂帆      更新:2024-04-14 09:15      字数:9321
  You are determined to succeed? I will help you。 You shall sound
  the depths of corruption in woman; you shall measure the extent
  of man's pitiful vanity。 Deeply as I am versed in such learning;
  there were pages in the book of life that I had not read。 Now I
  know all。 The more cold…blooded your calculations; the further
  you will go。 Strike ruthlessly; you will be feared。 Men and women
  for you must be nothing more than post…horses; take a fresh
  relay; and leave the last to drop by the roadside; in this way
  you will reach the goal of your ambition。 You will be nothing
  here; you see; unless a woman interests herself in you; and she
  must be young and wealthy; and a woman of the world。 Yet; if you
  have a heart; lock it carefully away like a treasure; do not let
  any one suspect it; or you will be lost; you would cease to be
  the executioner; you would take the victim's place。 And if ever
  you should love; never let your secret escape you! Trust no one
  until you are very sure of the heart to which you open your
  heart。 Learn to mistrust every one; take every precaution for the
  sake of the love which does not exist as yet。 Listen; Miguel〃
  the name slipped from her so naturally that she did not notice
  her mistake〃there is something still more appalling than the
  ingratitude of daughters who have cast off their old father and
  wish that he were dead; and that is a rivalry between two
  sisters。 Restaud comes of a good family; his wife has been
  received into their circle; she has been presented at court; and
  her sister; her wealthy sister; Mme。 Delphine de Nucingen; the
  wife of a great capitalist; is consumed with envy; and ready to
  die of spleen。 There is gulf set between the sistersindeed;
  they are sisters no longerthe two women who refuse to
  acknowledge their father do not acknowledge each other。 So Mme。
  de Nucingen would lap up all the mud that lies between the Rue
  Saint…Lazare and the Rue de Grenelle to gain admittance to my
  salon。 She fancied that she should gain her end through de
  Marsay; she has made herself de Marsay's slave; and she bores
  him。 De Marsay cares very little about her。 If you will introduce
  her to me; you will be her darling; her Benjamin; she will
  idolize you。 If; after that; you can love her; do so; if not;
  make her useful。 I will ask her to come once or twice to one of
  my great crushes; but I will never receive her here in the
  morning。 I will bow to her when I see her; and that will be quite
  sufficient。 You have shut the Comtesse de Restaud's door against
  you by mentioning Father Goriot's name。 Yes; my good friend; you
  may call at her house twenty times; and every time out of the
  twenty you will find that she is not at home。 The servants have
  their orders; and will not admit you。 Very well; then; now let
  Father Goriot gain the right of entry into her sister's house for
  you。 The beautiful Mme。 de Nucingen will give the signal for a
  battle。 As soon as she singles you out; other women will begin to
  lose their heads about you; and her enemies and rivals and
  intimate friends will all try to take you from her。 There are
  women who will fall in love with a man because another woman has
  chosen him; like the city madams; poor things; who copy our
  millinery; and hope thereby to acquire our manners。 You will have
  a success; and in Paris success is everything; it is the key of
  power。 If the women credit you with wit and talent; the men will
  follow suit so long as you do not undeceive them yourself。 There
  will be nothing you may not aspire to; you will go everywhere;
  and you will find out what the world isan assemblage of fools
  and knaves。 But you must be neither the one nor the other。 I am
  giving you my name like Ariadne's clue of thread to take with you
  into the labyrinth; make no unworthy use of it;〃 she said; with a
  queenly glance and curve of her throat; 〃give it back to me
  unsullied。 And now; go; leave me。 We women also have our battles
  to fight。〃
  〃And if you should ever need some one who would gladly set a
  match to a train for you〃
  〃Well?〃 she asked。
  He tapped his heart; smiled in answer to his cousin's smile; and
  went。
  It was five o'clock; and Eugene was hungry; he was afraid lest he
  should not be in time for dinner; a misgiving which made him feel
  that it was pleasant to be borne so quickly across Paris。 This
  sensation of physical comfort left his mind free to grapple with
