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作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9184
  mother’s   face。   “What!  Has   she   said   anything  o’   that   sort   to   thee;
  Mother?” he said; in a lower tone。
  “Said? Nay; she’ll say nothin’。 It’s on’y the men as have to wait
  till folks say things afore they find ’em out。”
  “Well; but what makes thee think so; Mother? What’s put it into
  thy head?”
  “It’s no matter  what’s   put  it  into  my  head。   My  head’s  none   so
  hollow  as it  must  get  in;   an’ nought  to  put  it  there。   I   know   she’s
  fond on him; as I know th’ wind’s comin’ in at the door; an’ that’s
  anoof。 An’ he might be willin’ to marry her if he know’d she’s fond
  on him; but he’ll ne’er think on’t if somebody doesna put it into’s
  head。”
  His   mother’s   suggestion   about   Dinah’s   feeling   towards   Adam
  was not quite a new thought to Seth; but her last words alarmed
  him;   lest   she   should   herself   undertake   to   open   Adam’s   eyes。   He
  was   not   sure   about   Dinah’s   feeling;   and   he   thought   he  was   sure
  about Adam’s。
  “Nay;   Mother;   nay;”   he   said;   earnestly;   “thee   mustna   think   o’
  speaking   o’   such   things   to   Adam。   Thee’st   no   right   to   say   what
  Dinah’s feelings are if she   hasna   told   thee;   and it  ’ud do  nothing
  but mischief to say such things to Adam。 He feels very grateful and
  affectionate toward Dinah; but he’s no thoughts towards her that
  ’ud incline him to make her his wife; and I don’t believe Dinah ’ud
  marry him either。 I don’t think she’ll marry at all。”
  “Eh;”   said   Lisbeth;   impatiently。   “Thee   think’st   so   ’cause   she
  wouldna ha’ thee。 She’ll ne’er marry thee; thee mightst as well like
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  her t’ ha’ thy brother。”
  Seth    was    hurt。   “Mother;”     he   said;  in  a   remonstrating       tone;
  “don’t think that of me。 I   should   be as   thankful   t’   have  her  for  a
  sister   as   thee   wouldst   t’   have   her   for   a   daughter。   I’ve   no   more
  thoughts about myself in that thing; and I shall take it hard if ever
  thee say’st it again。”
  “Well;    well;   then   thee   shouldstna     cross   me    wi’  sayin’   things
  arena as I say they are。”
  “But; Mother;” said Seth; “thee’dst be doing Dinah a wrong by
  telling  Adam   what  thee   think’st about  her。   It   ’ud   do   nothing   but
  mischief; for it ’ud make Adam uneasy if he doesna feel the same
  to her。 And I’m pretty sure he feels nothing o’ the sort。”
  “Eh;   donna   tell me   what   thee   ’t   sure   on;   thee   know’st   nought
  about it。 What’s he allays goin’ to the Poysers’ for; if he didna want
  t’   see   her?   He   goes   twice   where   he   used   t’   go   once。   Happen   he
  knowsna as he wants t’ see her; he knowsna as I put salt in’s broth;
  but he’d miss it pretty quick if it warna there。 He’ll ne’er think o’
  marrying if it isna put into’s head; an’ if thee’dst any love for thy
  mother; thee’dst put him up to ’t an’ not let her go away out o’ my
  sight; when I might ha’ her to make a bit o’ comfort for me afore I
  go to bed to my old man under the white thorn。”
  “Nay; Mother;” said Seth; “thee mustna think me unkind; but I
  should   be   going  against   my   conscience   if   I   took   upon   me   to   say
  what Dinah’s feelings are。 And besides that; I think I should give
  offence to Adam by speaking to him at all about  marrying; and   I
  counsel   thee   not   to   do   ’t。   Thee   may’st   be   quite   deceived   about
  Dinah。 Nay; I’m pretty sure; by words she said to me last Sabbath;
  as she’s no mind to marry。”
  “Eh; thee ’t as contrairy as the rest on ’em。 If it war summat I
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  didna want; it ’ud be done fast enough。”
  Lisbeth     rose    from    the  bench     at  this;   and   went     out   of  the
  workshop;   leaving   Seth   in   much   anxiety   lest   she   should   disturb
  Adam’s mind about Dinah。 He consoled himself after a time with
  reflecting that; since Adam’s trouble; Lisbeth had been very timid
