第 30 节
作者:痛罚      更新:2024-04-07 11:54      字数:9322
  and filling the hall; and when the men realized
  what it all meant; and recognized their wives; sis…
  ters; and women friends in the throng; they sheep…
  ishly unlocked the front doors and left us in posses…
  sion; though we politely urged them to remain。  We
  had a great meeting that night!
  Another reminiscence may not be out of place。
  We were working for a prohibition amendment in
  the state of Pennsylvania; and the night before
  election I reached Coatesville。  I had just com…
  pleted six weeks of strenuous campaigning; and that
  day I had already conducted and spoken at two big
  outdoor meetings。  When I entered the town hall
  of Coatesville I found it filled with women。  Only
  a few men were there; the rest were celebrating
  and campaigning in the streets。  So I arose and
  said:
  ‘‘I would like to ask how many men there are in
  the audience who intend to vote for the amendment
  to…morrow?''
  Every man in the hall stood up。
  ‘‘I thought so;'' I said。  ‘‘Now I intend to ask
  your indulgence。  As you are all in favor of the
  amendment; there is no use in my setting its claims
  before you; and; as I am utterly exhausted; I
  suggest that we sing the Doxology and go home!''
  The audience saw the common sense of my
  position; so the people laughed and sang the Doxol…
  ogy and departed。  As we were leaving the hall
  one of Coatesville's prominent citizens stopped me。
  ‘‘I wish you were a man;'' he said。  ‘‘The town
  was to have a big outdoor meeting to…night; and
  the orator has failed us。  There are thousands of
  men in the streets waiting for the speech; and the
  saloons are sending them free drinks to get them
  drunk and carry the town to…morrow。''
  ‘‘Why;'' I said; ‘‘I'll talk to them if you wish。''
  ‘‘Great Scott!'' he gasped。  ‘‘I'd be afraid to let
  you。  Something might happen!''
  ‘‘If anything happens; it will be in a good cause;''
  I reminded him。  ‘‘Let us go。''
  Down…town we found the streets so packed with
  men that the cars could not get through; and with
  the greatest difficulty we reached the stand which
  had been erected for the speaker。  It was a gorgeous
  affair。  There were flaring torches all around it; and
  a ‘‘bull's…eye;'' taken from the head of a locomotive;
  made an especially brilliant patch of light。  The
  stand had been erected at a point where the city's
  four principal streets meet; and as far as I could
  see there were solid masses of citizens extending
  into these streets。  A glee…club was doing its best
  to help things along; and the music of an organette;
  an instrument much used at the time in campaign
  rallies; swelled the joyful tumult。  As I mounted
  the platform the crowd was singing ‘‘Vote for Betty
  and the Baby;'' and I took that song for my text;
  speaking of the helplessness of women and children
  in the face of intemperance; and telling the crowd
  the only hope of the Coatesville women lay in the
  vote cast by their men the next day。
  Directly in front of me stood a huge and ex…
  traordinarily repellent…looking negro。  A glance at
  him almost made one shudder; but before I had
  finished my first sentence he raised his right arm
  straight above him and shouted; in a deep and
  wonderfully rich bass voice; ‘‘Hallelujah to the
  Lamb!''  From that point on he punctuated my
  speech every few moments with good; old…fashioned
  exclamations of salvation which helped to inspire
  the crowd。  I spoke for almost an hour。  Three
  times in my life; and only three times; I have made
  speeches that have satisfied me to the degree; that
  is; of making me feel that at least I was giving the
  best that was in me。  The speech at Coatesville was
  one of those three。  At the end of it the good…natured
  crowd cheered for ten minutes。  The next day
  Coatesville voted for prohibition; and; rightly or
  wrongly; I have always believed that I helped to win
  that victory。
  Here; by the way; I may add that of the two other
  speeches which satisfied me one was made in Chicago;
  during the World's Fair; in 1893; and the other in
  Stockholm; Sweden; in 1912。  The International
  Council of Women; it will be remembered; met in
  Chicago during the Fair; and I was invited to preach
  the sermon at the Sunday…morning session。  The
  occasion was a very important one; bringing to…
  gether at least five thousand persons; including
  representative women from almost every country
  in Europe; and a large number of women ministers。
