第 48 节
作者:痛罚      更新:2024-04-07 11:54      字数:9322
  problem of preaching a sermon which should offer
  some appeal to both classes; without offending either;
  was a perplexing one; and I solved it to the best of
  my ability by delivering a sermon I had once given
  in my own church to my own people。  When I had
  finished I was wholly uncertain of its effect; but at
  the end of the services one of the bishops leaned
  toward me from his place in the rear; and; to my
  mingled horror and amusement; offered me this
  tribute; ‘‘That is one of the best Mormon sermons
  ever preached in this Tabernacle。''
  I thanked him; but inwardly I was aghast。  What
  had I said to give him such an impression?  I racked
  my brain; but could recall nothing that justified it。
  I passed the day in a state of nervous apprehension;
  fully expecting some frank criticism from the ‘‘Gen…
  tiles'' on the score of having delivered a Mormon
  sermon to ingratiate myself into the favor of the
  Mormons and secure their votes for the constitu…
  tional amendment。  But nothing of the kind was
  said。  That evening; after the sermon to the ‘‘Gen…
  tiles;'' a reception was given to our party; and I
  drew my first deep breath when the wife of a well…
  known clergyman came to me and introduced her…
  self in these words:
  ‘‘My husband could not come here to…night; but
  he heard your sermon this morning。  He asked me
  to tell you how glad he was that under such unusual
  conditions you held so firmly to the teachings of
  Christ。''
  The next day I was still more reassured。  A re…
  ception was given us at the home of one of Brigham
  Young's daughters; and the receiving…line was
  graced by the presiding elder of the Methodist
  Episcopal Church。  He was a bluff and jovial gen…
  tleman; and when he took my hand he said; warmly;
  ‘‘Well; Sister Shaw; you certainly gave our Mormon
  friends the biggest dose of Methodism yesterday
  that they ever got in their lives。''
  After this experience I reminded myself again
  that what Frances Willard so frequently said is true;
  All truth is our truth when it has reached our hearts;
  we merely rechristen it according to our individual
  creeds。
  During the visit I had an interesting conversation
  with a number of the younger Mormon women。  I
  was to leave the city on a midnight train; and about
  twenty of them; including four daughters of Brig…
  ham Young; came to my hotel to remain with me
  until it was time to go to the station。  They filled
  the room; sitting around in school…girl fashion on the
  floor and even on the bed。  It was an unusual op…
  portunity to learn some things I wished to know; and
  I could not resist it。
  ‘‘There are some questions I would like to ask
  you;'' I began; ‘‘and one or two of them may seem
  impertinent。  But they won't be asked in that
  spiritand please don't answer any that embarrass
  you。''
  They exchanged glances; and then told me to
  ask as many questions as I wished。
  ‘‘First of all;'' I said; ‘‘I would like to know the
  real attitude toward polygamy of the present gen…
  eration of Mormon women。  Do you all believe
  in it?''
  They assured me that they did。
  ‘‘How many of you;'' I then asked; ‘‘are polyga…
  mous wives?''
  There was not one in the group。
  ‘‘But;'' I insisted; ‘‘if you really believe in polyg…
  amy; why is it that some of your husbands have
  not taken more than one wife?''
