第 15 节
作者:千顷寒      更新:2024-04-14 09:12      字数:9322
  le!but I cannot convey the pleasure I had in the very elusiveness and mystery of the sign; nor how I wished I might at the next turn come upon the poet himself。 I decided that no one but a poet could have contented himself with a lyric in one word; unless it might have been a humourist; to whom sometimes a single small word。 is more blessed than all the verbal riches of Webster himself。 For it is nothing short of genius that uses one word when twenty will say the same thing!
  Or; would he; after all; turn out to be only a more than ordinarily alluring advertiser? I confess my heart went into my throat that morning; when I first saw the sign; lest it read:
  ' RESTaurant 2 miles east '
  nor should I have been surprised if it had。
  I caught a vicarious glimpse of the sign…man to…day; through the eyes of a young farmer。 Yes; he s'posed he'd seen him; he said; wore a slouch hat; couldn't tell whether he was young or old。 Drove into the bushes (just down there beyond the brook) and; standin' on the seat of his buggy; nailed something to a tree。 A day or two laterthe dull wonder of mankind!the young farmer; passing that way to town; had seen the odd sign 〃Rest〃 on the tree: he s'posed the fellow put it there。
  〃What does it mean?〃
  〃Well; naow; I hadn't thought;〃 said the young farmer。
  〃Did the fellow by any chance have long hair?〃
  〃Well; naow; I didn't notice;〃 said he。
  〃Are you sure he wore a slouch hat?〃
  〃Ye…esor it may a…been straw;〃 replied the observant young farmer。
  So I tramped that morning; and as I tramped I let my mind go out warmly to the people living all about on the farms or in the hills。 It is pleasant at times to feel life; as it were; in general terms: no specific Mr。 Smith or concrete Mr。 Jones; but just human life。 I love to think of people all around going out busily in the morning to their work and returning at night; weary; to rest。 I like to think of them growing up; growing old; loving; achieving; sinning; failingin short; living。
  In such a live…minded mood as this it often happens that the most ordinary things appear charged with new significance。 I suppose I had seen a thousand rural…mail boxes along country roads before that day; but I had seen them as the young farmer saw the sign…man。 They were mere inert objects of iron and wood。
  But as I tramped; thinking of the people in the hills; I came quite unexpectedly upon a sandy by…road that came out through a thicket of scrub oaks and hazel…brush; like some shy countryman; to join the turn…pike。 As I stood looking into itfor it seemed peculiarly invitingI saw at the entrance a familiar group of rural…mail boxes。 And I saw them not as dead things; but for the momentthe illusion was over…poweringthey were living; eager hands outstretched to the passing throng I could feel; hear; see the farmers up there in the hills reaching out to me; to all the world; for a thousand inexpressible things; for more life; more companionship; more comforts; more money。
  It occurred to me at that moment; whimsically and yet somehow seriously; that I might respond to the appeal of the shy country road and the outstretched hands。 At first I did not think of anything I could dosave to go up and eat dinner with one of the hill farmers; which might not be an unmixed blessing!and then it came to me。
  〃I will write a letter!〃
  Straightway and with the liveliest amusement I began to formulate in my mind what I should say:
  Dear Friend: You do not know me。 I am a passerby in the road。 My name is David Grayson。 You do not know me; and it may seem odd to you to receive a letter from an entire stranger。 But I am something of a farmer myself; and as I went by I could not help thinking of you and your family and your farm。 The fact is; I should like to look you up; and talk with you about many things。 I myself cultivate a number of curious fields; and raise many kinds of crops
  At this interesting point my inspiration suddenly collapsed; for I had a vision; at once amusing and disconcerting; of my hill farmer (and his practical wife!) receiving such a letter (along with the country paper; a circular advertising a cure for catarrh; and the most recent catalogue of the largest mail…order house in creation)。 I could see them standing there in their doorway; the man with his coat off; doubtfully scratching his head as he read my letter; the woman wiping her hands on her apron and looking over his shoulder; and a youngster squeezing between the two and demanding; 〃What is it; Paw?〃
  I found myself wondering how they would receive such an unusual letter; what they would take it to mean。 And in spite of all I could do; I could imagine no expression on their faces save one of incredulity and suspicion。 I could fairly see the shrewd worldly wise look come into the farmer's face; I could hear him say:
  〃Ha; guess he thinks we ain't cut our eye…teeth!〃 And he would instantly begin speculating as to whether this was a new scheme for selling him second…rate nursery stock; or the smooth introduction of another sewing…machine agent。
  Strange world; strange world! Sometimes it seems to me that the hardest thing of all to believe in is simple friendship。 Is it not a comment upon our civilization that it is so often easier to believe that a man is a friend…for…profit; or even a cheat; than that he is frankly a well…wisher of his neighbours?
