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作者:北方网      更新:2024-04-09 19:51      字数:9322
  enterprise wanted not hands or resolution; but the reputation and
  authority of a man such as he was; to give as it were the first
  religious sanction; and by his presence; if by nothing else; to
  justify the undertaking; that without him they should go about this
  action with less heart; and should lie under greater suspicions when
  they had done it; for if their cause had been just and honourable;
  people would be sure that Brutus would not have refused it。 Cassius;
  having considered these things with himself; went to Brutus and made
  him the first visit after their falling out; and after the compliments
  of reconciliation had passed; and former kindnesses were renewed
  between them; he asked him if he designed to be present on the calends
  of March; for it was discoursed; he said; that Caesar's friends
  intended then to move that he might be made king。 When Brutus
  answered; that he would not be there; 〃But what;〃 says Cassius; 〃if
  they should send for us?〃 〃It will be my business; then;〃 replied
  Brutus; 〃not to hold my peace; but to stand up boldly; and die for the
  liberty of my country。〃 To which Cassius with some emotion answered;
  〃But what Roman will suffer you to die? What; do you not know
  yourself; Brutus? Or do you think that those writings that you find
  upon your praetor's seat were put there by weavers and shopkeepers;
  and not by the first and most powerful men of Rome? From other
  praetors; indeed; they expect largesses and shows and gladiators;
  but from you they claim; as an hereditary debt; the exurpation of
  tyranny; they are all ready to suffer anything on your account; if you
  will but show yourself such as they think you are and expect you
  should be。〃 Which said; he fell upon Brutus; and embraced him; and
  after this; they parted each to try their several friends。
  Among the friends of Pompey there was one Caius Ligarius; whom
  Caesar had pardoned; though accused for having been in arms against
  him。 This man; not feeling so thankful for having been forgiven as
  he felt oppressed by that power which made him need a pardon; hated
  Caesar; and was one of Brutus's most intimate friends。 Him Brutus
  visited; and finding him sick; 〃O Ligarius;〃 says he; 〃what a time you
  have found out to be sick in!〃 At which words Ligarius; raising
  himself and leaning on his elbow; took Brutus by the hand; and said;
  〃But; O Brutus; if you are on any design worthy of yourself; I am
  well。〃
  From this time they tried the inclinations of all their
  acquaintances that they durst trust; and communicated the secret to
  them; and took into the design not only their familiar friends; but as
  many as they believed bold and brave and despisers of death。 For which
  reason they concealed the plot from Cicero; though he was very much
  trusted and as well beloved by them all; lest; to his own disposition;
  which was naturally timorous; adding now the weariness and caution
  of old age; by his weighing; as he would do; every particular; that he
  might not make one step without the greatest security; he should blunt
  the edge of their forwardness and resolution in a business which
  required all the despatch imaginable。 As indeed there were also two
  others that were companions of Brutus; Statilius the Epicurean; and
  Favonius the admirer of Cato; whom he left out for this reason: as
  he was conversing one day with them; trying them at a distance; and
  proposing some such question to be disputed of as among
  philosophers; to see what opinion they were of; Favonius declared
  his judgment to be that a civil war was worse than the most illegal
  monarchy; and Statilius held; that to bring himself into troubles
  and danger upon the account of evil or foolish men did not become a
  man that had any wisdom or discretion。 But Labeo; who was present;
  contradicted them both and Brutus; as if it had been an intricate
  dispute; and difficult to be decided; held his peace for that time;
  but afterwards discovered the whole design to Labeo; who readily
  undertook it。 The next thing that was thought convenient was to gain
  the other Brutus surnamed Albinus; a man of himself of no great
  bravery or courage; but considerable for the number of gladiators that
  he was maintaining for a public show; and the great confidence that
  Caesar put in him。 When Cassius and Labeo spoke with him concerning
  the matter; he gave them no answer; but; seeking an interview with
  Brutus himself alone; and finding that he was their captain; he
  readily consented to partake in the action。 And among the others;
  also; the most and best were gained by the name of Brutus。 And; though
