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  and the prisoner was made to hold up her hand; and the jury were
  asked for their verdict。
  “Guilty。”
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  It was the verdict  every  one   expected; but  there   was   a sigh   of
  disappointment         from    some    hearts    that   it  was   followed     by   no
  recommendation to mercy。 Still the sympathy of the court was not
  with  the   prisoner。   The   unnaturalness   of   her   crime   stood   out   the
  more harshly by the side of her  hard   immovability  and   obstinate
  silence。   Even   the     verdict;   to   distant   eyes;  had   not   appeared   to
  move her; but those who were near saw her trembling。
  The   stillness  was less  intense   until   the   judge   put   on   his   black
  cap; and the chaplain in his canonicals was observed behind him。
  Then      it  deepened      again;    before    the    crier   had    had    time   to
  command silence。 If any sound were heard; it must have been the
  sound of beating hearts。 The judge spoke;
  “Hester Sorrel 。 。 。”
  The   blood   rushed   to  Hetty’s   face;   and   then   fled   back   again as
  she looked up at the judge and kept her wide…open eyes fixed on
  him; as if fascinated by fear。 Adam had not yet turned towards her;
  there   was   a   deep   horror;   like a   great  gulf; between   them。   But   at
  the words “and then to be hanged by the neck till you be dead;” a
  piercing shriek rang through the hall。 It was Hetty’s shriek。 Adam
  started to his feet and stretched out his arms towards her。 But the
  arms could not reach her: she had fallen down in a fainting fit; and
  was carried out of court。
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  Chapter XLIV
  Arthur’s Return
  hen Arthur Donnithorne landed at Liverpool and  read
  Wthe   letter  from   his   Aunt   Lydia;   briefly   announcing   his
  grandfather’s      death;    his   first   feeling   was;    “Poor
  Grandfather! I wish I could have got to him to be with him when
  he died。 He might have felt or wished something at the last that I
  shall never know now。 It was a lonely death。”
  It is impossible to say that his grief was deeper than that。 Pity
  and softened memory took place of the old antagonism; and in his
  busy thoughts about the future; as the chaise carried him rapidly
  along towards the home where he was now to be master; there was
  a continually recurring effort to remember anything by which he
  could     show    a  regard     for  his   grandfather’s     wishes;    without
  counteracting his own cherished aims for the good of the tenants
  and   the   estate。   But   it   is   not   in   human   nature—only   in  human
  pretence—for   a   young   man   like   Arthur;   with   a   fine   constitution
  and   fine   spirits;  thinking   well  of  himself;   believing   that  others
  think well of him; and having a very ardent intention to give them
  more and more reason for that good opinion—it is not possible for
  such a young man; just coming into a splendid estate through the
  death of a very old man whom he was not fond of; to feel anything
  very different from exultant joy。  Now   his   real life   was   beginning;
  now he would have room and opportunity for action; and he would
  use    them。   He   would    show    the  Loamshire     people    what   a  fine
  country gentleman was; he would not exchange that career for any
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  other   under   the   sun。   He   felt   himself   riding   over   the   hills   in   the
  breezy autumn days; looking after favourite plans of drainage and
  enclosure; then admired on sombre mornings as the best rider on
  the   best   horse   in   the   hunt;   spoken   well   of   on   market…days   as   a
  first…rate landlord; by and by making speeches at election dinners;
  and showing a wonderful knowledge of agriculture; the patron of
  new      ploughs     and    drills;   the   severe     upbraider      of   negligent
  landowners;  and   withal   a   jolly   fellow   that   everybody   must   like—
  happy faces   greeting  him   everywhere   on   his   own   estate; and   the
  neighbouring   families   on   the   best   terms   with   him。   The   Irwines
  should dine with him every week; and have their own carriage to
  come in; for in some very delicate way that Arthur would devise;
  the lay…impropriator of the Hayslope tithes would insist on paying
  a couple of hundreds more to the vicar; and his aunt should be as
  comfortable as possible; and go on living at the Chase; if she liked;
  in   spite   of   her   old…maidish   ways—at   least   until   he   was   married;
  and that event lay in the indistinct background; for Arthur had not
  yet seen the woman who would play the lady…wife to the first…rate
  country gentleman。
  These were Arthur’s chief thoughts; so far as a man’s thoughts
  through      hours     of   travelling    can    be   compressed       into    a  few
  sentences;   which are   only  like   the   list   of   names   telling   you   what
  are   the   scenes   in   a   long;   long   panorama   full   of   colour;   of   detail;
  and of life。 The happy faces Arthur saw greeting him were not pale
  abstractions;   but   real   ruddy   faces;   long   familiar   to   him:   Martin
  Poyser was there—the whole Poyser family。
  What—Hetty?
  Yes;    for  Arthur    was   at  ease    about   Hetty—not       quite   at  ease
  about     the   past;  for   a  certain   burning     of  the   ears   would    come
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  whenever he thought of the scenes with Adam last August; but at
  ease   about   her   present   lot。   Mr。   Irwine;   who   had   been   a   regular
  correspondent;   telling  him all   the   news about  the   old places   and
  people;   had   sent   him   word   nearly   three   months   ago   that   Adam
  Bede was not to marry Mary Burge; as he had thought; but pretty
  Hetty Sorrel。 Martin Poyser and Adam himself had both told Mr。
  Irwine all about it—that Adam had been deeply in love with Hetty
  these    two    years;   and   that   now    it  was  agreed     they   were    to  be
  married       in   March。      That    stalwart     rogue     Adam       was    more
  susceptible   than   the   rector   had   thought;   it   was      really   quite   an
  idyllic love affair; and if it had not been too long to tell in a letter;
  he would have liked to describe to Arthur the blushing looks and
  the simple strong words with which the fine honest fellow told his
  secret。 He knew Arthur would like to hear that Adam had this sort
  of happiness in prospect。
  Yes; indeed! Arthur felt there was not air enough in the room to
  satisfy   his   renovated   life;   when   he   had   read   that   passage   in   the
  letter。 He threw up the windows; he rushed out of doors into the
  December  air;   and   greeted   every   one   who   spoke   to   him   with  an
  eager gaiety; as if there had been news of a fresh Nelson victory。
  For the first time that day since he had come to Windsor; he was in
  true boyish spirits。 The load that had been pressing upon him was
  gone;     the   haunting     fear   had    vanished。     He    thought     he   could
  conquer   his   bitterness   towards   Adam   now—could   offer   him   his
  hand;     and   ask   to  be   his  friend    again;   in  spite   of  that   painful
  memory       which     would    still  make    his   ears   burn。    He   had    been
  knocked   down;   and   he   had   been   forced   to   tell   a   lie:   such   things
  make a scar; do what we will。 But if Adam were the same again as
  in   the   old   days;   Arthur   wished   to   be   the   same   too;   and   to   have
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  Adam mixed up with his business and his future; as he had always
  desired before the accursed meeting in August。 Nay; he would do
  a great deal more for Adam than he should otherwise have done;
  when he came into the estate; Hetty’s husband had a special claim
  on him—Hetty herself should feel that