第 40 节
作者:痛罚      更新:2024-04-07 11:54      字数:9320
  again in hours of discouragement and despair I have
  been helped by the blessed conviction that she was
  keeping it。
  During the last forty…eight hours of her life she
  was unwilling that I should leave her side。  So day
  and night I knelt by her bed; holding her hand and
  watching the flame of her wonderful spirit grow dim。
  At times; even then; it blazed up with startling sud…
  denness。  On the last afternoon of her life; when she
  had lain quiet for hours; she suddenly began to utter
  the names of the women who had worked with her;
  as if in a final roll…call。  Many of them had preceded
  her into the next world; others were still splendidly
  active in the work she was laying down。  But young
  or old; living or dead; they all seemed to file past
  her dying eyes that day in an endless; shadowy re…
  view; and as they went by she spoke to each of them。
  Not all the names she mentioned were known in
  suffrage ranks; some of these women lived only in
  the heart of Susan B。 Anthony; and now; for the
  last time; she was thanking them for what they had
  done。  Here was one who; at a moment of special
  need; had given her small savings; here was another
  who had won valuable recruits to the Cause; this
  one had written a strong editorial; that one had
  made a stirring speech。  In these final hours it
  seemed that not a single sacrifice or service; however
  small; had been forgotten by the dying leader。  Last
  of all; she spoke to the women who had been on her
  board and had stood by her loyally so longRachel
  Foster Avery; Alice Stone Blackwell; Carrie Chap…
  man Catt; Mrs。 Upton; Laura Clay; and others。
  Then; after lying in silence for a long time with her
  cheek on my hand; she murmured:  ‘‘They are still
  passing before meface after face; hundreds and
  hundreds of them; representing all the efforts of
  fifty years。  I know how hard they have worked
  I know the sacrifices they have made。  But it has
  all been worth while!''
  Just before she lapsed into unconsciousness she
  seemed restless and anxious to say something; search…
  ing my face with her dimming eyes。
  ‘‘Do you want me to repeat my promise?'' I
  asked; for she had already made me do so several
  times。  She made a sign of assent; and I gave her
  the assurance she desired。  As I did so she raised
  my hand to her lips and kissed ither last conscious
  action。  For more than thirty hours after that I
  knelt by her side; but though she clung to my hand
  until her own hand grew cold; she did not speak
  again。
  She had told me over and over how much our long
  friendship and association had meant to her; and the
  comfort I had given her。  But whatever I may have
  been to her; it was as nothing compared with what
  she was to me。  Kneeling close to her as she passed
  away; I knew that I would have given her a dozen
  lives had I had them; and endured a thousand times
  more hardship than we had borne together; for the
  inspiration of her companionship and the joy of her
  affection。  They were the greatest blessings I have
  had in all my life; and I cherish as my dearest treas…
  ure the volume of her History of Woman Suffrage
  on the fly…leaf of which she had written this in…
  scription:
  REVEREND ANNA HOWARD SHAW:
  This huge volume IV I present to you with the love that
  a mother beareth; and I hope you will find in it the facts about
  women; for you will find them nowhere else。  Your part will
  be to see that the four volumes are duly placed in the libraries
  of the country; where every student of history may have access
  to them。
  With unbounded love and faith;
  SUSAN B。 ANTHONY。
  That final line is still my greatest comfort。  When
  I am misrepresented or misunderstood; when I am
  accused of personal ambition or of working for per…
  sonal ends; I turn to it and to similar lines penned
  by the same hand; and tell myself that I should not
  allow anything to interfere with the serenity of my
  spirit or to disturb me in my work。  At the end of
  eighteen years of the most intimate companionship;
  the leader of our Cause; the greatest woman I have
  ever known; still felt for me ‘‘unbounded love and
  faith。''  Having had that; I have had enough。
  For two days after ‘‘Aunt Susan's'' death she lay
  in her own home; as if in restful slumber; her face
  wearing its most exquisite look of peaceful serenity;
  and here her special friends; the poor and the unfor…
