第 46 节
作者:蝴蝶的出走      更新:2024-04-14 09:15      字数:9321
  but this time in another direction。  His conductor was
  serenely silent; and Lorison followed his example to the
  extent of seldom speaking。  Serene he could not be。  His
  heart beat suffocatingly in his breast。  The following of
  this blind; menacing trail was pregnant with he knew not
  what humiliating revelation to be delivered at its end。
  They came into a more pretentious street; where trade;
  it could be surmised; flourished by day。  And again the
  priest paused; this time before a lofty building; whose
  great doors and windows in the lowest floor were carefully
  shuttered and barred。  Its higher apertures were dark;
  save in the third story; the windows of which were bril…
  liantly lighted。  Lorison's ear caught a distant; regular;
  pleasing thrumming; as of music above。  They stood at
  an angle of the building。  Up; along the side nearest them;
  mounted an iron stairway。  At its top was an upright;
  illuminated parallelogram。  Father Rogan had stopped;
  and stood; musing。
  〃I will say this much;〃 he remarked; thoughtfully:
  〃I believe you to be a better man than you think yourself
  to be; and a better man than I thought some hours ago。
  But do not take this;〃 he added; with a smile; 〃as much
  praise。  I promised you a possible deliverance from an
  unhappy perplexity。  I will have to modify that promise。
  I can only remove the mystery that enhanced that per…
  plexity。  Your deliverance depends upon yourself。
  Come。〃
  He led his companion up the stairway。  Halfway up;
  Lorison caught him by the sleeve。  〃Remember;〃 he
  gasped; 〃I love that woman。〃
  〃You desired to know。
  〃I  Go on。〃
  The priest reached the landing at the top of the stairway。
  Lorison; behind him; saw that the illuminated space was
  the glass upper half of a door opening into the lighted
  room。  The rhythmic music increased as they neared
  it; the stairs shook with the mellow vibrations。
  Lorison stopped breathing when he set foot upon the
  highest step; for the priest stood aside; and motioned him
  to look through the glass of the door。
  His eye; accustomed to the darkness; met first a blind…
  ing glare; and then he made out the faces and forms of
  many people; amid an extravagant display of splendid
  robings  billowy laces; brilliant…hued finery; ribbons;
  silks and misty drapery。  And then he caught the mean。
  ing of that jarring hum; and he saw the tired; pale; happy
  face of his wife; bending; as were a score of others; over
  her sewing machine  toiling; toiling。  Here was the
  folly she pursued; and the end of his quest。
  But not his deliverance; though even then remorse
  struck him。  His shamed soul fluttered once more before
  it retired to make room for the other and better one。
  For; to temper his thrill of joy; the shine of the satin and
  the glimmer of ornaments recalled the disturbing figure
  of the bespangled Amazon; and the base duplicate histories
  it by the glare of footlights and stolen diamonds。  It is
  past the wisdom of him who only sets the scenes; either to
  praise or blame the man。  But this time his love over…
  came his scruples。  He took a quick step; and reached
  out his hand for the doorknob。  Father Rogan was
  quicker to arrest it and draw him back。
  〃You use my trust in you queerly;〃 said the priest
  sternly。  〃What are you about to do?〃
  〃I am going to my wife;〃 said Lorison。  〃Let me pass。〃
  〃Listen;〃 said the priest; holding him firmly by the
  arm。  〃I am about to put you in possession of a piece of
  knowledge of which; thus far; you have scarcely proved
  deserving。  I do not think you ever will; but I will not
  dwell upon that。  You see in that room the woman you
  married; working for a frugal living for herself; and a
  generous comfort for an idolized brother。  This building
  belongs to the chief costumer of the city。  For months the
  advance orders for the coming Mardi Gras festivals have
  kept the work going day and night。  I myself secured
  employment here for Norah。  She toils here each night
  from nine o'clock until daylight; and; besides; carries
  home with her some of the finer costumes; requiring more
  delicate needlework; and works there part of the day。
  Somehow; you two have remained strangely ignorant of
  each other's lives。  Are you convinced now that your
  wife is not walking the streets?〃
  〃Let me go to her;〃 cried Lorison; again struggling;
  〃and beg her forgiveness!'