  about  speaking  to  him   on   matters   of  feeling;   and   that   she   would
  hardly dare to approach this tenderest of all subjects。 Even if she
  did; he hoped Adam would not take much notice of what she said。
  Seth    was    right   in  believing     that   Lisbeth    would     be   held   in
  restraint by timidity; and during the next three days; the intervals
  in   which   she   had   an   opportunity   of   speaking   to   Adam   were   too
  rare and short to cause her any strong temptation。 But in her long
  solitary     hours    she   brooded     over    her   regretful    thoughts     about
  Dinah; till they had grown very near that point of  unmanageable
  strength   when   thoughts   are   apt   to   take   wing   out   of   their   secret
  nest   in   a   startling   manner。   And   on   Sunday   morning;   when   Seth
  went   away   to   chapel   at   Treddleston;   the   dangerous   opportunity
  came。
  Sunday      morning      was    the   happiest     time   in  all  the   week    to
  Lisbeth;   for   as   there   was   no   service   at   Hayslope   church   till   the
  afternoon; Adam was always at home; doing nothing but reading;
  an    occupation      in   which     she   could    venture     to  interrupt     him。
  Moreover;   she   had   always   a   better   dinner   than   usual   to   prepare
  for   her   sons—very   frequently   for   Adam   and   herself   alone;   Seth
  being often away the entire day—and the smell of the roast meat
  before   the   clear   fire   in   the   clean   kitchen;   the   clock   ticking   in   a
  peaceful Sunday manner; her darling Adam seated near her in his
  best   clothes;   doing   nothing   very   important;   so   that   she   could   go
  and stroke her hand across his hair if she liked; and see him look
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  up at her and smile; while Gyp; rather jealous;   poked   his   muzzle
  up   between   them—all   these   things   made   poor   Lisbeth’s   earthly
  paradise。
  The book Adam most often read on a Sunday morning was his
  large pictured Bible; and   this morning  it  lay  open before   him   on
  the round white deal table in the kitchen; for he sat there in spite
  of the fire; because he knew his mother liked to have him with her;
  and it was the only day in the week when he could indulge her in
  that way。 You would have liked to see Adam reading his Bible。 He
  never opened it on a weekday;   and so  he  came   to  it  as   a  holiday
  book; serving him for history; biography; and poetry。 He held one
  hand thrust between his waistcoat buttons; and the other ready to
  turn the pages; and in the course of the morning you would have
  seen many changes in his face。 Sometimes his lips moved in semi…
  articulation—it was when he came to a speech that he could fancy
  himself   uttering;   such   as   Samuel’s   dying   speech   to   the    people;
  then his eyebrows would be raised; and the corners of his mouth
  would quiver a little with sad sympathy—something; perhaps old
  Isaac’s meeting with his son; touched him closely; at other times;
  over the New Testament; a very solemn look would come upon his
  face; and he would every now and then shake his head in serious
  assent;   or  just  lift  up   his   hand and   let  it  fall again。 And   on some
  mornings; when he read in the Apocrypha; of which he  was  very
  fond;    the   son   of   Sirach’s    keen…edged      words    would     bring   a
  delighted      smile;    though     he    also   enjoyed     the    freedom      of
  occasionally differing from an Apocryphal writer。 For Adam knew
  the Articles quite well; as became a good churchman。
  Lisbeth;   in   the   pauses   of   attending   to   her   dinner;   always   sat
  opposite   to   him   and   watched   him;   till   she   could   rest   no   longer
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  without     going    up   to  him    and   giving    him   a  caress;    to  call  his
  attention      to  her。    This   morning       he   was    reading     the   Gospel
  according to St。 Matthew; and Lisbeth had