  These made an impressive group; as they all wore
  their ministerial robes; and for the first time I
  preached in a ministerial robe; ordered especially
  for that day。  It was made of black crepe de Chine;
  with great double flowing sleeves; white silk under…
  sleeves; and a wide white silk underfold down the
  front; and I may mention casually that it looked
  very much better than I felt; for I was very nervous。
  My father had come on to Chicago especially to
  hear my sermon; and had been invited to sit on the
  platform。  Even yet he was not wholly reconciled
  to my public work; but he was beginning to take a
  deep interest in it。  I greatly desired to please him
  and to satisfy Miss Anthony; who was extremely
  anxious that on that day of all days I should do my
  best。
  I gave an unusual amount of time and thought to
  that sermon; and at last evolved what I modestly
  believed to be a good one。  I never write out a
  sermon in advance; but I did it this time; laboriously;
  and then memorized the effort。  The night before
  the sermon was to be delivered Miss Anthony asked
  me about it; and when I realized how deeply in…
  terested she was I delivered it to her then and there
  as a rehearsal。  It was very late; and I knew we
  would not be interrupted。  As she listened her
  face grew longer and longer and her lips drooped
  at the corners。  Her disappointment was so obvious
  that I had difficulty in finishing my recitation; but
  I finally got through it; though rather weakly toward
  the end; and waited to hear what she would say;
  hoping against hope that she had liked it better
  than she seemed to。  But Susan B。 Anthony was
  the frankest as well as the kindest of women。  Reso…
  lutely she shook her head。
  ‘‘It's no good; Anna;'' she said; firmly。  ‘‘You'll
  have to do better。  You've polished and repolished
  that sermon until there's no life left in it。  It's dead。
  Besides; I don't care for your text。''
  ‘‘Then give me a text;'' I demanded; gloomily。
  ‘‘I can't;'' said Aunt Susan。
  I was tired and bitterly disappointed; and both
  conditions showed in my reply。
  ‘‘Well;'' I asked; somberly; ‘‘if you can't even
  supply a text; how do you suppose I'm going to
  deliver a brand…new sermon at ten o'clock to…morrow
  morning?''
  ‘‘Oh;'' declared Aunt Susan; blithely; ‘‘you'll find
  a text。''
  I suggested several; but she did not like them。
  At last I said; ‘‘I have it‘Let no man take thy
  crown。' ''
  ‘‘That's it!'' exclaimed Miss Anthony。  ‘‘Give us
  a good sermon on that text。''
  She went to her room to sleep the sleep of the
  just and the untroubled; but I tossed in my bed the
  rest of the night; planning the points of the new
  sermon。  After I had delivered it the next morning
  I went to my father to assist him from the platform。
  He was trembling; and his eyes were full of tears。
  He seized my arm and pressed it。
  ‘‘Now I am ready to die;'' was all he said。
  I was so tired that I felt ready to die; too; but
  his satisfaction and a glance at Aunt Susan's con…
  tented face gave me the tonic I needed。  Father
  died two years later; and as I was campaigning in
  California I was not with him at the end。  It was
  a comfort to remember; however; that in the twilight
  of his life he had learned to understand his most
  difficult daughter; and to give her credit for earnest…
  ness of purpose; at least; in following the life that had
  led her away from him。  After his death; and imme…
  diately upon my return from California; I visited
  my mother; and it was well indeed that I did; for
  within a few months she followed father into the
  other world for which all of her unselfish life had
  been a preparation。
  Our last days together were perfect。  Her attitude
  was one of serene and cheerful expectancy; and I
  always think of her as sitting among the primroses
  and bluebells she loved; which seemed to bloom
  unceasingly in the windows of her room。  I recall;
  too; with gratitude; a trifle which gave her a pleasure
  out of all proportion to what I had dreamed it would
  do。  She had expressed a longing for some English
  heather; ‘‘not the hot…house variety; but the kind that
  blooms on the hills;'' and I had succeeded in getting
  a bunch for her by writing to an English friend。
  Its possession filled her with joy; and from the
  time it came until the day her eyes closed in their
  last sleep it was rarely beyond reach of her hand。
  At her request; when she was buried