  〃Sir;〃 said the priest; 〃do you owe me nothing?  Be
  quiet。  It seems so often that Heaven lets fall its choicest
  gifts into hands that must be taught to hold them。  Listen
  again。  You forgot that repentant sin must not comprom…
  ise; but look up; for redemption; to the purest and best。
  You went to her with the fine…spun sophistry that peace
  could be found in a mutual guilt; and she; fearful of losing
  what her heart so craved; thought it worth the price to
  buy it with a desperate; pure; beautiful lie。  I have known
  her since the day she was born; she is as innocent and
  unsullied in life and deed as a holy saint。  In that lowly
  street where she dwells she first saw the light; and she
  has lived there ever since; spending her days in generous
  self…sacrifice for others。  Och; ye spalpeen!〃  continued
  Father Rogan; raising his finger in kindly anger at Lorison。
  〃What for; I wonder; could she be after making a fool
  of hersilf; and shamin' her swate soul with lies; for the
  like of you!〃
  〃Sir;〃 said Lorison; trembling; 〃say what you please
  of me。  Doubt it as you must; I will yet prove my gratitude
  to you; and my devotion to her。  But let me speak to her
  once now; let me kneel for just one moment at her feet;
  and  〃
  〃Tut; tut!〃  said the priest。  〃How many acts of a
  love drama do you think an old bookworm like me capable
  of witnessing?  Besides; what kind of figures do we cut;
  spying upon the mysteries of midnight millinery!  Go
  to meet your wife to…morrow; as she ordered you; and obey
  her thereafter; and maybe some time I shall get forgive…
  ness for the part I have played in this night's work。  Off
  wid yez down the shtairs; now!  'Tis late; and an ould
  man like me should be takin' his rest。〃
  MADAME BO…PEEP; OF THE RANCHES
  〃AUNT ELLEN;〃 said Octavia; cheerfully; as she threw
  her black kid gloves carefully at the dignified Persian cat
  on the window…seat; 〃I'm a pauper。〃
  〃You are so extreme in your statements; Octavia;
  dear;〃 said Aunt Ellen; mildly; looking up from her paper。
  〃If you find yourself temporarily in need of some small
  change for bonbons; you will find my purse in the drawer
  of the writing desk。〃
  Octavia Beaupree removed her hat and seated herself
  on a footstool near her aunt's chair; clasping her hands
  about her knees。 Her slim and flexible figure; clad in a
  modish mourning costume; accommodated itself easily
  and gracefully to the trying position。 Her bright and
  youthful face; with its pair of sparkling; life…enamoured
  eyes; tried to compose itself to the seriousness that the
  occasion seemed to demand。
  〃You good auntie; it isn't a case of bonbons; it is abject;
  staring; unpicturesque poverty; with ready…made clothes;
  gasolined gloves; and probably one o'clock dinners all
  waiting with the traditional wolf at the door。 I've just
  come from my lawyer; auntie; and; 'Please; ma'am; I
  ain't got nothink 't all。 Flowers; lady? Buttonhole;
  gentleman? Pencils; sir; three for five; to help a poor
  widow?' Do I do it nicely; auntie; or; as a bread…winner
  accomplishment; were my lessons in elocution entirely
  wasted?〃
  〃Do be serious; my dear;〃 said Aunt Ellen; letting her
  paper fall to the floor; 〃long enough to tell me what you
  mean。 Colonel Beaupree's estate  〃
  〃Colonel Beaupree's estate;〃 interrupted Octavia;
  emphasizing her words with appropriate dramatic ges…
  tures; 〃is of Spanish castellar architecture。 Colonel
  Beaupree's resources are  wind。 Colonel Beaupree's
  stocks are  water。 Colonel Beaupree's income is
  all in。 The statement lacks the legal technicalities to
  which I have been listening for an hour; but that is what
  it means when translated。〃
  〃Octavia!〃  Aunt Ellen was now visibly possessed by
  consternation。 〃I can hardly believe it。 And it was the
  impression that he was worth a million。 And the De
  Peysters themselves introduced him!〃
  Octavia rippled out a laugh; and then became properly
  grave。
  〃De mortuis nil; auntie  not even the rest of it。 The
  dear old colonel  what a gold brick he was; after all!
  I paid for my bargain fairly  I'm all here; am I not?
  items: eyes; fingers; toes; youth; old family; unques…
  tionable position in society as called for in the contract
  no wild…cat stock here。〃 Octavia picked up the
  morning paper from the floor。 〃But I'm not going to
  'squeal'  isn't that what they call it when you rail at
  Fortune because you've; lost the game?〃 She turned
  the pages of the paper calmly。