  the thoughts that assailed him。 A mortification usually sends a
  young man of his age into a furious rage; he shakes his fist at
  society; and vows vengeance when his belief in himself is shaken。
  Just then Rastignac was overwhelmed by the words; 〃You have shut
  the Countess' door against you。〃
  〃I shall call!〃 he said to himself; 〃and if Mme。 de Beauseant is
  right; if I never find her at homeI 。 。 。 well; Mme。 de Restaud
  shall meet me in every salon in Paris。 I will learn to fence and
  have some pistol practice; and kill that Maxime of hers!〃
  〃And money?〃 cried an inward monitor。 〃How about money; where is
  that to come from?〃 And all at once the wealth displayed in the
  Countess de Restaud's drawing…room rose before his eyes。 That was
  the luxury which Goriot's daughter had loved too well; the
  gilding; the ostentatious splendor; the unintelligent luxury of
  the parvenu; the riotous extravagance of a courtesan。 Then the
  attractive vision suddenly went under an eclipse as he remembered
  the stately grandeur of the Hotel de Beauseant。 As his fancy
  wandered among these lofty regions in the great world of Paris;
  innumerable dark thoughts gathered in his heart; his ideas
  widened; and his conscience grew more elastic。 He saw the world
  as it is; saw how the rich lived beyond the jurisdiction of law
  and public opinion; and found in success the ultima ratio mundi。
  〃Vautrin is right; success is virtue!〃 he said to himself。
  Arrived in the Rue Neuve…Sainte…Genevieve; he rushed up to his
  room for ten francs wherewith to satisfy the demands of the
  cabman; and went in to dinner。 He glanced round the squalid room;
  saw the eighteen poverty…stricken creatures about to feed like
  cattle in their stalls; and the sight filled him with loathing。
  The transition was too sudden; and the contrast was so violent
  that it could not but act as a powerful stimulant; his ambition
  developed and grew beyond all social bounds。 On the one hand; he
  beheld a vision of social life in its most charming and refined
  forms; of quick…pulsed youth; of fair; impassioned faces invested
  with all the charm of poetry; framed in a marvelous setting of
  luxury or art; and; on the other hand; he saw a sombre picture;
  the miry verge beyond these faces; in which passion was extinct
  and nothing was left of the drama but the cords and pulleys and
  bare mechanism。 Mme。 de Beauseant's counsels; the words uttered
  in anger by the forsaken lady; her petulant offer; came to his
  mind; and poverty was a ready expositor。 Rastignac determined to
  open two parallel trenches so as to insure success; he would be a
  learned doctor of law and a man of fashion。 Clearly he was still
  a child! Those two lines are asymptotes; and will never meet。
  〃You are very dull; my lord Marquis;〃 said Vautrin; with one of
  the shrewd glances that seem to read the innermost secrets of
  another mind。
  〃I am not in the humor to stand jokes from people who call me 'my
  lord Marquis;' 〃 answered Eugene。 〃A marquis here in Paris; if he
  is not the veriest sham; ought to have a hundred thousand livres
  a year at least; and a lodger in the Maison Vauquer is not
  exactly Fortune's favorite。〃
  Vautrin's glance at Rastignac was half…paternal; half…
  contemptuous。 〃Puppy!〃 it seemed to say; 〃I should make one
  mouthful of him!〃 Then he answered:
  〃You are in a bad humor; perhaps your visit to the beautiful
  Comtesse de Restaud was not a success。〃
  〃She has shut her door against me because I told her that her
  father dined at our table;〃 cried Rastignac。
  Glances were exchanged all round the room; Father Goriot looked
  down。
  〃You have sent some snuff into my eye;〃 he said to his neighbor;
  turning a little aside to rub his hand over his face。
  〃Any one who molests Father Goriot will have henceforward to
  reckon with me;〃 said Eugene; looking at the old man's neighbor;
  〃he is worth all the rest of us put together。I am not speaking
  of the ladies;〃 he added; turning in the direction of Mlle。
  Taillefer。
  Eugene's remarks produced a sensation; and his tone silenced the
  dinner…table。 Vautrin alone spoke。 〃If you are going to champion
  Father Goriot; and set up for his responsible editor into the
  bargain; you had need be a crack shot and know how to handle the
  foils;〃 he said; banteringly。
  〃So I intend;〃 said Eugene。
  〃Then you are taking the field today?〃
  〃Perhaps;〃 Rastignac answered。 〃But I owe no account of myself to
  any one; especially as I do not try to find out what other people
  do