第 9 节
作者:千顷寒      更新:2024-04-14 09:12      字数:9322
  e? We talked again late that night; but the next morning; at the leisurely Sunday breakfast; I set my hour of departure with all the firmness I could command。 I left them; indeed; before ten o'clock that forenoon。 I shall never forget the parting。 They walked with me to the top of the hill; and there we stopped and looked back。 We could see the cottage half hidden among the trees; and the little opening that the precious garden made。 For a time we stood there quite silent。
  〃Do you remember;〃 I said presently; 〃that character in Homer who was a friend of men and lived in a house by the side of the road? I shall always think of you as friends of menyou took in a dusty traveller。 And I shall never forget your house by the side of the road。〃
  〃The House by the Side of the Roadyou have christened it anew; David Grayson;〃 exclaimed Mrs。 Vedder。
  And so we parted like old friends; and I left them to return to their garden; where 〃'tis very sure God walks。〃
  CHAPTER IV。  I AM THE SPECTATOR OF A MIGHTY BATTLE; IN WHICH CHRISTIAN MEETS APPOLLYON
  It is one of the prime joys of the long road that no two days are ever remotely alikeno two hours even; and sometimes a day that begins calmly will end with the most stirring events。
  It was thus; indeed; with that perfect spring Sunday; when I left my friends; the Vedders; and turned my face again to the open country。 It began as quietly as any Sabbath morning of my life; but what an end it had! I would have travelled a thousand miles for the adventures which a bounteous road that day spilled carelessly into my willing hands。
  I can give no adequate reason why it should be so; but there are Sunday mornings in the springat least in our country which seem to put on; like a Sabbath garment; an atmosphere of divine quietude。 Warm; soft; clear; but; above all; immeasurably serene。
  Such was that Sunday morning; and I was no sooner well afoot than I yielded to the ingratiating mood of the day。 Usually I am an active walker; loving the sense of quick motion and the stir it imparts to both body and mind; but that morning I found myself loitering; looking widely about me; and enjoying the lesser and quieter aspects of nature。 It was a fine wooded country in which I found myself; and I soon struck off the beaten road and took to the forest and the fields。 In places the ground was almost covered with meadow…rue; like green shadows on the hillsides; not yet in seed; but richly umbrageous。 In the long green grass of the meadows shone the yellow star…flowers; and the sweet…flags were blooming along the marshy edges of the ponds。 The violets had disappeared; but they were succeeded by wild geraniums and rank…growing vetches。
  I remember that I kept thinking from time to time; all the forenoon; as my mind went back swiftly and warmly to the two fine friends from whom I had so recently parted:
  How the Vedders would enjoy this! Or; I must tell the Vedders that。 And two or three times I found myself in animated conversations with them in which I generously supplied all three parts。 It may be true for some natures; as Leonardo said; that 〃if you are alone you belong wholly to yourself; if you have a companion; you belong only half to yourself〃; but it is certainly not so with me。 With me friendship never divides: it multiplies。 A friend always makes me more than I am; better than I am; bigger I am。 We two make four; or fifteen; or forty。
  Well; I loitered through the fields and woods for a long time that Sunday forenoon; not knowing in the least that Chance held me close by the hand and was leading me onward to great events。 I knew; of course;that I had yet to find a place for the night; and that this might be difficult on Sunday; and yet I spent that forenoon as a man spends his immortal youthwith a glorious disregard for the future。
  Some time after noonfor the sun was high and the day was growing much warmer I turned from the road; climbed an inviting little hill; and chose a spot in an old meadow in the shade of an apple tree;and there I lay down on the grass; and looked up into the dusky shadows of the branches above me。 I could feel the soft airs on my face; I could hear the buzzing of bees in the meadow flowers; and by turning my head just a little I could see the slow fleecy clouds; high up; drifting across the perfect blue of the sky。 And the scent of the fields in spring!he who has known it; even once; may indeed die happy。
