第 96 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9294
  However; it’s lucky I’ve seen ’em; I’ll carry ’em home。”
  The   buildings   of   the   Chase   Farm   lay   at   one   extremity   of   the
  Chase;   at   about   ten   minutes’   walking   distance   from   the   Abbey。
  Adam       had   come     thither    on   his   pony;   intending      to  ride   to   the
  stables   and   put   up   his   nag   on   his   way   home。   At   the   stables   he
  encountered Mr。 Craig; who had come to look at the captain’s new
  horse; on which he was to ride away the day after to…morrow; and
  Mr。 Craig detained him to tell how all the servants were to collect
  at  the   gate   of  the   courtyard   to   wish   the   young   squire   luck   as   he
  rode   out;   so   that   by   the   time   Adam   had   got   into   the   Chase;   and
  was striding along with the basket of tools over his   shoulder;   the
  sun   was   on   the   point   of   setting;   and   was   sending   level   crimson
  rays   among  the   great  trunks   of  the   old   oaks;   and   touching   every
  bare patch of ground with a transient glory that made it look like a
  jewel   dropt   upon   the   grass。   The   wind   had   fallen   now;   and   there
  was only enough breeze   to  stir  the   delicate…stemmed   leaves。 Any
  one   who   had   been   sitting   in   the   house   all   day   would   have   been
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  glad to walk now; but Adam had been quite enough in the open air
  to wish to shorten his way home; and he bethought himself that he
  might   do   so   by  striking   across   the   Chase   and   going   through   the
  Grove; where he had never been for  years。   He   hurried   on   across
  the Chase; stalking along the narrow paths between the fern; with
  Gyp at his heels; not lingering to watch the magnificent changes of
  the light—hardly once thinking of it—yet feeling its presence in a
  certain     calm    happy      awe    which    mingled      itself  with    his   busy
  working…day   thoughts。          How   could     he  help    feeling   it?   The  very
  deer felt it; and were more timid。
  Presently Adam’s thoughts recurred to what Mr。 Craig had said
  about Arthur Donnithorne; and pictured his going away;   and   the
  changes   that   might   take   place   before   he   came   back;   then   they
  travelled      back    affectionately      over    the   old    scenes     of  boyish
  companionship; and dwelt on Arthur’s good qualities; which Adam
  had   a pride in;  as  we   all   have   in   the   virtues   of   the   superior   who
  honours   us。   A nature   like Adam’s;   with  a   great  need   of  love   and
  reverence   in it;   depends   for  so   much   of  its   happiness   on   what   it
  can  believe  and   feel   about   others!   And   he   had   no  ideal   world   of
  dead heroes; he knew little of the life of men in the past; he must
  find   the   beings   to   whom   he   could   cling   with   loving   admiration
  among       those   who    came     within   speech     of  him。    These    pleasant
  thoughts   about   Arthur   brought   a   milder   expression   than             usual
  into his keen rough face: perhaps they were the reason why; when
  he opened the old green gate leading into the Grove; he paused to
  pat Gyp and say a kind word to him。
  After   that   pause;   he   strode   on   again   along   the   broad   winding
  path through the Grove。 What grand beeches! Adam delighted in a
  fine   tree   of   all   things;   as   the   fisherman’s   sight   is   keenest   on   the
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  sea;   so   Adam’s   perceptions   were   more   at   home   with   trees   than
  with other objects。 He kept them in his memory; as a painter does;
  with   all   the   flecks  and   knots   in   their   bark;   all  the   curves    and
  angles   of   their   boughs;   and   had   often   calculated   the   height   and
  contents of a trunk to a nicety; as he stood looking at it。 No wonder
  that;    not…withstanding       his   desire   to  get   on;   he  could    not   help
  pausing      to  look   at  a   curious    large   beech     which    he   had    seen
  standing before him at a turning in the road; and convince himself
  that  it  was   not  two  trees   wedded   together;   but  only  one。 For  the
  rest of his life he remembered that moment  when   he  was   calmly
  examining the beech; as a man remembers his last glimpse of the
  home where his youth was passed; before the road turned; and he
  saw   it   no   more。   The   beech   stood   at   the   last   turning   before   the
  Grove ended in an archway of boughs that let in the eastern light;
  and as Adam stepped away from the tree to continue his walk; his
  eyes fell on two figures about twenty yards before him。
  He   remained   as   motionless   as   a   statue;   and   turned   almost   as
  pale。  The   two  figures   were   standing  opposite   to  each  other;   with
  clasped hands about to part; and while they were bending to kiss;
  Gyp;     who   had    been    running   among   the   brushwood;   came            out;
  caught sight of them; and gave a sharp bark。 They separated with
  a   start—one   hurried   through   the   gate   out   of   the   Grove;   and   the
  other;     turning    round;     walked     slowly;    with   a   sort   of  saunter;
  towards      Adam      who    still  stood    transfixed     and    pale;   clutching
  tighter   the   stick   with   which   he   held   the   basket   of   tools   over   his
  shoulder; and looking at the approaching figure with eyes in which
  amazement was fast turning to fierceness。
  Arthur Donnithorne looked flushed and excited; he had tried to
  make unpleasant feelings more bearable by drinking a little more
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  wine   than   usual   at  dinner  to…day;   and   was   still  enough   under   its
  flattering     influence     to  think    more    lightly   of  this   unwished…for
  rencontre   with   Adam   than   he   would   otherwise   have   done。   After
  all;   Adam   was   the   best   person   who   could   have   happened   to   see
  him and Hetty together—he was a sensible fellow; and would not
  babble about it to other people。 Arthur felt confident that he could
  laugh     the   thing   off  and   explain    it  away。    And    so  he   sauntered
  forward with elaborate carelessness—his flushed face; his evening
  dress   of   fine   cloth   and   fine   linen;   his   hands   half…thrust   into   his
  waistcoat   pockets;   all     shone     upon   by   the   strange    evening   light
  which the light clouds had caught up even to the zenith; and were
  now shedding down between the topmost branches above him。
  Adam   was   still   motionless;   looking   at   him   as   he   came   up。   He
  understood   it   all   now—the   locket   and   everything   else   that   had
  been   doubtful   to   him:   a   terrible   scorching   light   showed   him   the
  hidden   letters   that   changed   the   meaning   of   the   past。   If   he   had
  moved a muscle; he must inevitably have sprung upon Arthur like
  a   tiger;   and   in   the  conflicting     emotions     that   filled   those   long
  moments;       he   had   told   himself   that   he   would   not   give   loose    to
  passion;     he   would     only   speak    the   right   thing。   He    stood    as  if
  petrified by an unseen force; but the force was his own strong will。
  “Well; Adam;” said Arthur; “you’ve been looking at the fine old
  beeches; eh? They’re not to be come near by the hatchet; though;
  this is a sacred grove。 I overtook pretty little Hetty Sorrel as I was
  coming to my den—the Hermitage; there。 She ought not to come
  home this way so late。 So I took care of her to the gate; and asked
  for a kiss for my pains。 But I must get back now; for  this   road   is
  confoundedly         damp。     Good…night;       Adam。      I  shall   see    you    to…
  morrow—to say good…bye; you know。”
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  Arthur was too much preoccupied with the part he was playing
  himself to be thoroughly aware of the expression in Adam’s face。
  He did not look directly at Adam; but glanced carelessly round at
  the trees and then lifted up one foot to l