第 20 节
作者:痛罚      更新:2024-04-07 11:54      字数:9322
  ard the support of the church; and for weeks he
  remained away from our services; returning under
  conditions I will mention later。  Even at the time;
  however; his attack helped rather than hurt me。
  At the regular meeting the following Thursday
  night no personal criticisms were included in the
  prayers; and eventually we had peace。  But many
  battles were lost and won before that happy day
  arrived。
  Captain Sears's vacant place among us was
  promptly taken by another captain in East Dennis;
  whose name was also Sears。  A few days after my
  encounter with the first captain I met the second on
  the street。  He had never come to church; and I
  stopped and invited him to do so。  He replied with
  simple candor。
  ‘‘I ain't comin';'' he told me。  ‘‘There ain't no
  gal that can teach me nothin'。''
  ‘‘Perhaps you are wrong; Captain Sears;'' I re…
  plied。  ‘‘I might teach you something。''
  ‘‘What?'' demanded the captain; with chilling
  distrust。
  ‘‘Oh;'' I said; cheerfully; ‘‘let us say tolerance; for
  one thing。''
  ‘‘Humph!'' muttered the old man。  ‘‘The Lord
  don't want none of your tolerance; and neither
  do I。''
  I laughed。  ‘‘He doesn't object to tolerance;'' I
  said。  ‘‘Come to church。  You can talk; too; and
  the Lord will listen to us both。''
  To my surprise; the captain came the following
  Sunday; and during the seven years I remained in
  the church he was one of my strongest supporters
  and friends。  I needed friends; for my second battle
  was not slow in following my first。  There was; in…
  deed; barely time between in which to care for the
  wounded。
  We had in East Dennis what was known as the
  ‘‘Free Religious Group;'' and when some of the
  members of my congregation were not wrangling
  among themselves; they were usually locking horns
  with this group。  For years; I was told; one of the
  prime diversions of the ‘‘Free Religious'' faction
  was to have a dance in our town hall on the night
  when we were using it for our annual church fair。
  The rules of the church positively prohibited danc…
  ing; so the worldly group took peculiar pleasure in
  attending the fair; and during the evening in getting
  up a dance and whirling about among us; to the
  horror of our members。  Then they spent the re…
  mainder of the year boasting of the achievement。
  It came to my ears that they had decided to follow
  this pleasing programme at our Christmas church
  celebration; so I called the church trustees together
  and put the situation to them。
  ‘‘We must either enforce our discipline;'' I said;
  ‘‘or give it up。  Personally I do not object to danc…
  ing; but; as the church has ruled against it; I intend
  to uphold the church。  To allow these people to
  make us ridiculous year after year is impossible。
  Let us either tell them that they may dance or that
  they may not dance; but whatever we tell them;
  let us make them obey our ruling。''
  The trustees were shocked at the mere suggestion
  of letting them dance。
  ‘‘Very well;'' I ended。  ‘‘Then they shall not
  dance。  That is understood。''
  Captain Crowell; the father of my dead friend
  Mrs。 Addy; and himself my best man friend; was a
  strong supporter of the Free Religious Group。
  When its members raced to him with the news that
  I had said they could not dance at the church's
  Christmas party; Captain Crowell laughed good…
  humoredly and told them to dance as much as they
  pleased; cheerfully adding that he would get them
  out of any trouble they got into。  Knowing my
  friendship for him; and that I even owed my church
  appointment to him; the Free Religious people
  were certain that I would never take issue with him
  on dancing or on any other point。  They made all
  their preparations for the dance; therefore; with
  entire confidence; and boasted that the affair would
  be the gayest they had ever arranged。  My people
  began to look at me with sympathy; and for a time
  I felt very sorry for myself。  It seemed sufficiently
  clear that ‘‘the gal'' was to have more trouble。
  On the night of the party things went badly from
  the first。  There was an evident intention among
  the worst of the Free Religious Group to embarrass
  us at every turn。  We opened the exercises with the
  Lord's Prayer; which this element loudly applauded。
  A live kitten was hung high on the Christmas tree;
  where it squalled mournfully beyond reach of
  rescue; and the young men of the outside group
