第 7 节
作者:千顷寒      更新:2024-04-14 09:12      字数:9322
  and a peculiar light in his eye; how; walking in the outskirts of an unromantic town in New Jersey; he came suddenly upon a vigorous; bearded; rather rough…looking man swinging his stick as he walked; and stopping often at the roadside and often looking up at the sky。 I shall never forget the curious thrill in his voice as he said:
  〃And THAT was Walt Whitman。〃
  And thus quite absurdly intoxicated by the possibilities of the road; I let the big full afternoon slip byI let slip the rich possibilities of half a hundred farms and scores of travelling peopleand as evening began to fall I came to a stretch of wilder country with wooded hills and a dashing stream by the roadside。 It was a fine and beautiful countryto look atbut the farms; and with them the chances of dinner; and a friendly place to sleep; grew momentarily scarcer。 Upon the hills here and there; indeed; were to be seen the pretentious summer homes of rich dwellers from the cities; but I looked upon them with no great hopefulness。
  〃Of all places in the world;〃 I said to myself; 〃surely none could be more unfriendly to a man like me。〃
  But I amused myself with conjectures as to what might happen (until the adventure seemed almost worth trying) if a dusty man with a bag on his back should appear at the door of one of those well…groomed establishments。 It came to me; indeed; with a sudden deep sense of understanding; that I should probably find there; as everywhere else; just men and women。 And with that I fell into a sort of Socratic dialogue with myself:
  ME: Having decided that the people in these houses are; after all; merely men and women; what is the best way of reaching them?
  MYSELF: Undoubtedly by giving them something they want and have not。
  ME: But these are rich people from the city; what can they want that they have not?
  MYSELF: Believe me; of all people in the world those who want the most are those who have the most。 These people are also consumed with desires。
  ME: And what; pray; do you suppose they desire?
  MYSELF: They want what they have not got; they want the unattainable: they want chiefly the rarest and most precious of all thingsa little mystery in their lives。
  〃That's it!〃 I said aloud; 〃that's it! Mysterythe things of the spirit; the things above ordinary livingis not that the essential thing for which the world is sighing; and groaning; and longingconsciously; or unconsciously?〃
  I have always believed that men in their innermost souls desire the highest; bravest; finest things they can hear; or see; or feel in all the world。 Tell a man how he can increase his income and he will be grateful to you and soon forget you; but show him the highest; most mysterious things in his own soul and give him the word which will convince him that the finest things are really attainable; and he will love and follow you always。
  I now began to look with much excitement to a visit at one of the houses on the hill; but to my disappointment I found the next two that I approached still closed up; for the spring was not yet far enough advanced to attract the owners to the country。 I walked rapidly onward through the gathering twilight; but with increasing uneasiness as to the prospects for the night; and thus came suddenly upon the scene of an odd adventure。
  From some distance I had seen a veritable palace set high among the trees and overlooking a wonderful green valleyand; drawing nearer; I saw evidences of well…kept roadways and a visible effort to make invisible the attempt to preserve the wild beauty of the place。 I saw; or thought I saw; people on the wide veranda; and I was sure I heard the snort of a climbing motor…car; but I had scarcely decided to make my way up to the house when I came; at the turning of the country road; upon a bit of open land laid out neatly as a garden; near the edge of which; nestling among the trees; stood a small cottage。 It seemed somehow to belong to the great estate above it; and I concluded; at the first glance; that it was the home of some caretaker or gardener。
  It was a charming place to see; and especially the plantation of trees and shrubs。 My eye fell instantly upon a fine magnoliarare in this countrywhich had not yet cast all its blossoms; and I paused for a moment to look at it more closely。 I myself have tried to raise magnolias near my house; and I know how difficult it is。
  As I approached nearer to the cottage; I could see a man and woman sitting on the porch in the twilight and swaying back and forth in rocking…chairs。 I fancied it may have been only a fancythat when I first saw them their hands were clasped as they rocked side by side。
  It was indeed a charming little cottage。 Crimson ramblers; giving promise of the bloom that was yet to come; climbed over one end of the porch; and there were fine dark…leaved lilac…bushes near the doorway: oh; a pleasant; friendly; quiet place!