  tunate of the city; came by hundreds to pay their
  last respects。  On the third day there was a public
  funeral; held in the Congregational church; and;
  though a wild blizzard was raging; every one in
  Rochester seemed included in the great throng of
  mourners who came to her bier in reverence and
  left it in tears。  The church services were conducted
  by the pastor; the Rev。 C。 C。 Albertson; a lifelong
  friend of Miss Anthony's; assisted by the Rev。 Will…
  iam C。 Gannett。  James G。 Potter; the Mayor of
  the city; and Dr。 Rush Rhees; president of Rochester
  University; occupied prominent places among the
  distinguished mourners; and Mrs。 Jerome Jeffries;
  the head of a colored school; spoke in behalf of the
  negro race and its recognition of Miss Anthony's
  services。  College clubs; medical societies; and re…
  form groups were represented by delegates sent from
  different states; and Miss Anna Gordon had come
  on from Illinois to represent the Woman's National
  Christian Temperance Union。  Mrs。 Catt delivered a
  eulogy in which she expressed the love and recognition
  of the organized suffrage women of the world for Miss
  Anthony; as the one to whom they had all looked
  as their leader。  William Lloyd Garrison spoke of
  Miss Anthony's work with his father and other anti…
  slavery leaders; and Mrs。 Jean Brooks Greenleaf
  spoke in behalf of the New York State Suffrage
  Association。  Then; as ‘‘Aunt Susan'' had requested;
  I made the closing address。  She had asked me to
  do this and to pronounce the benediction; as well as
  to say the final words at her grave。
  It was estimated that more than ten thousand
  persons were assembled in and around the church;
  and after the benediction those who had been pa…
  tiently waiting out in the storm were permitted to
  pass inside in single file for a last look at their
  friend。  They found the coffin covered by a large
  American flag; on which lay a wreath of laurel and
  palms; around it stood a guard of honor composed
  of girl students of Rochester University in their
  college caps and gowns。  All day students had
  mounted guard; relieving one another at intervals。
  On every side there were flowers and floral emblems
  sent by various organizations; and just over ‘‘Aunt
  Susan's'' head floated the silk flag given to her by
  the women of Colorado。  It contained four gold
  stars; representing the four enfranchised states;
  while the other stars were in silver。  On her breast
  was pinned the jeweled flag given to her on her
  eightieth birthday by the women of Wyomingthe
  first place in the world where in the constitution of
  the state women were given equal political rights
  with men。  Here the four stars representing the
  enfranchised states were made of diamonds; the
  others of silver enamel。  Just before the lid was
  fastened on the coffin this flag was removed and
  handed to Mary Anthony; who presented it to me。
  From that day I have worn it on every occasion of
  importance to our Cause; and each time a state is
  won for woman suffrage I have added a new diamond
  star。  At the time I write thisin 1914there are
  twelve。
  As the funeral procession went through the streets
  of Rochester it was seen that all the city flags were
  at half…mast; by order of the City Council。  Many
  houses were draped in black; and the grief of the
  citizens manifested itself on every side。  All the way
  to Mount Hope Cemetery the snow whirled blind…
  ingly around us; while the masses that had fallen
  covered the earth as far as we could see a fitting
  winding…sheet for the one who had gone。  Under the
  fir…trees around her open grave I obeyed ‘‘Aunt
  Susan's'' wish that I should utter the last words
  spoken over her body as she was laid to rest:
  ‘‘Dear friend;'' I said; ‘‘thou hast tarried with us
  long。  Now thou hast gone to thy well…earned rest。
  We beseech the Infinite Spirit Who has upheld thee
  to make us worthy to follow in thy steps and to
  carry on thy work。  Hail and farewell。''
  XI
  THE WIDENING SUFFRAGE STREAM
  In my chapters on Miss Anthony I bridged the
  twenty years between 1886 and 1906; omitting
  many of the stirring suffrage events of that long
  period; in my desire to concentrate on those which
  most vitally concerned her。  I must now retrace my
  steps along the widening suffrage stream and de…
  scribe; consecutively at least; and as fully as these
  incomplete reminiscences will permit; other inci…
  dents that occurred on its banks。