  threw cake at one another across the hall。  Finally
  tiring of these innocent diversions; they began to
  prepare for their dance; and I protested。  The
  spokesman of the group waved me to one side。
  ‘‘Captain Crowell said we could;'' he remarked;
  airily。
  ‘‘Captain Crowell;'' I replied; ‘‘has no authority
  whatever in this matter。  The church trustees have
  decided that you cannot dance here; and I intend
  to enforce their ruling。''
  It was interesting to observe how rapidly the
  men of my congregation disappeared from that hall。
  Like shadows they crept along the walls and vanished
  through the doors。  But the preparations for the
  dance went merrily on。  I walked to the middle of
  the room and raised my voice。  I was always listened
  to; for my hearers always had the hope; usually
  realized; that I was about to get into more trouble。
  ‘‘You are determined to dance;'' I began。  ‘‘I
  cannot keep you from doing so。  But I can and will
  make you regret that you have done so。  The law
  of the State of Massachusetts is very definite in re…
  gard to religious meetings and religious gatherings。
  This hall was engaged and paid for by the Wesleyan
  Methodist Church; of which I am pastor; and we
  have full control of it to…night。  Every man and
  woman who interrupts our exercises by attempting
  to dance; or by creating a disturbance of any kind;
  will be arrested to…morrow morning。''
  Surprise at first; then consternation; swept through
  the ranks of the Free Religious Group。  They denied
  the existence of such a law as I had mentioned; and
  I promptly read it aloud to them。  The leaders went
  off into a corner and consulted。  By this time not
  one man in my parish was left in the hall。  As a
  result of the consultation in the corner; a committee
  of the would…be dancers came to me and suggested
  a compromise。
  ‘‘Will you agree to arrest the men only?'' they
  wanted to know。
  ‘‘No;'' I declared。  ‘‘On the contrary; I shall have
  the women arrested first!  For the women ought to
  be standing with me now in the support of law and
  order; instead of siding with the hoodlum element
  you represent。''
  That settled it。  No girl or woman dared to go
  on the dancing…floor; and no man cared to revolve
  merrily by himself。  A whisper went round; how…
  ever; that the dance would begin when I had left。
  When the clock struck twelve; at which hour; ac…
  cording to the town rule; the hall had to be closed;
  I was the last person to leave it。  Then I locked the
  door myself; and carried the key away with me。
  There had been no Free Religious dance that night。
  On the following Sunday morning the attendance
  at my church broke all previous records。  Every
  seat was occupied and every aisle was filled。  Men
  and women came from surrounding towns; and
  strange horses were tied to all the fences in East
  Dennis。  Every person in that church was looking
  for excitement; and this time my congregation got
  what it expected。  Before I began my sermon I
  read my resignation; to take effect at the discretion
  of the trustees。  Then; as it was presumably my
  last chance to tell the people and the place what I
  thought of them; I spent an hour and a half in fer…
  vidly doing so。  In my study of English I had ac…
  quired a fairly large vocabulary。  I think I used it
  all that morningcertainly I tried to。  If ever an
  erring congregation and community saw themselves
  as they really were; mine did on that occasion。  I
  was heartsick; discouraged; and full of resentment
  and indignation; which until then had been pent
  up。  Under the arraignment my people writhed
  and squirmed。  I ended:
  ‘‘What I am saying hurts you; but in your hearts
  you know you deserve every word of it。  It is high
  time you saw yourselves as you area disgrace to
  the religion you profess and to the community you
  live in。''
  I was not sure the congregation would let me
  finish; but it did。  My hearers seemed torn by
  conflicting sentiments; in which anger and curios…
  ity led opposing sides。  Many of them left the
  church in a white fury; but othersmore than I had
  expectedremained to speak to me and assure me
  of their sympathy。  Once on the streets; different
  groups formed and mingled; and all day the little
  town rocked with arguments for and against ‘‘the gal。''
  Night brought another surprisingly large attend…
  ance。  I expected more trouble; and I faced it with
  difficulty; for I was very tired。  Just as I took my
  p