  Men worship God in various ways: seemed to me that Sabbath morning; as I lay quietly there in the warm silence of midday; that I was truly worshipping God。 That Sunday morning everything about me seemed somehow to be a miracle;a miracle gratefully accepted and explainable only by the presence of God。 There was another strange; deep feeling which I had that morning; which I have had a few other times in my life at the rare heights of experienceI hesitate always when I try to put down the deep; deep things of the human hearta feeling immeasurably real; that if I should turn my head quickly I should indeed SEE that Immanent Presence。 。 。 。
  One of the few birds I know that sings through the long midday is the vireo。 The vireo sings when otherwise the woods are still。 You do not see him; you cannot find him; but you know he is there。 And his singing is wild; and shy; and mystical。 Often it haunts you like the memory of some former happiness。 That day I heard the vireo singing。 。 。 。
  I don't know how long I lay there under the tree in the meadow; but presently I heard; from no great distance; the sound of a church…bell。 It was ringing for the afternoon service which among the farmers of this part of the country often takes the place; in summer; of both morning and evening services。
  〃I believe I'll go;〃 I said; thinking first of all; I confess; of the interesting people I might meet there。
  But when I sat up and looked about me the desire faded; and rummaging in my bag I came across my tin whistle。 Immediately I began practising a tune called 〃Sweet Afton;〃 which I had learned when a boy; and; as I played; my mood changed swiftly; and I began to smile at myself as a tragically serious person; and to think of pat phrases with which to characterize the execrableness of my attempts upon the tin whistle。 I should have liked some one near to joke with。
  Long ago I made a motto about boys: Look for a boy anywhere。 Never be surprised when you shake a cherry tree if a boy drops out of it; never be disturbed when you think yourself in complete solitude if you discover a boy peering out at you from a fence corner。
  I had not been playing long before I saw two boys looking at me from out of a thicket by the roadside; and a moment later two others appeared。
  Instantly I switched into 〃Marching Through Georgia;〃 and began to nod my head and tap my toe in the liveliest fashion。 Presently one boy climbed up on the fence; then another; then a third。 I continued to play。 The fourth boy; a little chap; ventured to climb up on the fence。
  They were bright…faced; tow…headed lads; all in Sunday clothes。
  〃It's hard luck;〃 said I; taking my whistle from my lips; 〃to have to wear shoes and stockings on a warm Sunday like this。〃
  〃You bet it is!〃 said the bold leader。
  〃In that case;〃 said I; 〃I will play 'Yankee Doodle。'〃
  I played。 All the boys; including the little chap; came up around me; and two of them sat down quite familiarly on the grass。 I never had a more devoted audience。 I don't know what interesting event might have happened next; for the bold leader; who stood nearest; was becoming dangerously inflated with questionsI don't know what might have happened had we not been interrupted by the appearance of a Spectre in Black。 It appeared before us there in the broad daylight in the middle of a sunny afternoon while we were playing 〃Yankee Doodle。〃 First I saw the top of a black hat rising over the rim of the hill。 This was followed quickly by a black tie; a long black coat; black trousers; and; finally; black shoes。 I admit I was shaken; but being a person of iron nerve in facing such phenomena; I continued to play 〃Yankee Doodle。〃 In spite of this counter…attraction; toward which all four boys turned uneasy glances; I held my audience。 The Black Spectre; with a black book under its arm; drew nearer。 Still I continued to play and nod my head and tap my toe。 I felt like some modern Pied Piper piping away the children of these modern hillspiping them away from older people who could not understand them。
  I could see an accusing look on the Spectre's face。 I don't know what put it into my head; and I had no sooner said it I was sorry for my levity; but the figure with the sad garments there in the matchless and triumphant spring day affected me with a curious; sharp impatience。 Had any one the right to look out so dolefully upon such a day and such a scene of simple happiness as this? So I took my whistle from my lips and asked:
  〃Is God dead?〃
  I shall never forget the indescribable look of horror and astonishment that swept over the young man's face。
  〃What do you mean; sir?〃 he asked with an air of stern authority which surprised me。 His calling for the moment lifted him above himself: it was the Church which spoke。
  I was on my feet in an insta