  There was a moment of silence; while each woman
  looked around as if waiting for another to answer。
  At last one of them said; slowly:
  ‘‘In my case; I alone was to blame。  For years I
  could not force myself to consent to my husband's
  taking another wife; though I tried hard。  By the
  time I had overcome my objection the law was
  passed prohibiting polygamy。''
  A second member of the group hastened to tell
  her story。  She had had a similar spiritual struggle;
  and just as she reached the point where she was
  willing to have her husband take another wife; he
  died。  And now the room was filled with eager
  voices。  Four or five women were telling at once
  that they; too; had been reluctant in the beginning;
  and that when they had reached the point of consent
  this; that; or another cause had kept the husbands
  from marrying again。  They were all so passion…
  ately in earnest that they stared at me in puzzled
  wonder when I broke into the sudden laughter I
  could not restrain。
  ‘‘What fortunate women you all were!'' I ex…
  claimed; teasingly。  ‘‘Not one of you arrived at the
  point of consenting to the presence of a second wife
  in your home until it was impossible for your hus…
  band to take her。''
  They flushed a little at that; and then laughed
  with me; but they did not defend themselves against
  the tacit charge; and I turned the conversation into
  less personal channels。  I learned that many of the
  Mormon young men were marrying girls outside of
  the Church; and that two sons of a leading Mormon
  elder had married and were living very happily with
  Catholic girls。
  At this time the Mormon candidate for Congress
  (a man named Roberts) was a bitter opponent of
  woman suffrage。  The Mormon women begged me
  to challenge him to a debate on the subject; which
  I did; but Mr。 Roberts declined the challenge。  The
  ground of his refusal; which he made public through
  the newspapers; was chastening to my spirit。  He
  explained that he would not debate with me because
  he was not willing to lower himself to the intellectual
  plane of a woman。
  XIII
  PRESIDENT OF ‘‘THE NATIONAL''
  In 1900 Miss Anthony; then over eighty; decided
  that she must resign the presidency of our Nation…
  al Association; and the question of the successor she
  would choose became an important one。  It was
  conceded that there were only two candidates in
  her mindMrs。 Carrie Chapman Catt and myself
  and for several months we gave the suffrage world
  the unusual spectacle of rivals vigorously pushing
  each other's claims。  Miss Anthony was devoted
  to us both; and I think the choice was a hard one
  for her to make。  On the one hand; I had been
  vice…president at large and her almost constant
  companion for twelve years; and she had grown ac…
  customed to think of me as her successor。  On the
  other hand; Mrs。 Catt had been chairman of the
  organization committee; and through her splendid
  executive ability had built up our organization in
  many states。  From Miss Anthony down; we all
  recognized her steadily growing powers; she had;
  moreover; abundant means; which I had not。
  In my mind there was no question of her superior
  qualification for the presidency。  She seemed to me
  the logical and indeed the only possible successor
  to Miss Anthony; and I told ‘‘Aunt Susan'' so with
  all the eloquence I could command; while simul…
  taneously Mrs。 Catt was pouring into Miss Anthony's
  other ear a series of impassioned tributes to me。  It
  was an unusual situation and a very pleasant one;
  and it had two excellent results: it simplified ‘‘Aunt
  Susan's'' problem by eliminating the element of per…
  sonal ambition; and it led to her eventual choice
  of Mrs。 Catt as her successor。
  I will admit here for the first time that in urging
  Mrs。 Catt's fitness for the office I made the greatest
  sacrifice of my life。  My highest ambition had been
  to succeed Miss Anthony; for no one who knew her
  as I did could underestimate the honor of being
  chosen by her to carry on her work。
  At the convention in Washington that year she
  formally refused the nomination for re…election; as
  we had all expected; and then; on being urged to
  choose her own successor; she stepped forward to
  do so。  It was a difficult hour; for her fiery soul re…
  sented the limitations imposed by her worn…out
  body; and to such a worker the most poignant ex…
  perience in life is to be forced to lay down one's
  work at the command of old age。  On this she
  touched briefly; but in a trembling voice; and then;
  in furtherance of the understanding between the
  three of us; she presented the name of Mrs。 Catt to
  the convention with all the pride and hope a mother
  could feel in the presentation of a daughter。
  Her faith was fully justified。  Mrs。 Catt made
  an admirable president; and during every moment
  of the four years she held the office she had Miss
  Anthony's whole…hearted and enthusiastic support;
  while I; too; in my continued office of vice…president;
  did my utmost to help her in every way。  In 1904;
  however; Mrs。 Catt was elected president of the
  International Suffrage Alliance; as I have mentioned
  before; and that same year she resigned the presi…
  dency of our National Association; as her health
  was not equal to the strain of carrying the two
  offices。
  Miss Anthony immediately urged me to accept
  the presidency of the National Association; which
  I was now most unwilling to do; I had lost my
  ambition to be president; and there were other rea…
  sons; into which I need not go again