第 39 节
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  A TRUE STORY
  REPEATED WORD FOR WORD AS I HEARD IT 'Written about 1876'
  It was summer…time; and twilight。  We were sitting on the porch of the
  farmhouse; on the summit of the hill; and 〃Aunt Rachel〃 was sitting
  respectfully below our level; on the steps…for she was our Servant; and
  colored。  She was of mighty frame and stature; she was sixty years old;
  but her eye was undimmed and her strength unabated。  She was a cheerful;
  hearty soul; and it was no more trouble for her to laugh than it is for a
  bird to sing。  She was under fire now; as usual when the day was done。
  That is to say; she was being chaffed without mercy; and was enjoying it。
  She would let off peal after of laughter; and then sit with her face in
  her hands and shake with throes of enjoyment which she could no longer
  get breath enough to express。  It such a moment as this a thought
  occurred to me; and I said:
  〃Aunt Rachel; how is it that you've lived sixty years and never had any
  trouble?〃
  She stopped quaking。  She paused; and there was moment of silence。  She
  turned her face over her shoulder toward me; and said; without even a
  smile her voice:
  〃Misto C…; is you in 'arnest?〃
  It surprised me a good deal; and it sobered my manner and my speech; too。
  I said:
  〃Why; I thoughtthat is; I meantwhy; you can't have had any trouble。
  I've never heard you sigh; and never seen your eye when there wasn't a
  laugh in it。〃
  She faced fairly around now; and was full earnestness。
  〃Has I had any trouble? Misto C…; I's gwyne to tell you; den I leave
  it to you。  I was bawn down 'mongst de slaves; I knows all 'bout slavery;
  'case I ben one of 'em my own se'f。  Well sah; my ole mandat's my
  husban'he was lov an' kind to me; jist as kind as you is to yo' own
  wife。  An' we had chil'enseven chil'enan' loved dem chil'en jist de
  same as you loves yo' chil'en。  Dey was black; but de Lord can't make
  chil'en so black but what dey mother loves 'em an' wouldn't give 'em up;
  no; not for anything dat's in dis whole world。
  〃Well; sah; I was raised in ole Fo'ginny; but mother she was raised in
  Maryland; an' my souls she was turrible when she'd git started!  My lan!
  but she'd make de fur fly!  When she'd git into dem tantrums; she always
  had one word dat she said。  She'd straighten herse'f up an' put her fists
  in her hips an' say; 'I want you to understan' dat I wa'n't bawn in the
  mash to be fool' by trash!  I's one o' de ole Blue Hen's Chickens; I is!'
  'Ca'se you see; dat's what folks dat's bawn in Maryland calls deyselves;
  an' dey's proud of it。  Well; dat was her word。  I don't ever forgit it;
  beca'se she said it so much; an' beca'se she said it one day when my
  little Henry tore his wris' awful; and most busted 'is head; right up at
  de top of his forehead; an' de niggers didn't fly aroun' fas' enough to
  'tend to him。  An' when dey talk' back at her; she up an' she says;
  'Look…a…heah!' she says; 'I want you niggers to understan' dat I wa'n't
  bawn in de mash be fool' by trash! I's one o' de ole Blue Hen's chickens;
  I is!' an' den she clar' dat kitchen an' bandage' up de chile herse'f。
  So I says dat word; too; when I's riled。
  〃Well; bymeby my ole mistis say she's broke; an she got to sell all de
  niggers on de place。  An' when I heah dat dey gwyne to sell us all off at
  oction in Richmon'; oh; de good gracious! I know what dat mean!〃
  Aunt Rachel had gradually risen; while she warmed to her subject; and now
  she towered above us; black against the stars。
  〃Dey put chains on us an' put us on a stan' as high as dis po'chtwenty
  foot high…an' all de people stood aroun'; crowds 'an' crowds。  An' dey'd
  come up dah an' look at us all roun'; an' squeeze our arm; an' make us
  git up an' walk; an' den say; Dis one too ole;' or 'Dis one lame;' or
  'Dis one don't 'mount to much。' An' dey sole my ole man; an' took him
  away; an' dey begin to sell my chil'en an' take dem away; an' I begin to
  cry; an' de man say; 'Shet up yo' damn blubberin';' an' hit me on de mouf
  wid his han'。  An' when de las' one was gone but my little Henry; I grab'
  him clost up to my breas' so; an' I ris up an' says; 'You sha'nt take him
  away;' I says; 'I'll kill de man dat tetch him!' I says。  But my little
  Henry whisper an' say 'I gwyne to run away; an' den I work an' buy yo'
  freedom' Oh; bless de chile; he always so good!  But dey got himdey got
  him; de men did; but I took and tear de clo'es mos' off of 'em an' beat
  'em over de head wid my chain; an' dey give it to me too; but I didn't
  mine dat。
  'Well; dah was my ole man gone; an' all my chil'en; all my seven chil'en