  These reflections put such a damper upon my enthusiasm that I was on the point of taking again to the road; when it came to me powerfully: Why not try the experiment? Why not?
  〃Friendship;〃 I said aloud; 〃is the greatest thing in the world。 There is no door it will not unlock; no problem it will not solve。 It is; after all; the only real thing in this world。〃
  The sound of my own voice brought me suddenly to myself; and I found that I was standing there in the middle of the public road; one clenched fist absurdly raised in air; delivering an oration to a congregation of rural…mail boxes!
  And yet; in spite of the humorous aspects of the idea; it still appeared to me that such an experiment would not only fit in with the true object of my journeying; but that it might be full of amusing and interesting adventures。 Straightway I got my notebook out of my bag and; sitting down near the roadside; wrote my letter。 I wrote it as though my life depended upon it; with the intent of making some one household there in the hills feel at least a little wave of warmth and sympathy from the great world that was passing in the road below。 I tried to prove the validity of a kindly thought with no selling device attached to it; I tried to make it such a word of frank companionship as I myself; working in my own fields; would like to receive。
  Among the letter…boxes in the group; was one that stood a little detached and behind the others; as though shrinking from such prosperous company。 It was made of unpainted wood; with leather hinges; and looked shabby in comparison with the jaunty red; green; and gray paint of some of the other boxes (with their cocky little metallic flags upraised)。 It bore the good American name of ClarkT。 N。 Clarkand it seemed to me that I could tell something of the Clarks by the box at the crossing。
  〃I think they need a friendly word;〃 I said to myself。
  So I wrote the name T。 N。 Clark on my envelope and put the letter in his box。
  It was with a sense of joyous adventure that I now turned aside into the sandy road and climbed the hill。 My mind busied itself with thinking how I should carry out my experiment; how I should approach these Clarks; and how and what they were。 A thousand ways I pictured to myself the receipt of the letter: it would at least be something new for them; something just a little disturbing; and I was curious to see whether it might open the rift of wonder wide enough to let me slip into their lives。
  I have often wondered why it is that men should be so fearful of new ventures in social relationships; when I have found them so fertile; so enjoyable。 Most of us fear (actually fear) people who differ from ourselves; either up or down the scale。 Your Edison pries fearlessly into the intimate secrets of matter; your Marconi employs the mysterious properties of the 〃jellied ether;〃 but let a man seek to experiment with the laws of that singular electricity which connects you and me (though you be a millionaire and I a ditch…digger); and we think him a wild visionary; an academic person。 I think sometimes that the science of humanity to…day is in about the state of darkness that the natural sciences were when Linneus and Cuvier and Lamarck began groping for the great laws of natural unity。 Most of the human race is still groaning under the belief that each of us is a special and unrelated creation; just as men for ages saw no relationships between the fowls of the air; the beasts of the field; and the fish of the sea。 But; thank God; we are beginning to learn that unity is as much a law of life as selfish struggle; and love a more vital force than avarice or lust of power or place。 A Wandering Carpenter knew it; and taught it; twenty centuries ago。
  〃The next house beyond the ridge;〃 said the toothless old woman; pointing with a long finger; 〃is the Clarks'。 You can't miss it;〃 and I tho