第 38 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9255
  hold o’ things outside your own lot。”
  As   he   dashed   the   cold   water   over   his   head   and   face;   he   felt
  completely himself again; and with his black eyes as keen as ever
  and his thick black hair all glistening with the fresh moisture; he
  went into the workshop to look out the wood for his father’s coffin;
  intending that he and Seth should carry it with them to Jonathan
  Burge’s and have the coffin made by one of the workmen there; so
  that his mother might not see and hear the sad task going forward
  at home。
  He    had    just   gone    into   the   workshop      when     his   quick    ear
  detected      a   light   rapid    foot   on   the   stairs—certainly        not   his
  mother’s。 He had been in bed and asleep when Dinah had come in;
  in the evening; and now he wondered whose step this could be。 A
  foolish thought came; and moved him strangely。 As if it  could  be
  Hetty! She was the last person likely to be in the house。 And yet he
  felt reluctant to go and look and   have   the   clear  proof  that  it  was
  some one else。 He stood leaning on a plank he had taken hold of;
  listening  to  sounds   which  his   imagination   interpreted   for   him   so
  pleasantly that the keen strong face became suffused with a timid
  tenderness。 The light footstep moved about the   kitchen;   followed
  by the sound of the sweeping brush; hardly making so much noise
  as   the   lightest   breeze   that   chases   the   autumn   leaves   along   the
  dusty path; and Adam’s imagination saw a dimpled face; with dark
  bright   eyes   and   roguish   smiles   looking   backward   at   this   brush;
  and   a   rounded   figure   just   leaning   a   little   to   clasp   the   handle。   A
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  very   foolish   thought—it   could   not   be   Hetty;   but   the   only   way   of
  dismissing such nonsense from his head was to go and see who it
  was;   for   his   fancy   only   got   nearer   and   nearer   to   belief   while   he
  stood there listening。 He loosed the plank and went to the kitchen
  door。
  “How do you do; Adam Bede?” said Dinah; in her calm treble;
  pausing  from   her  sweeping   and   fixing   her   mild   grave   eyes   upon
  him。   “I   trust   you   feel   rested   and   strengthened   again   to   bear   the
  burden and heat of the day。”
  It   was   like   dreaming       of  the   sunshine     and    awaking      in   the
  moonlight。 Adam had seen Dinah several times; but always at the
  Hall    Farm;     where     he   was    not    very   vividly    conscious      of  any
  woman’s presence except Hetty’s; and he had only in the last day
  or two begun to suspect that Seth was in love with her; so that his
  attention      had    not   hitherto     been     drawn     towards      her   for   his
  brother’s sake。 But now her slim figure; her plain black gown; and
  her pale serene face impressed him with all the force that belongs
  to   a   reality   contrasted   with   a   preoccupying   fancy。   For   the   first
  moment   or   two   he   made   no   answer;   but   looked   at   her   with   the
  concentrated; examining glance which a man gives to an object in
  which he has suddenly begun to be interested。 Dinah; for the first
  time     in   her   life;  felt  a  painful     self…consciousness;        there    was
  something   in   the   dark   penetrating   glance   of   this   strong   man   so
  different   from   the   mildness   and   timidity   of   his   brother   Seth。   A
  faint   blush   came;   which   deepened   as         she   wondered   at   it。    This
  blush recalled Adam from his forgetfulness。
  “I was quite taken by surprise; it was very good of you to come
  and   see   my   mother   in   her   trouble;”   he   said;   in   a   gentle   grateful
  tone;   for   his   quick   mind   told   him   at   once   how   she   came   to   be
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  there。   “I   hope   my   mother   was   thankful   to   have   you;”   he   added;
  wondering rather anxiously what had been Dinah’s reception。
  “Yes;”    said   Dinah;    resuming      her   work;   “she    seemed     greatly
  comforted   after  a   while;   and she’s   had   a  good   deal   of  rest   in   the
  night; by times。 She was fast asleep when I left her。”
  “Who was it took the news to the Hall Farm?” said Adam;   his
  thoughts   reverting   to   some   one   there;   he   wondered   whether she
  had felt anything about it。
  “It  was   Mr。   Irwine;   the   clergyman;   told   me;   and   my  aunt   was
  grieved   for   your   mother   when   she   heard   it;   and   wanted   me   to
  come; and so is my uncle; I’m sure; now he’s heard it; but he was
  gone   out   to   Rosseter   all   yesterday。   They’ll   look   for   you   there   as
  soon as you’ve got time to go; for there’s nobody round that hearth
  but what’s glad to see you。”
  Dinah;   with   her   sympathetic   divination;   knew   quite   well   that
  Adam was longing to hear if Hetty had said anything about their
  trouble; she was too rigorously truthful   for  benevolent  invention;
  but she had contrived to say something in which Hetty was tacitly
  included。 Love has a way of cheating itself consciously; like a child
  who plays at solitary hide…and…seek; it is pleased with assurances
  that it all the while disbelieves。 Adam liked what Dinah had said so
  much that his mind was directly full of the next visit he should pay
  to the Hall Farm; when Hetty would perhaps behave more kindly
  to him than she had ever done before。
  “But you won’t be there yourself any longer?” he said to Dinah。
  “No; I go back to Snowfield on Saturday; and I shall have to set
  out to Treddleston early; to be in time for the Oakbourne carrier。
  So I must go back to the farm to…night; that I may have the last day
  with  my  aunt  and   her  children。   But  I   can   stay   here   all   to…day;   if
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  your     mother     would     like   me;   and    her    heart   seemed      inclined
  towards me last night。”
  “Ah;   then;   she’s   sure   to   want   you   to…day。   If   mother   takes   to
  people at the beginning; she’s sure to get fond of ’em; but she’s a
  strange     way   of   not   liking   young    women。      Though;     to  be   sure;”
  Adam went on; smiling; “her not liking other young women is no
  reason why she shouldn’t like you。”
  Hitherto      Gyp     had    been    assisting     at  this   conversation       in
  motionless       silence;    seated     on   his   haunches;       and    alternately
  looking      up   in  his   master’s     face   to  watch     its  expression      and
  observing  Dinah’s   movements   about  the   kitchen。   The   kind   smile
  with which Adam uttered the last  words   was apparently  decisive
  with   Gyp   of   the   light   in   which   the   stranger   was   to   be   regarded;
  and as she turned round after  putting  aside   her  sweeping…brush;
  he trotted towards her and put up his muzzle against her hand in
  a friendly way。
  “You   see   Gyp   bids   you   welcome;”   said   Adam;   “and   he’s   very
  slow to welcome strangers。”
  “Poor   dog!”   said   Dinah;   patting   the   rough   grey   coat;   “I’ve   a
  strange feeling about the dumb things as if they wanted to speak;
  and   it   was   a   trouble   to   ’em   because   they   couldn’t。   I   can’t   help
  being sorry for the dogs always; though perhaps there’s no need。
  But   they   may   well   have   more   in   them   than   they   know   how   to
  make  us   understand;   for  we   can’t  say   half   what   we   feel;   with   all
  our words。”
  Seth   came   down   now;   and   was   pleased   to   find   Adam   talking
  with Dinah; he  wanted Adam   to  know  how  much  better  she  was
  than   all   other   women。   But   after   a   few   words   of   greeting;   Adam
  drew him into the workshop to consult about the coffin; and Dinah
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  went on with her cleaning。
  By    six  o’clock    they   were    all  at  breakfast     with   Lisbeth     in  a
  kitchen   as   clean   as   she   could   have   made   it   h