  an' six of 'em I hain't set eyes on ag'in to dis day; an' dat's
  twenty…two year ago las' Easter。  De man dat bought me b'long' in
  Newbern; an' he took me dah。  Well; bymeby de years roll on an' de waw
  come。  My marster he was a Confedrit colonel; an' I was his family's
  cook。  So when de Unions took dat town dey all run away an' lef' me all
  by myse'f wid de other niggers in dat mons'us big house。  So de big Union
  officers move in dah; an' dey ask me would I cook for dem。  'Lord bless
  you;' says I; 'dat what I's for。'
  〃Dey wa'n't no small…fry officers; mine you; de was de biggest dey is;
  an' de way dey made dem sojers mosey roun'!  De Gen'l he tole me to boss
  dat kitchen; an' he say; 'If anybody come meddlin' wid you; you jist make
  'em walk chalk; don't you be afeared;' he say; 'you's 'mong frens now。'
  〃Well; I thinks to myse'f; if my little Henry ever got a chance to run
  away; he'd make to de Norf; o' course。  So one day I comes in dah whar de
  big officers was; in de parlor; an' I drops a kurtchy; so; an' I up an'
  tole 'em 'bout my Henry; dey a…listenin' to my troubles jist de same as
  if I was white folks; an' I says; 'What I come for is beca'se if he got
  away and got up Norf whar you gemmen comes from; you might 'a' seen him;
  maybe; an' could tell me so as I could fine him ag'in; he was very
  little; an' he had a sk…yar on his lef' wris' an' at de top of his
  forehead。' Den dey look mournful; an' de Gen'l says; 'How long sence you
  los' him?' an' I say; 'Thirteen year。   Den de Gen'l say; 'He wouldn't be
  little no mo' nowhe's a man!'
  〃I never thought o' dat befo'!  He was only dat little feller to me yit。
  I never thought 'bout him growin' up an' bein' big。  But I see it den。
  None o' de gemmen had run acrost him; so dey couldn't do nothin' for me。
  But all dat time; do' I didn't know it; my Henry was run off to de Norf;
  years an' years; an' he was a barber; too; an' worked for hisse'f。  An'
  bymeby; when de waw come he ups an' he says: 'I's done barberin';' he
  says; 'I's gwyne to fine my ole mammy; less'n she's dead。'  So he sole
  out an' went to whar dey was recruitin'; an' hired hisse'f out to de
  colonel for his servant an' den he went all froo de battles everywhah;
  huntin' for his ole mammy; yes; indeedy; he'd hire to fust one officer
  an' den another; tell he'd ransacked de whole Souf; but you see I didn't
  know nuffin 'bout dis。  How was I gwyne to know it?
  〃Well; one night we had a big sojer ball; de sojers dah at Newbern was
  always havin' balls an' carryin' on。  Dey had 'em in my kitchen; heaps o'
  times; 'ca'se it was so big。  Mine you; I was down on sich doin's;
  beca'se my place was wid de officers; an' it rasp me to have dem common
  sojers cavortin' roun' in my kitchen like dat。  But I alway' stood aroun'
  an kep' things straight; I did; an' sometimes dey'd git my dander up; an'
  den I'd make 'em clar dat kitchen mine I tell you!
  〃Well; one nightit was a Friday nightdey comes a whole platoon f'm a
  nigger ridgment da was on guard at de housede house was head quarters;
  you know…an' den I was jist a…bilin' mad?  I was jist a…boomin'!  I
  swelled aroun'; an swelled aroun'; I jist was a…itchin' for 'em to do
  somefin for to start me。  An' dey was a…waltzin' an a dancin'! my but dey
  was havin' a time! an I jist a…swellin' an' a…swellin' up!  Pooty soon;
  'long comes sich a spruce young nigger a…sailin' down de room wid a
  yaller wench roun' de wais'; an' roun an' roun' an roun' dey went; enough
  to make a body drunk to look at 'em; an' when dey got abreas' o' me; dey
  went to kin' o' balancin' aroun' fust on one leg an' den on t'other; an'
  smilin' at my big red turban; an' makin' fun; an' I ups an' says 'Git
  along wid you! rubbage!'  De young man's face kin' o' changed; all of a
  sudden; for 'bout a second but den he went to smilin' ag'in; same as he
  was befo'。  Well; 'bout dis time; in comes some niggers dat played music
  and b'long' to de ban'; an' dey never could git along widout puttin' on
  airs。  An de very fust air dey put on dat night; I lit into em!  Dey
  laughed; an' dat made me wuss。  De res' o' de niggers got to laughin';
  an' den my soul alive but I was hot!  My eye was jist a…blazin'!  I jist
  straightened myself up sojist as I is now; plum to de ceilin'; mos'
  an' I digs my fists into my hips; an' I says; 'Look…a…heah!' I says; 'I
  want you niggers to understan' dat I wa'n't bawn in de mash to be fool'
  by trash!  I's one o' de ole Blue hen's Chickens; I is!' an' den I see
  dat young man stan' a…starin' an' stiff; lookin' kin' o' up at de ceilin'
  like he fo'got somefin; an' couldn't 'member it no mo'。  Well; I jist
  march' on dem nigger