第 19 节
作者:千顷寒      更新:2024-04-14 09:12      字数:9322
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  It was cold! I stood a moment there in the sunny air; the great world open around me; shuddering; for I dreaded the plungeand then with a run; a shout and a splash I took the deep water。 Oh; but it was fine! With long; deep strokes I carried myself fairly to the middle of the pond。 The first chill was succeeded by a tingling glow; and I can convey no idea whatever of the glorious sense of exhilaration I had。 I swam with the broad front stroke; I swam on my side; head half submerged; with a deep under stroke; and I rolled over on my back and swam with the water lapping my chin。 Thus I came to the end of the pool near the old dam; touched my feet on the bottom; gave a primeval whoop; and dove back into the water again。 I have rarely experienced keener physical joy。 After swimming thus boisterously for a time; I quieted down to long; leisurely strokes; conscious of the water playing across my shoulders and singing at my ears; and finally; reaching the centre of the pond; I turned over on my back and; paddling lazily; watched the slow procession of light clouds across the sunlit openings of the trees above me。 Away up in the sky I could see a hawk slowly swimming about (in his element as I was in mine); and nearer at hand; indeed fairly in the thicket about the pond; I could hear a wood…thrush singing。
  And so; shaking the water out of my hair and swimming with long and leisurely strokes; I returned to the sand…bank; and there; standing in a spot of warm sunshine; I dried myself with the towel from my bag。 And I said to myself:
  〃Surely it is good to be alive at a time like this!〃
  Slowly I drew on my clothes; idling there in the sand; and afterward I found an inviting spot in an old meadow where I threw myself down on the grass under an apple…tree and looked up into the shadowy places in the foliage above me。 I felt a delicious sense of physical well…being; and I was pleasantly tired。
  So I lay thereand the next thing I knew; I turned over; feeling cold and stiff; and opened my eyes upon the dusky shadows of late evening。 I had been sleeping for hours!
  The next few minutes (or was it an hour or eternity?); I recall as containing some of the most exciting and; when all is said; amusing incidents in my whole life。 And I got quite a new glimpse of that sometimes bumptious person known as David Grayson。
  The first sensation I had was one of complete panic。 What was I to do? Where was I to go?
  Hastily seizing my bagand before I was half awakeI started rapidly across the meadow; in my excitement tripping and falling several times in the first hundred yards。 In daylight I have no doubt that I should easily have seen a gateway or at least an opening from the old meadow; but in the fast…gathering darkness it seemed to me that the open field was surrounded on every side by impenetrable forests。 Absurd as it may seem; for no one knows what his mind will do at such a moment; I recalled vividly a passage from Stanley's story of his search for Livingstone; in which he relates how he escaped from a difficult place in the jungle by KEEPING STRAIGHT AHEAD。
  I print these words in capitals because they seemed written that night upon the sky。 KEEPING STRAIGHT AHEAD; I entered the forest on one side of the meadow (with quite a heroic sense of adventure); but scraped my shin on a fallen log and ran into a tree with bark on it that felt like a gigantic currycomband stopped!