  they neither gave nor took any oath of secrecy; nor used any other
  sacred rite to assure their fidelity to each other; yet all kept their
  design so close; were so wary; and held it so silently among
  themselves that; though by prophecies and apparitions and signs in the
  sacrifices the gods gave warning of it; yet could it not be believed。
  Now Brutus; feeling that the noblest spirits of Rome for virtue
  birth; or courage were depending upon him; and surveying with
  himself all the circumstances of the dangers they were to encounter;
  strove indeed; as much as possible; when abroad; to keep his
  uneasiness of mind to himself; and to compose his thoughts; but at
  home; and especially at night; he was not the same man; but
  sometimes against his will his working care would make him start out
  of his sleep; and other times he was taken up with further
  reflection and consideration of his difficulties; so that his wife
  that lay with him could not choose but take notice that he was full of
  unusual trouble; and had in agitation some dangerous and perplexing
  question。 Porcia; as was said before; was the daughter of Cato; and
  Brutus; her cousin…german; had married her very young; though not a
  maid; but after the death of her former husband; by whom she had one
  son that was named Bibulus; and there is a little book; called Memoirs
  of Brutus; written by him; yet extant。 This Porcia; being addicted
  to philosophy; a great lover of her husband; and full of an
  understanding courage; resolved not to inquire into Brutus's secrets
  before she had made this trial of herself。 She turned all her
  attendants out of her chamber; and taking a little knife; such as they
  use to cut nails with; she gave herself a deep gash in the thigh; upon
  which followed a great flow of blood; and soon after; violent pains
  and a shivering fever; occasioned by the wound。 Now when Brutus was
  extremely anxious and afflicted for her; she; in the height of all her
  pain; spoke thus to him: 〃I; Brutus; being the daughter of Cato; was
  given to you in marriage; not like a concubine; to partake only in the
  common intercourse of bed and board; but to bear a part in all your
  good and all your evil fortunes; and for your part; as regards your
  care for me; I find no reason to complain; but from me; what
  evidence of my love; what satisfaction can you receive; if I may not
  share with you in bearing your hidden griefs; nor to be admitted to
  any of your counsels that require secrecy and trust? I know very
  well that women seem to be of too weak a nature to be trusted with
  secrets; but certainly; Brutus; a virtuous birth and education; and
  the company of the good and honourable; are of some force to the
  forming our manners; and I can boast that I am the daughter of Cato;
  and the wife of Brutus; in which two titles though before I put less
  confidence; yet now I have tried myself; and find that I can bid
  defiance to pain。〃 Which words having spoken; she showed him her
  wound; and related to him the trial that she had made of her
  constancy; at which he being astonished; lifted up his hands to
  heaven; and begged the assistance of the gods in his enterprise;
  that he might show himself a husband worthy of such a wife as
  Porcia。 So then he comforted his wife。
  But a meeting of the senate being appointed; at which it was
  believed that Caesar would be present; they agreed to make use of that
  opportunity; for then they might appear all together without
  suspicion; and; besides; they hoped that all the noblest and leading
  men of the commonwealth; being then assembled as soon as the great
  deed was done; would immediately stand forward and assert the common
  liberty。 The very place too where the senate was to meet seemed to
  be by divine appointment favourable to their purpose。 It was a
  portico; one of those joining the theatre; with a large recess; in
  which there stood a statue of Pompey; erected to him by the
  commonwealth; when he adorned that part of the city with the
  porticos and the theatre。 To this place it was that the senate was
  summoned for the middle of March (the Ides of March is the Roman
  name for the day); as if some more than human power were leading the
  man thither; there to meet his punishment for the death of Pompey。
  As soon as it was day; Brutus; taking with him a dagger; which
  none but his wife knew of; went out。 The rest met together at
  Cassius's house; and brought forth his son that was that day to put on
  the manly gown; as it is called; into the forum; and from thence;
  going all to Pompey's porch; stayed there; expecting Caesar to come
  without delay to the senate。 Here it was chiefly that any one