  I opened the front gate and walked straight in; as though I had at last reached my destination。 I cannot give any idea of the lift of the heart with which I entered upon this new adventure。 Without the premeditation and not knowing what I should say or do; I realized that everything upon a few sentences spoken within the next minute or two。 Believe me; this experience to a man who does not know where his next meal is coming from; nor where he is to spend the night; is well worth having。 It is a marvellous sharpener of the facts。
  I knew; of course; just how these people of the cottage would ordinarily regard an intruder whose bag and clothing must infallibly class him as a follower of the road。 And so many followers of the road arewell
  As I came nearer; the man and woman stopped rocking; but said nothing。 An old dog that had been sleeping on the top step rose slowly and stood there。
  〃As I passed your garden;〃 I said; grasping desperately for a way of approach; 〃I saw your beautiful specimen of the magnolia treethe one still in blossom。 I myself have tried to grow magnoliasbut with small successand I'm making bold to inquire what variety you are so successful with。〃
  It was a shot in the airbut I knew from what I had seen that they must be enthusiastic gardeners。 The man glanced around at the magnolia with evident pride; and was about to answer when the woman rose and with a pleasant; quiet cordiality said:
  〃Won't you step up and have a chair?〃
  I swung my bag from my shoulder and took the proffered seat。 As I did so I saw; on the table just behind me a number magazines and booksbooks of unusual sizes and shapes; indicating that they were not mere summer novels。
  〃They like books!〃 I said to myself; with a sudden rise of spirits。
  〃I have tried magnolias; too;〃 said the man; 〃but this is the only one that has been really successful。 It is a Chinese white magnolia。〃
  〃The one Downing describes?〃 I asked。
  This was also a random shot; but I conjectured that if they loved both books gardens they would know DowningBible of the gardener。 And if they did; we belonged to the same church。
  〃The very same;〃 exclaimed the woman; 〃it was Downing's enthusiasm for the Chinese magnolia which led us first to try it。〃
  With that; like true disciples; we fell into great talk of Downing; at first all in praise of him; and laterfor may not the faithful be permitted latitude in their comments so long as it is all within the cloister?we indulged in a bit of higher criticism。
  〃It won't do;〃 said the man; 〃to follow too slavishly every detail of practice as recommended by Downing。 We have learned a good many things since the forties。〃
  〃The fact is;〃 I said; 〃no literal…minded man should be trusted with Downing。〃
  〃Any more than with the Holy Scriptures;〃 exclaimed the woman。
  〃Exactly!〃 I responded with the greatest enthusiasm; 〃exactly! We go to him for inspiration; for fundamental teachings; for the great literature and poetry of the art。 Do you remember;〃 I asked; 〃that passage in which Downing quotes from some old Chinaman upon the true secret of the pleasures of a garden?〃
  〃Do we?〃 exclaimed the man; jumping up instantly; 〃do we? Just let me get the book〃
  With that he went into the house and came back immediately bringing a lamp in one handfor it had grown pretty darkand a familiar; portly; blue…bound book in the other。 While he was gone the woman said:
  〃You have touched Mr。 Vedder in his weakest spot。〃
  〃I know of no combination in this world;〃 said I; 〃so certain to produce a happy heart as good books and a farm or garden。〃
  Mr。 Vedder; having returned; slipped on his spectacles; sat forward on the edge of his rocking…chair; and opened the book with pious hands。
  〃I'll find it;〃 he said。 〃I can put my finger right on it。〃
  〃You'll find it;〃 said Mrs。 Vedder; 〃in the chapter on 'Hedges。'〃
  〃You are wrong; my dear;〃 he responded; 〃it is in 'Mistakes of Citizens in Country Life。〃
  He turned the leaves eagerly。
  〃No;〃 he said; 〃here it is in 'Rural Taste。' Let me read you the passage; Mr。〃
  〃Grayson。〃
  〃Mr。 Grayson。 The Chinaman's name was Lieu…tscheu。 'What is it;' asks this old Chinaman; 'that we seek in the pleasure of a garden? It has always been agreed that these plantations should make men amends for living at a distance from what would be their more congenial