  Up to this point I think I was still partly asleep。 Now; however; I waked up。
  〃All you need;〃 said I to myself in my most matter…of…fact tone; 〃is a little cool sense。 Be quiet now and reason it out。〃
  So I stood there for some moments reasoning it out; with the result that I turned back and found the meadow again。
  〃What a fool I've been!〃 I said。 〃Isn't it perfectly plain that I should have gone down to the pond; crossed over the inlet; and reached the road by the way I came?〃
  Having thus settled my problem; and congratulating myself on my perspicacity; I started straight for the mill…pond; but to my utter amazement; in the few short hours while I had been asleep; that entire body of water had evaporated; the dam had disappeared; and the stream had dried up。 I must certainly present the facts in this remarkable case to some learned society。
  I then decided to return to the old apple…tree where I had slept; which now seemed quite like home; but; strange to relate; the apple…tree had also completely vanished from the enchanted meadow。 At that I began to suspect that in coming out of the forest I had somehow got into another and somewhat similar old field。 I have never had a more confused or eerie sensation; not fear; but a sort of helplessness in which for an instant I actually began to doubt whether it was I myself; David Grayson; who stood there in the dark meadow; or whether I was the victim of a peculiarly bad dream。 I suppose many other people have had these sensations under similar conditions; but they were new to me。
  I turned slowly around and looked for a light; I think I never wanted so much to see some sign of human habitation as I did at that moment。
  What a coddled world we live in; truly。 That being out after dark in a meadow should so disturb the very centre of our being! In all my life; indeed; and I suppose the same is true of ninety…nine out of a hundred of the people in America to…day; I had never before found myself where nothing stood between nature and me; where I had no place to sleep; no shelter for the nightnor any prospect of finding one。 I was infinitely less resourceful at that moment than a rabbit; or a partridge; or a gray squirrel。
  Presently I sat down on the ground where I had been standing; with a vague fear (absurd to look back upon) that it; too; in some manner might slip away from under me。 And as I sat there I began to have familiar gnawings at the pit of my stomach; and I remembered that; save for a couple of Mrs。 Clark's doughnuts eaten while I was sitting on the hillside; ages ago; I had had nothing since my early breakfast。
  With this thought of my predicamentand the glimpse I had of myself 〃hungry and homeless〃the humour of the whole situation suddenly came over me; and; beginning with a chuckle; I wound up; as my mind dwelt upon my recent adventures; with a long; loud; hearty laugh。
  As I laughedand what a roar it made in that darkness!I got up on my feet and looked up at the sky。 One bright star shone out over the woods; and in high heavens I could see dimly the white path of the Milky Way。 And all at once I seemed again to be in command of myself and of the world。 I felt a sudden lift and thrill of the spirits; a warm sense that this too was part of the great adventurethe Thing Itself。
  〃This is the light;〃 I said looking up again at the sky and the single bright star; 〃which is set for me to…night。 I will make my bed by it。〃
  I can hope to make no one understand (unless he understands already) with what joy of adventure I now crept through the meadow toward the wood。 It was an unknown; unexplored world I was in; and I; the fortunate discoverer; had here to shift for himself; make his home under the stars! Marquette on the wild shores of the Mississippi; or Stanley in Africa; had no joy that I did not know at that moment。
  I crept along the meadow and came at last to the wood。 Here I chose a somewhat sheltered spot at the foot of a large treeand yet a spot not so obscured that I could not look out over the open spaces of the meadow and see the sky。 Here; groping in the darkness; like some primitive creature; I raked together a pile of leaves with my fingers; and found dead twigs and branches of trees; but in that moist forest (where the rain had fallen only the day before) my efforts to kindle a fire were unavailing。 Upon this; I considered using some pages from my notebook; but another alternative suggested itself:
  〃Why not Montaigne?〃
  With that I groped for the familiar volume; and with a curious sensation of satisfaction I tore out a handful of pages from the back。
  〃Better Montaigne than Grayson;〃 I said; with a chuckle。 It was amazing how Montaigne sparkled and crackled when he was well lighted。
  〃There goes a bundle of quotations from Vergil;〃 I said; 〃and there's his observations on the eating of fish。 There are more uses than one for the classics。〃
  So I ripped out a good part of another chapter; and thus; by coaxing; got my fire to going。 It was not difficult after that to find enough fuel to make it blaze up warmly。
  I opened my bag and took out the remnants of the luncheon which Mrs。 Clark had given me that morning; and I was surprised and delighted to find; among the other things; a small bottle of coffee。 This suggested all sorts of pleasing possibilities and; the spirit of invention being now awakened; I got out my tin cup; split a sapling stick so I could fit it into the handle; and set the cup; full of coffee; on the coals at the edge of the fire。 It was soon heated; and although I spilled some of it in getting it off; and although it was well spiced with ashes; I enjoyed it; with Mrs。 Clark's doughnuts and sandwiches (some of which I toasted with a sapling fork) as thoroughly; I think; as ever I enjoyed any meal。
  How little we knowwe who dread lifehow mu